Chapter 191
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I saw you say, "Take me for example. Up until now, I haven't achieved much in my writing. Other than a bit of VIP income, all I've gotten in return is my cervical spondylosis getting worse and worse. I'm losing a lot of hair. I'm very worried that in the future, my royalties won't be enough to pay for my medical expenses. There are many times when I really want to give up. When I ended in Dihuang, I had indeed made up my mind to give up.
But in the end, I still picked up my pen. Writing seems to have become an obstacle in my life that I can't get out of. I'm here, and I don't want to leave.
Up until now, the road ahead is still boundless, and I can't see the hope of realizing my dreams. I'm still persevering, but I don't know how long I can persevere. So, let's continue like this. "
My heart is in pain, I can feel it.
It turns out that Longan once had such deep worries.
The warmth of your writing, the iron blood of the spear,
Has given me so many surging and lingering feelings, an inch is still a million strands.
That kind of heart is filled with emotions, but it's not ready to speak. It's like the free flying flowers are light as a dream, and the endless drizzle is thin as sorrow. When I'm reading your writing, perhaps you're weighing your words, and a few more strands of hair are falling.
Some time ago, I fell sick and was hospitalized. After I recovered, I still felt that my body wasn't the same as before. From then on, health has become my center.
I'm conflicted in my heart because I love your writing and your ingenuity. I hope that you can continue writing, but I don't want you to hurt yourself because of it.
You're conflicted too, because you know your cervical spondylosis is in pain and your hair is falling, but you can't let it go. You know that your body is there, and your love is there. You look at the river head and the sound of the river. Sigh. Who can tell the loneliness? Even if the preface is too pale, there will never be such a magnificent man.
I don't know why every time I see a passionate and bright male lead, I fall in love without hesitation. Obviously, in reality, I like gentle and affectionate ones.
So tonight, I've finished reading Fu Yao in one go. I've been thinking about this question. Why is it that I like this type? It doesn't matter if he's the male lead or not. Anyway, I will be moved by this kind of male lead setting and my heart will ache.
Perhaps it was because Zhangsun Wuji was too beautiful. Such people made me feel that they were idealistic and unreal. They always endured their pain, their temperament was ethereal, and their emotions were deep, but their expressions were calm. I didn't want it. It wasn't a sin to love someone. Even if it was a sin, even if I had to betray the world, I would still become enemies with the world for you. What I liked was the radiant sunlight, not the gentle moon. Great ups and downs, great joys and great sorrows, only then would one's true nature be revealed. Although it was a little childish and immature, it was honest and magnanimous.
That was why I knew that Fu Yao liked Zhangsun. Perhaps Zhan Beiye would be tortured, but I still liked to see him jump out and say, "I'm definitely going to have this woman. Even if you don't want to, I'm going to give her to you. Could it be the legendary aura of a king?
Now that there are four of them, it must be tiring, right?
It's okay. I want everything you write.
Ouch, I'll keep the longan. Let me tell you, when you're mentally and physically injured, your immune system will decrease. You have to eat more vitamin C to eliminate free radicals and increase your immune system. Make a cup of Huangqi wolfberry tea at work to replenish your energy and eyes. "
I think these two are quite effective.
You can buy the natural vitamin C from the Health Care Hall. It's sour and has the fragrance of cherries.
Huangqi and the like are sold in many pharmacies. They're specially used to make tea.
You have to take good care of yourself. A decrease in your immune system is very scary.
You have to be good. I'm breaking the rules tonight. It's so late.
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