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Chapter 361 [Not like this, am I still Du Wei?]
When Alpha's secret letter came again, Du Wei opened the letter.
This time, the content of the letter, not much, only a very simple short sentence.
"She finished."
Alpha's letter, did not write "the plan was successful", did not write "everything went well".
Instead, he used the word "complete", which seemed a little vague.
Alpha … … he is also dissatisfied with me.
Du Wei was silent for a moment, then slowly picked up the letter, put the candle on the table and burned it.
He sat in the study, the desk, but looked out the window, he looked at the northwest direction. The sky in the distance was overcast.
That girl called Hanyue, at the moment, already dead.
Yes … … she is just a chess piece, I initially took her in, trained her, just for such a day. But, why do I still feel that I am very despicable?
At this time, suddenly, with a bang, the study door was pushed open, and then a figure dressed in red rushed in. Her face with anger and disbelief, after coming in, to Du Wei loudly shouted: "I! I ask you, where is Hanyue!! "
Du Wei narrowed his eyes, coldly looking at the person who broke in, but it is the female captive that he caught, so called Ai Lu, the big snow mountain disciple.
"Get out."
This is Du Wei's answer to her.
Ai Lu opened her mouth, her beautiful face somewhat distorted: "I ask you, Hanyue! Hanyue! Where did she go! Where did you send her!! "
Du Wei just faced the girl, his voice was very low, even with a trace of chill: "First, I remember I said, without my command, no one is allowed to enter my study. So, based on this point alone, I can immediately get someone to drag you out. Second … … "
The corner of Duwei's eye twitched, he seemed to be suppressing his anger, "Poor little girl, you forgot your identity, what right do you have to question me?"
"You!!" Ai Lu seemed to have thrown caution to the wind.
Since she stayed in Du Wei here, she has been arranged by Du Wei and Hanyue and other girls to live together, even every day with them dancing, training. Ai Lu wasn't a fool. She came from the Great Snow Mountain, so it wasn't like she didn't learn some basic politics. Although she didn't have any talent in this area, she still knew some things. She had long guessed that this demon-like young Duke was raising these girls, and in the future, they would probably be used for …
And Hanyue, no doubt, is these girls, and Airu feelings are the best. Hanyue's beauty, her gentleness, her attentiveness, all let Ai Lu to her extremely kind, but recently these days, Hanyue suddenly disappeared. Ai Lu's heart gave birth to an uneasy guess. Finally, he couldn't hold it in any longer and rushed to Du Wei's place to interrogate him.
Du Wei pointed to the door, lightly said: "Seeing that you are the first time to disobey me, I can forgive you once, now … … get out, and then you remember, this place, you can't come in."
Finished, Du Wei has continued to look at the things on the table, no longer pay attention to this girl.
Ai Lu seems to want to say something, but she felt Du Wei's body that sent out a chill, she could not help but shiver, but still hate to leave a sentence: "If … … if you do what to her, I … … I … …"
At the end of her speech, she stomped her feet and rushed out with red eyes.
After she went out, Du Wei just looked up, then he sighed: "It seems, I really am a shameless person."
Said, Du Wei looked at the door, suddenly sneered: "Come in, my respected Paladin. I know you are outside listening. If you hadn't deliberately let her go, that stupid girl would not have been able to come in. "
Sure enough, as soon as his voice fell, he saw Hussain coming in from the door.
Paladin's face seemed somewhat gloomy. His remaining eye looked at Du Wei, a trace of unfamiliarity appearing in his eyes.
Then, his eyes fell on the table, where the ashes of the secret letter were left behind.
Du Wei looked at Hussain: "You … … also think I am wrong?"
Hussain did not say anything. He slowly walked over, walked around the table, and quietly looked at Du Wei, carefully looking at him for a long time … …
Suddenly, Paladin raised his hand.
Pa!
A slap landed heavily on Du Wei's face.
Du Wei staggered from the slap, his body leaning to the side. Next, Du Wei covered his face. However, he was not angry at all. Instead, he was silent for a moment. Then, he suddenly smiled.
Du Wei's smile did not contain any trace of joy. Instead, it contained a deep bitterness. Then, he turned to Hussain and said: "Thank you."
"Thank me?" Hussain harrumphed.
"Yes, thank you," Du Wei licked his lips and spat out a mouthful of blood. "Thank you for showing mercy. You're a Paladin. If you really hit me hard, you'll break my neck with that slap. "
"… … …" Hussain stared at Du Wei. After a long time, he said: "Du Wei, I am very disappointed in you, very disappointed."
Du Wei did not appear surprised. He listened quietly. He knew that Paladin was not done talking.
"I originally thought that even though you sometimes go overboard … … at the very least, you have a bottom line!" Hussein's expression was gloomy to the extreme: "I remember you said something when we were chatting before. You said 'if that's the case, would I still be Du-Wei?' That's what you said, right? But now, you are … … no different from those despicable fellows who use unscrupulous means. "
Du Wei did not say anything. He simply sneered.
Hussain's eyes were filled with rage. "What is it? Did I say something wrong? "
"He he … … he he, ha ha ha ha ha … …" Du Wei continued laughing. After laughing for a while, he suddenly stared intently at Hussain. Then, he said in a low voice, "Hussain … … I originally thought that you might be the only one who could understand me. However, it seems that you do not understand. You are not even as good as Rodriguez. At the very least, he did not come here to question me. "
"… … …" Hussain was silent for a moment. Then, he gritted his teeth and said, "She is just a pitiful girl. If you want to sacrifice someone, do you want to sacrifice a woman? Du Wei, is this your way of doing things? "
"Ha ha ha ha ha … …" Du Wei continued laughing. He was laughing so hard that it seemed as though tears were about to flow out from his eyes.
Hussain was enraged by his laughter. He suddenly slammed his palm down on the table. With a booming sound, the entire table was shattered into five or six pieces.
"What are you laughing at? Do you think you are right? " Hussain suddenly became furious. He stepped forward and grabbed Du Wei's collar. Then, he threw him heavily onto the floor. "You can say it. However, stop that infuriating laughter of yours! Du Wei! "
Du Wei slowly got up. Then, he gently patted the dust off his body. Then, he took a deep breath. Looking at Hussain, he whispered, "Shut up, Hussain."
"What did you say?"
"I said … …" Du Wei took a deep breath. Then, it seemed as though all the suppressed anger within him suddenly erupted.
"I said … … Shut up! You shut up for me! Hussain! You simple-minded bastard! You shut up for me! Shut up! Shut up!!! "
Du Wei's roar caused the veins on his forehead to pop out.
The commotion in the room alarmed the Tulip Family guards outside. Soon, the guards rushed to the door of the study. Seeing the Duke and Hussain glaring at each other, they were somewhat at a loss.
"All out!" Du Wei frowned and shouted. Raising his hand, his sleeves rolled up. With a crash, the door of the study was closed in a silver light.
"You want to listen to my explanation? Good! Hussain! I'll fucking explain it to you!!! " Du Wei no longer suppressed the depression in his heart. With a kick, he flipped over the broken table in front of him and then walked in front of Hussein.
"Yes! That's right! She is a girl. A weak girl! I let her go to die. Let her go to sacrifice! But what about it! How about it!! "
"If you want that grassland king to die, I can do it! Rodriguez can too! We have very good skills. They are willing to sacrifice for you!! To complete the most dangerous task. "
Du Wei listened. Humph. Then, looking at Hussain's eyes: "I ask you, Hanyue, this girl, is a sacrifice. Don't tell me I sent other warriors. Is it not a sacrifice? The same dead people. What's the difference?! "His voice suddenly raised:" Yes! She is a girl. But her death is despicable. I sent other warriors to die. Is it noble?!!!! Don't tell me other warriors, those guards, their lives are not lives!!! "
Du Wei's chest rose and fell. Coldly looking at Hussain: "Kill a grassland king! Kill a grassland king. If I send someone to assassinate, do you know how difficult it is!! If I send warriors to assassinate, how slim is the chance!? Hussain, I tell you. Don't look at you as Paladin. It's even difficult for you to go to the King's Golden Tent!! Alpha has been to the Northwest for a year! He can't even get close to the King's Golden Tent 500 meters away!! Send someone to assassinate. How many people will die. Do you know!! "
Hussain was speechless.
"I tell you! Hussain! Philip and I have come up with at least nine methods. However, no matter how we calculate it, the success rate of each method is not high! Additionally, even if we are lucky, we will succeed. At the very least, many people will die! Many people!! "Du Wei shouted loudly:" Are you an idiot?! Hussain!! I will ask you one more time. Do you mean those warriors, those guards, their lives are not lives?! Yes, you are very powerful. You are Paladin. You think you can charge into the King's Palace alone and kill that damned King of the Grasslands?! But let me tell you, you will not be able to come back alive!! However, your sacrifice is a great loss to me. Do you know?! "
Du Wei finally took a deep breath. He forced himself to suppress his rage and asked Hussain: "I made a very simple choice. First, I will send many people to their deaths to complete this task. Second, I will send one person to their death to complete this task. It's that simple! It's that simple!!! "And you? Just because the one who died is a weak girl, you think I am despicable? Do you think I … … I will send a bunch of loyal men to their deaths. Is that what I am doing noble?! Let me tell you, that is stupid! That is despicable, that is stupid! I made a choice! To complete what I must do with the least amount of loss!! It has nothing to do with whether she is a woman or not, whether she is beautiful or not, or whether she is innocent!! Yes, she, she … … she is loyal to me. That is why she did not hesitate to die. But … … does that mean my other subordinates, my other guards, my other warriors are not loyal to me? Could it be that I would rather have 10 or 100 loyal subordinates die in order to leave behind a beautiful girl – is that what you call noble?! "
Hussain was silent for a moment. Then, he slowly said: "That is not Knight's spirit! Despicable, it is still despicable. "
Du Wei was enraged. His rage suddenly became stronger than anything else!
"Fuck this shitty Knight's spirit!!! If this shitty spirit is going to cause so many people to die in vain, then let this spirit die!!! " Du Wei slapped the table forcefully. However, when his hand fell, he found that the table had already shattered. He then slapped his own thigh.
"However, I would rather choose to defeat the prairie men head on." Hussain shook his head. "I still insist. Relying on a woman is a disgrace to men!"
"Defeat them head on." Du Wei groaned. Then, he suddenly gave Hussain a thumbs up. He slowly said: "Hussain, you are a Knight. You have your own dignity, your own persistence. I do not want to go against that. Very good, I admire you. But … "
Du Wei suddenly laughed out. It was a maniacal laugh. "We have an army of 100,000 outside! Right, 100,000! If we were to fight the prairie men head on, how many of us would die? All right! Let's not talk about that first. Conquering the prairie, conquering this nail behind our backs, how long would it take us? One year? Not enough! Three years? Not enough! Five years!?! How many of us will die? Fifty thousand? Eighty thousand? One hundred thousand? "
"…"
"What the fuck can I do!!! Damn it! Damn it!! Damn damn it!!! " Du Wei's facial muscles were distorted. He grabbed Hussain's shoulder and then struggled to roar. "Hussain, you really think of me as a god! I am not omnipotent!! How much time do you think we have!! Time!! Hussain!!! We only have three years! Three years!! Three years!!! But this damn three years, how many things do we have to do?! Ah?!! Prairie men, northwest army!! Every one of them can take our lives! Then we have to face a sinner who can kill all the Dragons!! "
"Hanyue, she is dead! Already dead! She made me very guilty, made me very ashamed of her, even my heart is very regretful, very sad … but. " Du Wei slowly said word by word: "I can tell you, Hussain, if, if I can do it again, I will still do it!"
"I tell you, Hussain! I am going crazy!! I feel like I can't breathe! Damn three years of time, damn three years of time!! Laozi for these three years, how much planning, how much effort!! I tell you, in the future there will be a lot of deaths, a lot of deaths!! If you think I did wrong, you can kill me now! Or, I f * * king quit! I'll bring my fleet, my entire family, my entire fortune, and I'll f * cking go to Southeast Asia. With my capabilities, I can flatten that damn Brahman Island in a month, and then I'll be the local tyrant there! Even if the Roland continent was captured by the sinners, I can still live in Nanyang for a hundred years!! "Du Wei clenched his fist:" But, I will not do so! Because I know, I still have the people of the Tulip family! There are thousands of people in Desa province who regard me as a god, there are hundreds of thousands of people in the Rollin plains who regard me as their hope!! Do you understand how heavy my burden is? "
"Finally, you and I talk about principles? Say 'bottom line'? "Du Wei sneered.
"Hanyue is my subordinate, but you, and thousands of warriors under my command, are my subordinates! I will not because who is a man, who is a woman, or who is weaker, to take special care of who!! Hanyue, she came here, the first day of training, to understand what she will do in the future! This she is clear, I am clear, you are clear!! If I take special care of her, do not let her die, but instead send a hundred thousand loyal subordinates to die … Hussain, this is your so-called principle? This is your bottom line? This is your so-called 'noble'?? "
Du Wei released Paladin, then he stepped back a few steps, coldly said:
"This is yours, but not mine!"
Hussain was silent.
Duwei has calmed down, the anger in his heart has been vented … … Or, the depression and self-blame in his heart for the death of that woman, at this moment, along with the anger in his heart, has been vented out.
"The most important point, my Paladin! We only have a short three years! In these three years we have to accomplish too many things, so, I can't use the normal way! I can only use some despicable and even shameless tricks to do it!! If you use your so-called 'upright' way to do it … I tell you, then finally everyone is doomed!! So, my way, I don't like it, very despicable, very extreme! But …
In the future, many people may go back to die. This was the greatest crisis of all. You may die, I … … "
Du Wei pointed to his nose: "I may also die! But before I die, I will still adhere to my 'principles' to do it!! I also want to give up, want to escape, want to escape … … but, I have no choice!!
If, in order to live a person, let a hundred thousand subordinates to die … … then, I am not a qualified leader! As a leader, I will not look at my subordinates, who is a man, who is a woman! I will only choose, when a thing must be done, the least loss of the state of going on how to do it! And this thing, Han Yue sacrificed himself, the most dead least choice, so, I did it! Hussain, you did not stand in my position, so you can't understand me! Perhaps, you think with thousands of warriors to fight with the prairie people, very heroic, very fucking manly! But I asked you, and the prairie people all our strength, what do we use to deal with the Northwest Army's Rugaard? Finally, what do we use to deal with the future sinners?! Can you come back to me this question? Humph! Fight to the death … … you may answer, fight to the death. But … … what I want to consider is not 'fight to the death', but as much as possible to let more people live!! "
Speaking up to here, Du-Wei took a deep breath.
"Now, I still want to say to you … … if I don't do this, I am still Du Wei!"
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Du Wei left Hussain in the study, he strode out of the room. Passing by everyone, seeing the Duke's face, understood the Duke's mood at the moment is in extreme anger. No one dared to go up and talk to him, just far away to salute him.
Du Wei, like a wounded lion, rushed into the castle garden.
Here, Vivian is standing in the garden, hand holding a branch, surrounded by more than a dozen Hogwarts students, Vivian is using the branch to draw some magic lines on the ground, to explain to these students the principle of a magic array.
In fact, after Du Wei became busier, the task of teaching these students was taken up by Vivian alone.
Seeing the Dean suddenly rush in, the students immediately stood up and saluted Du Wei in an orderly manner.
A few of the students immediately saw that the Dean's mood was very bad. Soon, they exchanged glances with each other, found excuses, and left the room.
Du Wei didn't say anything, after everyone left, he suddenly became like a deflated balloon, heavily sitting on the ground.
Vivian tenderly looked at her fiancé, then carefully walked to Du Wei's side. Du Wei pulled Vivian into his arms. Then he deeply sniffed Vivian's scent.
"You … … What happened to you?" Vivian tenderly looked at Du Wei.
"Vivian, silly girl." Du Wei's voice was very tired: "I … … I did something. It was a very bad thing, very bad … … even very despicable and shameless. But I had no choice, I had no choice. Because this was the most effective method, the one with the least number of deaths. But … … "
He sighed heavily, then leaned his head against Vivian's chest and looked up at the sky. "But why do I still feel so guilty, so painful?"
Vivian did not know what happened, but she did not ask. She simply allowed Du Wei to lean against her chest. Then, like a kind mother, she gently stroked Du Wei's hair. After a while, she gently said with a stuttering voice: "Du Wei … … Du Wei … … you, you have suffered, I know, you have suffered … …"
"Do I regret it? Yes … … but, if I could do it all over again, I would still have no choice. Dead one, live thousands of people … … "Du Wei seemed to sound very weak:" Noble, conscience … … I am not qualified to talk about these things, Vivian … … I am everyone's leader, do you know what is a leader? It is thousands of people's life and death on your shoulders, and then force you to do something you do not want to do … … sometimes you know you are a bastard, but for everyone, you must continue to play the role of a bastard. This … … is his mother's leader. "
Vivian did not speak, she just gently stroked Du Wei's hair, very light, very light … …
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No one knows, Roland Continent's Northwest situation, because a beautiful girl named Hanyue, and completely changed. She is like a beautiful and delicate butterfly, her death, but affected the grasslands, affected the Northwest, and even affected the future of the Empire.
At this time, few people think of these, few people know these.
In the Northwest Desa Province's capital Loulan City after the governor's office, Du Wei has because of mental and physical exhaustion and fell asleep. In the dream, he murmured in his mouth … …
"Pearl … … just like the pearl … …"
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(This chapter, I want to explain all explained. So, for Hanyue's argument, let it go.
Hanyue is not the so-called "innocent woman", she was trained from the beginning to become a female spy, from the role of the debut of the 257th chapter, is so.
Moreover, she is not Du Wei's woman.
Those who scold me, calmly think, if I write to die is not Hanyue such a poor beauty, but a man, a male subordinate, will there be so many people scold?
Sacrificing a female subordinate is despicable, sacrificing a group of loyal male subordinates is noble? Where does this come from?
I am wrong, but I am wrong wrong, I should not write the role of Hanyue brilliant. That's all. Let everyone have a good feeling to this role, and then, watch her die tragically, the result, is naturally psychologically unable to accept.
But, this and Du Wei's noble or despicable, has nothing to do with. He needs to look at the overall situation, with the smallest sacrifice in exchange for the greatest strategic purpose. In his view, Hanyue is a subordinate, and thousands of loyal tulip warriors have no difference. If she died, can reduce more sacrifices, Du Wei chose to do so.
Of course, he is also heartache, also struggle. But he still did so.
He is not a god, just a person, no powerful strength, if he has the strength of the first strong man of the Starry Sky, single-handedly rushed to the grassland, people block the killing, Buddha block the killing Buddha … …
But he does not have that ability now.
In these three years, he had to face too many difficult problems.
Remember "Du Wei 1" to him, at that time Du Wei refused any bullshit mission, but Du Wei 1 to him said: "In the future, you will be eager to get strength! You will change your mind. "
Push, this is a step by step push. Let the character fall into a struggle, fall into a predicament, and then character can change step by step.
Moreover, Hanyue's death, very sad. But as an author, I feel that I wrote Du Wei so, there is no distinction between noble and despicable.
He just decided to sacrifice a person, and sacrifice a group of people, made a qualified leader must make the choice.
That's all.
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