When they were facing the enemy invasion, Gao Qi suddenly told Anna about his experiences in the other world. Of course, Anna couldn't understand it.
However, it sounded quite interesting. Moreover, Gao Qi never told her about his experiences in the other world, so no matter what he was talking about, Anna wanted to know.
"What happened after that?"
"After that …"
Gao Qi paused for a moment, and then he faintly said, "After that, I still went to the Jing Dynasty. Because I looked like a person from the East, I made up my experiences. The people of the Jing Dynasty thought that I was a merchant who was detained, so I followed the Jing Dynasty's army back to Shangdu City."
Letting out a breath, Gao Qi sighed and said, "I wanted to be a swordsman, but I couldn't cultivate neigong. I wanted to be a spellcaster, but I couldn't feel elemental energy. I was an ordinary person here, and I was still an ordinary person in the other world. Just when I thought that I could only live an ordinary life, I was sent to the Golden Lion Nation. Then, I discovered that I had the talent to learn magic."
Gao Qi shrugged and said, "After that, I stayed in the Golden Lion Nation and began to learn magic. I started as an apprentice and successfully became a beginner mage. After that, I began to travel the continent and adventure. Just like in all legends, that was my legendary experience. I met a lot of friends and experienced a lot of dangers. At the age of thirty-two, I became the youngest Archmage in history. But most importantly, I met her."
Anna suddenly felt very uneasy, so she immediately asked, "Her?"
"She was an elf."
After saying that, Gao Qi suddenly stopped talking. Then he reached out his hand and pressed on his chest.
Anna used the clothes on her arm to wipe the blood off her face, then she whispered, "Why did you stop talking?"
"My heart hurts a bit. I forgot a lot of things. The Human Emperor felt that this was his life and didn't want to share it with me. But when I think of her, my heart still hurts."
Gao Qi shook his head blankly, then he whispered, "She wasn't my experience, nor was she my love. She was the Human Emperor's, but her existence still affected me, affected the current me. The Human Emperor still changed my personality and made me feel lethargic."
"And then?"
Gao Qi was lost in thought for a moment, then he said, "I forgot. The Human Emperor didn't give me all his memories, but I lost. As the leader of the three races, I experienced more than thirty years of war, but I still lost in the end."
With a long sigh full of regret, Gao Qi turned to look at Anna and Niu Lidong, who was listening attentively. Then he said blankly, "I know my emotions aren't right now, but I really don't have any interest in anything. I led an army of hundreds of thousands of people, I killed at least hundreds of thousands of people, I was a Lord Fashen, my enemy was a Demon God, I … really experienced too much, but now, I'm here, fighting side by side with dozens of Desolate People?"
Gao Qi looked at the Desolate People who were still fighting with disdain, then he shook his head and said, "I lost the person I loved, and the goal I fought for is gone. I'm an Earthling, but I don't have a sense of belonging to Earth. I want to go back to the other world, but I can't. I can't fight Demon Gods in the other world, and I can't defeat aliens here. What's the point of my existence?"
Anna said with a conflicted expression, "You're studying supernatural abilities."
"But that's just to find something for myself to do, so that I won't feel too empty and bored. There are still eight years until the end of the world, I can't just wait like this."
After saying that blankly, Gao Qi looked at his thigh that was still bleeding, then he sighed and said, "I haven't been injured for a long, long time, and I haven't felt pain. When I found out that I was bleeding, I wasn't angry, nor was I afraid. I was actually happy that I was still alive. But why should I be alive? What's the point of my life? What's the point of my existence? "
Gao Qi really didn't understand, because he was now in a very strange state.
Gao Qi had originally hidden his split personality very well, so well that he probably didn't even realize it himself. However, the wound on his thigh that had been bleeding for a long time, and the pain that he hadn't felt in a long time, had evoked a distant memory.
It wasn't that Gao Qi hadn't been injured before. The one who hadn't been injured for a long time was his future self, the one who would become the Divine Sorcerer and the Human Emperor.
The battle was still going on, and the Desolate Dwellers were still fighting hard. However, Gao Qi had no intention of helping them.
This was because Gao Qi wanted to die now. He didn't know what was the point of his life.
Needless to say, Gao Qi's current state was very strange. He was at a critical moment where his two personalities were completely split, or perhaps they were fusing together.
Niu Lidong suddenly said, "Brother Qi, let's talk about it after the battle, okay?"
Gao Qi looked at Niu Lidong with a cold gaze and said, "Battle? You call this a battle? No, this isn't a battle, but it's really a little noisy here. "
Gao Qi squatted down and reached out to touch some blood on his wound. Then, he stared at his blood-stained fingers and said calmly, "It's been a long time since I've seen blood, a long time since I've felt pain. Oh, the pain makes me feel like I'm still alive, but what's the point of living now? We're going to die anyway. It won't be long before everyone dies … "
After saying that, Gao Qi looked at Anna. He stared at Anna and said calmly, "Now, right here, humans are still fighting for small benefits, but what's the point? What should I do? What's the point of doing what I did in the other world again? "
Niu Lidong took a deep breath and said in a trembling voice, "Brother Qi, are you crazy? What are you talking about? We, we … "
Gao Qi shook his head and said with a smile, "The Human Emperor hopes that I can find the mystery of the supernatural ability. He thinks that magic has failed, so he should seek a new power. Maybe he can create a miracle, but there are no miracles. There will be no miracles. The supernatural ability is too weak and is inferior to magic. I failed as a Divine Mage. Even if I really find the secret of the supernatural ability, what's the point? When the Human Emperor finds that nuclear bombs are useless, magic is useless, and supernatural abilities are useless, nothing is useful. The Human Emperor will be in despair. The future me will disappear because he knows that everything is in vain. Then, what's the point of living? "
Niu Lidong was at a loss, but Anna wiped her face with her sleeves and suddenly said, "Was she beautiful?"
Gao Qi fell into chaos. He tried hard to recall what she looked like, but he couldn't remember what she looked like. All his memories of her became a blank, leaving only a symbol.
"She was beautiful, very beautiful …"
Gao Qi murmured, but Anna whispered, "Then, am I beautiful?"
Gao Qi looked at Anna seriously. The symbol in his memory seemed to be combining with the familiar person in front of him, so he immediately said, "You're beautiful, of course you're beautiful."
Anna said with a serious face, "Then, do you like me? Do you love me? "
"I like you, but I don't love you, not enough!"
After saying that without hesitation, Gao Qi suddenly said, "No, I love you. No, you're different from her."
Gao Qi fell into chaos almost immediately, but Anna still said with a calm face, "I know that you've become different after receiving the inheritance of the Human Emperor. You're very confused. You're trying to act normal, but you don't know who you are."
Gao Qi exhaled and said, "Who am I? I'm Gao Qi, I'm the Human Emperor, I'm the Lord of the Fairies, I'm the Emperor of the Beastmen, I'm me. "
"No, you're not the Lord of the Fairies, and you're not the Human Emperor, you're just Gao Qi."
Gao Qi whispered, "I'm me, I'm Gao Qi, I'm also the Human Emperor."
Anna held the long saber in her right hand, put her left hand on Gao Qi's shoulder, and then hooked Gao Qi's neck, and whispered, "You're Gao Qi, you were born and grew up on Earth. You didn't go to the other world, so you have to be responsible for Earth. Most importantly, she's the Human Emperor's woman, and I'm your woman. Do you understand? Now, hug me! "
Gao Qi stretched out his hand in a daze and gently placed it on Anna's waist. Anna hooked Gao Qi's neck and kissed him.
It was an indescribable feeling, but Gao Qi's eyes suddenly widened. His eyes focused again, and through Anna's messy red hair, he saw the stunned Niu Lidong.
Feeling that Niu Lidong was an eyesore, Gao Qi closed his eyes.
His heart was beating violently, and his hands that were gently supporting Anna suddenly hugged her tightly. After a long time, the breathless Anna pushed Gao Qi away.
Anna took a deep breath, and then she said with a serious face, "Now do you know who I am?"
Gao Qi opened his eyes, and there was only fanaticism left in his eyes. He reached out to push Anna's hair aside and looked at the wound on her head, and said in a deep voice, "You are Anna, and you are my woman. I am Gao Qi, and I am only Gao Qi."
Anna smiled, and then she hooked Gao Qi's neck with her left hand again. She stood on tiptoe and whispered in Gao Qi's ear, "I'm glad you're back. During this period of time, you were like an old man. Maybe I will like the old you in the future, but I don't like you now, because I haven't grown old with you yet."
Gao Qi exhaled and whispered, "Your knife touched my wound, and it hurts."
Anna let go of Gao Qi's neck. She looked at the blood on the back of the knife and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't notice."
Gao Qi grinned and said, "It's okay. En, I feel good now."
Anna pushed Gao Qi away and took a step back. Then she said with a serious face, "Now I'm going to kill those bastards who made me bleed. Do you want to come with me?"
Gao Qi finally focused his attention on the chaotic battlefield again. He shrugged and said, "This kind of thing should be done by me. Don't run around with a knife. Now watch me."
Picking up the gun on the ground, Gao Qi smiled and said, "It's been a long time since I used a gun …"
The one who hadn't used a gun for a long time was the Human Emperor, so Gao Qi's words made Anna nervous again. Gao Qi smiled and said, "Don't worry, the Human Emperor won't cause me any trouble in the future. It's true that I haven't used a gun for a long time. In fact, my marksmanship is really good, it's even more effective than magic. If you don't believe me, just watch."
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