Although he was ashamed, Jon didn't give up the idea of helping Grindelwald because of this.
The main reason was that Grindelwald's matter was a deal. Since it has been set, he can't just go back on his words.
As for Dumbledore, Jon wouldn't directly pour his heart out to Dumbledore just because of a moment of emotion.
No, no, no. Even if Dumbledore's bewitchment skills were to the next level, it wouldn't really have any effect on Jon. At most, he would be moved for a moment, and then return to normal in the next moment.
Jon is a staunch atheist.
The biggest characteristic of atheists is that they have no faith, not that they don't believe that there is an existence in the world that is invincible. Jon also agrees that humans should have a heart of reverence, but reverence and faith are actually two different things.
In Jon's view, those who believe in Dumbledore are no different from Voldemort's Death Eaters. Fanaticism is never a good thing.
So what kind of role Dumbledore plays has nothing to do with Jon. He is not Dumbledore's follower.
After leaving the principal's office, he naturally returned to his residence.
This time, he didn't fly back quickly, but walked back slowly.
In fact, walking occasionally is helpful for thinking.
When Jon returned to his small wooden house with Moonlight, Lohat had already eaten supper here.
"Teacher Lohat, are you starting to give up your idol image now?"
Jon looked at the high-calorie food on the table and couldn't help but tease.
"If you continue to eat like this, I'm afraid you will soon lose your handsome appearance."
"Don't worry, it's just eating something. I can persist for so many years, naturally, I have a way to maintain my appearance."
Lohat happened to have the proposal from Dumbledore in his hand, and it seems that he hasn't finished reading it yet.
"What do you think of Principal Dumbledore's proposal?"
Jon also sat down in front of the table and stuffed a small piece of cake into his mouth.
Then he frowned and swallowed the cake.
"It's so sweet. Teacher, why do you like sweets so much like Principal Dumbledore?"
"You like sweets?"
Lohat smiled. "It's probably because my heart is too bitter, so I have to eat sweets to suppress it."
"Your words are not convincing at all. Compared to many people, your life is already very happy."
In fact, Jon could more or less understand Lohat's feelings, but he also felt that Lohat's life was very good. Compared to many people who didn't even realize their dreams, Lohat's current situation was already a success among those who pursued their dreams.
"Perhaps. In the eyes of many people, I am the image of a successful person that you described."
Lohat reached out and picked up Dumbledore's proposal. With a snap of his fingers, he ignited Jon's fireplace and threw the proposal in.
"I have to say, Principal Dumbledore's wisdom is really beyond my reach."
Lohat's voice was somewhat emotional. "He is very good at grasping the awkward situation I am in now, and then the right medicine for the problem, and gave me such a proposal."
"What's written in the proposal?"
Jon asked. He looked into Lohat's eyes and said, "Don't look at me like that. I really don't know."
"Nothing important. It's just that he arranged a large-scale play for me, the very impressive kind."
Lohat was no longer stingy with his praise. "If I cooperate with him and successfully complete the play, then I can leave after a year, leave the place where I live now, and start a new life with a new identity."
He paused for a moment, and then emphasized, "It's the real meaning of starting a new life."
"But that means you have to abandon all of your current reputation and interests. Although the origin may not be clean, it's still your hard work, teacher."
"It's not hard work. It's just something that I stole from others." Lockhart, on the other hand, was very calm about what he had done in the past. "These things did not belong to me in the first place. I have stolen them for so many years. Now that I can leave with dignity, it is already a very good ending."
Even the evildoers hoped for a good ending, not to mention that Lohat's behavior could only be considered bad.
"Besides … is it successful? I don't think my life is very successful. "
He held the cup in his hand, but didn't drink the tea in it.
"You may not know, but my background is actually not good. I'm not like you who was born with a noble family. My grandmother's family is noble, and I'm the descendant of a great witch like Helga Hufflepuff … I'm, I'm a mixed-blood."
"What's wrong with being a mixed-blood?" Jon tilted his head and asked, "I have a lot of mixed-bloods around me, and even classmates who were born in Muggle. They have a good life in school, haven't they?!"
"I'm not like them. Ever since I was discovered to have magic at birth, my mother had high hopes for me. She was a witch born in Muggle and married my father. Her learning experience at Hogwarts made her very obsessed with magic. And as her child, my mother even thought that at least I should be much better than her."
"In her opinion, she, a witch born in Muggle, already had such achievements in magic. As the son of a witch, there was no reason for me to not be as good as her, especially when my two sisters don't have magic abilities."
Jon was silent.
This was the influence of his original family on Lohat. Such things happened in some corner of the world all the time. Although he felt sad, he couldn't completely empathize with them.
This was because his family was very happy. Whether it was in his memory of his previous life or this life, his parents gave him a lot of freedom. However, at the same time, his parents did not lack for him. It was just that after he had a younger sister, this kind of care was a little less.
Jon didn't think this was a bad thing. Adding up his two lives, he wasn't young. In other senses, except for his physical age, he was already an adult with a complete personality.
But he was lucky, it didn't mean that everyone in this world was lucky.
"That's why we're different."
Lohat looked at Jon, who was trying to show that he was empathizing with him, and said so.
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