In one's life, it was almost impossible for anyone to live completely clear, there would always be many puzzling and incomprehensible things that would leave you at a loss and at a loss. Even if it was a person with an incomparably strong will and a person with a clear goal in his heart, it was often the same.
Who could see through a person's heart?
A strong person might hide a sensitive and fragile heart under the hard outer shell, but everyone would carefully hide their own weakness, this was human instinct. We always preferred to face the world with a sharp edge and hide the softness deep in our hearts.
This principle was not complicated, not profound, but many people in the world did not understand, or it could be said that some people had the wisdom to understand this principle, but often they could not see themselves clearly. No matter how high your cultivation was, how strong your will was, it was impossible to really be willing to cut yourself open like a knife.
Everything is the world's fault, I am the innocent one, I was forced, I am the victim, such an excuse is so easy.
Lu Chen often thought like this, in fact, in retrospect, this kind of thinking was also a kind of spiritual defense, allowing him to have a little respite in the dark years. Otherwise, during those ten years of lurking in the Evil Sect, even if his body could still hold on, his spirit would have long collapsed.
Self-analysis was really a very difficult and very painful thing, if it was really so, Lu Chen had once quietly reflected like this, but looking back, he quickly found that the first thing he had to face was the blood that stained his hands during those ten years.
For the so-called righteousness and ultimate goal, and also to win the trust of those Evil Sect demons, the lives that he personally killed were not only Evil Sect demons.
These things, he never talked about. Probably Old Ma and Tian Lan Zhenjun knew a little about it, but both of them seemed to have coincidentally forgotten about these things, no one mentioned it, as if everyone had really forgotten about it.
Lu Chen also thought that he had really forgotten about it.
Until today, when the doomsday catastrophe was gradually taking shape, at the moment when life and death were uncertain, he was like an idle person watching from the side, he suddenly remembered those things in the past.
It turned out that he had never forgotten about those vengeful spirits and blood. The shadow was also a human. His mind flashed with those blurry and clear faces, but in the end, it stopped at the last moment before he entered the darkness. There seemed to be a face that he could never forget. It kept churning in his mind, but it was always a distance away from him and he could not get close to it.
He raised his head and looked at the sky. The blood moon was faint, and a ray of moonlight shone down, causing his eyes to suddenly turn red. Then, a ball of black flames burned.
Lu Chen's body suddenly trembled. At that moment, the mist suddenly dissipated. The black flames and the blood moon intertwined, causing that face, after so many years, to finally appear clearly in front of him.
Lu Chen saw her, that woman, the woman who had promised to spend the rest of his life with him.
The darkness rose and fell like waves, slowly surging over. He seemed to have returned to that night outside the desolate valley. He saw that familiar black-robed version of himself, holding a black sword as he stumbled forward. Then, Yun Xiaoqing's figure appeared in front of him.
She stopped him.
She seemed to be saying something to him.
Lu Chen's pupils suddenly dilated, and his body trembled slightly. He saw that black-robed man suddenly hug that woman, and then, he stabbed the black sword into her chest.
…
The strange phenomenon in the sky was already becoming more and more intense, and the ground under his feet kept rumbling, as if some terrifying monster was about to break free. The sky changed color, and the scene was chaotic.
Even people like Soul Formation Perfected Monarchs were paying full attention to this side of the world. No one cared that in that little pavilion, there was an insignificant person standing there.
Even though his eyes were already burning with black flames.
Lu Chen felt as if his heart had been stabbed by a knife, and there was a deep chill. But very quickly, after the anger at those people and things that were hidden from him, Lu Chen suddenly realized another fact. That was … other than anger and regret, he actually, actually did not have any other emotions.
He originally thought that he would go crazy and fly into a rage, but he did not. He realized that he was like a person who had become numb to his bones, and had lost all emotions. Those dust-covered past events only stimulated him for a while, but they could no longer make him as excited as when he was young.
Had the years turned him into a walking corpse?
People should not live like this!
The world was gray, and his heart was numb and desolate. Until one moment, he suddenly remembered that in this world, there was still a woman. Although she was distant from him, she was like a ray of light that had once illuminated him.
How long had it been since he last thought of Yi Xin!
Perhaps, that young girl also did not like this bloody and crazy world. She preferred a sunny and beautiful life. She would definitely hate this world created by a madman.
Then, would you be willing to live in such a world?
…
"Boom!"
The earth finally could not withstand the strong underground pressure, and dozens of large and small holes instantly collapsed within a few thousand feet. The shrill ghost howls were instantly deafening.
They flew into the air at the same time, and then looked down. They saw that in the depths of the ground, an extraordinarily huge magic formation was slowly appearing. In the center of the magic formation, there was flowing light, as if a small sun had gathered and condensed into a ball of light, emitting a brilliant radiance.
But under the ball of light, a spiral-shaped door of darkness was slowly opening. The ball of light emitted strong rays and shone on the door of darkness, as if it was fighting against the power of the darkness. But everything seemed to be too late, and the ball of light was getting more and more strenuous, and it seemed that it would not be able to hold on for much longer.
Immortal Tiehu and Immortal Guang Bo, who were in the air, suddenly seemed to understand something. They looked at Immortal Tianlan and roared, "Are you crazy?"
Immortal Tianlan's expression was calm, and even his eyes were very gentle. He did not seem to be crazy at all. Perhaps, in his eyes, the one who was crazy was not himself, but the world.
He waved his sleeves suavely, and it seemed that he did not even want to talk to these people anymore. Instead, he took a deep breath, and his body suddenly shone with a golden light. A ball of flame suddenly surged out from his hand, and the tree branch of the Tree of God was burned.
Green light shot up into the sky in the flames. In the farthest depths of the whirlpool in the sky, there was a sudden clap of thunder, as if some god had finally found the direction and opened his eyes.
In the deepest darkness, a bolt of lightning tore through the sky, and then an eye slowly opened.
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