"Take me there, I want to do the experiment," Zhou Manchun mustered up her courage and said. There was a glimmer of light in her eyes that hadn't been there for the past few days.
"But … do you know anything about germ experiments?" Jin Beisen's expression was slightly stern. He narrowed his eyes and asked seriously.
"I … Although I don't really understand, I want to give it a try. I can't just sit here and wait, right?" Zhou Manchun's lips curled into a faint smile as she spoke indifferently.
"You guys go ahead, I'll watch here." A trace of fatigue flashed across Xiao En's handsome face, but he still said with a smile.
Zhou Manchun scratched her hair. She knew that Xiao En definitely wouldn't want to leave the monitoring room at this moment. However, was it really good to leave him here alone? She felt that Xiao En's mood wasn't quite right today.
"Then Uncle Xiao, you watch here first. I'll come over in a moment." Jin Beisen's brain worked quickly, and he said with a cold and steady look.
Xiao En nodded silently and didn't say anything else. However, his eyes were very deep. From beginning to end, he stared at the woman on the screen.
The main person doing the experiment was still Ouyang. Li Yi was just an assistant. She had just come into contact with germ experiments, so it could be said that she knew nothing. She could only slowly watch Ouyang operate and help Ouyang pass things. In fact, Li Yi didn't think that much in her heart, but Xiao En's thoughts were more far-fetched.
It was clearly a very normal action. Li Yi helped Ouyang pass a straw. In Xiao En's eyes, they seemed to be ambiguous. At this moment, Xiao En's feelings were very complicated. If he knew this would happen, he wouldn't have agreed to let Li Yi come here. He and Li Yi had just recovered from a serious illness, so they shouldn't have worried about this.
Xiao En thought about it and felt that this woman was too stubborn. All these years, he had doted on her like his life. Whatever she wanted to do, he would do his best to support her. Whatever she wanted to buy, Xiao En would let her. It could be said that he had doted on her without any limit.
Jin Beisen took Zhou Manchun to another lab. The equipment and testing instruments in this lab were exactly the same as the one Ouyang was in. Even the layout was similar.
As soon as Zhou Manchun stepped into the laboratory, she sighed.
Jin Beisen looked at her with a puzzled expression and asked, "Xiaochun, what's wrong?"
"I only regret one thing now. When I was in university, why didn't I study bacteria experiments properly?" Zhou Manchun had a headache and held her forehead. Looking at the professional instruments and measuring cups on the table, she felt that there was nothing she could do.
In front of these cold instruments, her courage and perseverance shattered like glass shards on the ground.
Jin Beisen didn't like seeing Zhou Manchun like this. He reached out and pulled Zhou Manchun into his arms, hugging her very tightly …
Zhou Manchun was almost out of breath from his embrace. She frowned slightly and asked, "Beisen, why are you hugging me so tightly?"
"You're such a fool. You always think too much. Promise me, don't put too much pressure on yourself, okay? Even if Xiaomo really can't get through this, we shouldn't give up. In the future … we will have children. "Jin Beisen's voice was very calm, so calm that no one could hear the sadness in his words.
Zhou Manchun suddenly raised her head and widened her eyes. She asked unhappily, "What do you mean by that? What do you mean we will have children in the future? "
"Isn't that so? I just don't want you to put so much pressure on yourself. You've lost a lot of weight during this period of time. You're already a person who only weighs 90 kilograms. If you lose more weight, what will you look like? Compared to Xiaomo, the person I care about more is you. "Jin Beisen's deep eyes stared at Zhou Manchun, and their eyes met.
Zhou Manchun shook her head sadly. She was very resistant to what Jin Beisen had said. Although these words were crude, and Zhao Lizi had also said such words to her, Zhou Manchun really didn't want this day to come. From the time Jin Yumo was born, she didn't fulfill her responsibility as a mother. Although three years passed in a flash, Zhou Manchun was really sad, especially after Xiaomo got sick. She lived in fear all day and lost six or seven kilograms, which made Jin Beisen very distressed.
Now every night, Zhou Manchun didn't dare to close her eyes. She was afraid that once she closed her eyes, she wouldn't see Xiaomo. Jin Beisen hugged Zhou Manchun to sleep every night, so he could still clearly feel the changes in Zhou Manchun. She tried her best not to turn over, but her breathing was not so smooth, which proved that she was not asleep.
Zhou Manchun didn't sleep, so Jin Beisen naturally couldn't sleep. Jin Beisen knew that Zhou Manchun was lying in his arms and pretending to sleep, but he didn't expose Zhou Manchun. However, she had fallen asleep at two o 'clock every night for more than a week. If this continued, he was afraid that her body would collapse sooner or later.
"Beisen, you know, it wasn't easy for me to reunite with Xiaomo. I don't want to lose Xiaomo, I really don't want to." Zhou Manchun cried, and there was a dense fog in front of her. As a mother, she was brave, but now that her son was sick, her heart seemed to be sick, and she couldn't bear the torment.
Looking at her red eyes and the tip of her nose, Jin Beisen's heart felt as if it was being pricked by needles. The dense touch pierced his heart, and his heart was about to break.
Jin Beisen stretched out his long arms and held Zhou Manchun tightly in his arms. His angular chin rested on Zhou Manchun's forehead, and his voice was a little tired. He explained, "Xiaochun, I really didn't mean that. You misunderstood me. Xiaomo is our child. Like you, I hope that he can be safe, but at the same time, I also hope that you can prepare for the worst in your heart."
Zhou Manchun was stunned. She looked at Jin Beisen with a dull expression and muttered, "The worst …"
In the worst case scenario, wasn't Little Mo leaving them forever?
Zhou Manchun took a deep breath, and her heart was very disturbed. Her emotions were like stormy waves sweeping over. Her slender fingers tightly grasped Jin Beisen's strong arm, and she asked sharply, "What is the worst plan? Beisen, how can you give up like this? I won't give up. "
"Do you think I want to give up? I won't give up unless it's the last resort. I just hope that you can understand that you must be prepared in your heart. "Jin Beisen narrowed his eyes and said seriously.
Zhou Manchun pursed her lips and didn't speak.
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