Zhou Manchun felt a little awkward, but how could she want to give Jin Beisen to someone else?
However, her current happiness should have belonged to Lin Xingyan. If nothing had happened, it would have nothing to do with her now.
Seeing that Jin Beisen was ignoring her, Zhou Manchun had no choice but to shut her mouth. After Jin Beisen parked the car, she unbuckled her seat belt and was about to open the door to get out. However, her arm was suddenly pulled and her body was pulled over.
Jin Beisen's nimble tongue swept across Zhou Manchun's lips in a frenzy. He held her head with one hand and a hint of anger appeared on his handsome face.
Zhou Manchun, in your heart, what exactly am I?
You want to give me to Lin Xingyan, but have you ever considered my feelings?
Do you care if I'm not willing?
Zhou Manchun's rosy lips were fiercely grabbed by Jin Beisen. She could feel his strong possessiveness and anger in his kiss. Her lips were already hot from his kiss, and his breathing gradually became heavier, but he refused to stop.
"Why do you want to give me to her? I've told you before that I don't love her anymore. The person I love is you. Why? Why do you always care about what others think? In your heart, am I the kind of person you can give up? " Jin Beisen's face was very dark. He suddenly stopped what he was doing and looked at Zhou Manchun angrily. His sharp eyes swept across her eyes.
Zhou Manchun shook her head, but she didn't know how to explain. What should she say to not offend Jin Beisen?
"I definitely didn't mean that. I don't want to give you to anyone, but I feel guilty. If it wasn't for that car accident, if my mother didn't say those things to provoke you, would you still love me?"
"There are no ifs in this world, and I don't like to hear you say ifs." Jin Beisen let out a deep sigh. He could clearly feel that when he thought about Lin Xingyan, his feelings were completely different from before.
He would no longer be moved by Lin Xingyan. His heart was completely filled with Zhou Manchun!
"I often think, if Xingyan was still here, even if she introduced us, you wouldn't have any feelings for me, right?" Zhou Manchun's voice was very soft, but every word hit Jin Beisen's heart.
It was impossible to say that Zhou Manchun didn't mind this at all. All she could do was to let go of everything and turn the page. However, she didn't know why, but she felt a little guilty in her heart.
Jin Beisen was a very loyal person to relationships. Ever since he was young, he was influenced by Shi Huixi and Jin Jiahe's love story. Ever since Jin Beisen started puberty, Jin Jiahe told him that he didn't necessarily have to find a beautiful girl, but he had to find someone he liked. He also told him to be careful when it came to relationships. In a person's lifetime, loving someone once was enough.
Perhaps it was because he believed Jin Jiahe's words, Jin Beisen was especially careful when it came to relationships. He didn't have a clear goal in his heart, nor did he know what type of girl he liked. Ever since he was in junior high, many girls would write love letters to Jin Beisen every other day. Jin Beisen had read a few of them. Thinking back on those childish times, it was quite funny.
Jin Beisen understood that girls liked him simply because of his looks and his outstanding family background. If he didn't have these things, who would fall in love with his soul?
So, Jin Beisen treated the girls around him coldly. In high school, he and Yip Chun Wen loved to play video games. Later on, they went to the US to study and met Lin Xingyan in-game.
The two of them had never met before. At first, they simply chatted in-game and acted like a couple. But, when they decided to meet, Jin Beisen was overjoyed. At that time, Lin Xingyan was lively and carefree. She didn't know how to act coquettishly.
After finding out that Lin Xingyan was his junior, Jin Beisen was even happier. But, their love was very pure. At that most hot-blooded age, Jin Beisen was steady like a gentleman.
He said that he would wait until she graduated, and she said that when she graduated, she would bring him to meet her best friend. Jin Beisen often heard Zhou Manchun's name from Lin Xingyan. Lin Xingyan often said that Zhou Manchun played the piano very well and that she would definitely become an outstanding pianist in the future.
Zhou Manchun's original wish for the college entrance examination was to apply to a music academy together with Lin Xingyan. They got to know each other through music and agreed to open a piano shop together in the future. If they became famous, they would go on a concert tour together.
However, all of this was like the stars in the night sky, shining brightly in that long period of time.
"That's right, if she was still here, I might not have fallen in love with you, but this doesn't mean that you are her substitute. I fell in love with you, and in this life, I will only recognize you as my woman. This means that even if I fall in love with someone else first, in the end, my heart will definitely be moved by you." Jin Beisen raised his eyes. The warm street light shone in through the skylight and fell on his white shirt. His sharp facial features were even more handsome and highlighted his noble temperament.
"Actually … how I wish that you met me first." Zhou Manchun bit her lip and her tone became heavier.
"So, don't say anything about giving me to her in the next life. In the next life, I must meet you first." Jin Beisen's dark eyes flashed with a doting smile. His expression was clearly much brighter than before.
"Beisen, what was your first kiss like?" Zhou Manchun pursed her lips and couldn't help but ask.
"Why are you suddenly asking this? I've never slept with her. You are my first woman." Jin Beisen stared deeply at Zhou Manchun. He thought that she was thinking too much, so he specially explained.
"You're a newbie, but you act like a veteran." Zhou Manchun lowered her eyes and couldn't help but blush on both sides of her cheeks.
"Are you complimenting me?" Jin Beisen reached out and gently pinched Zhou Manchun's blushing face.
"No, I'm questioning you."
"I'm so wronged. I can't prove it. Don't think too much about it. I really didn't have sex with other women." Jin Beisen's face was taut. He faintly felt that he had been wronged.
"I'm just teasing you. This is the 21st century. I'm not as feudal as you think. Even if you really slept with other women, as long as it happened before me, I can let it go."
After Zhou Manchun finished speaking, Jin Beisen fell silent. A hint of anger appeared in his dark eyes. This girl must have a paranoia. She loved to overthink. It was a pity that she didn't write novels.
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