PS: I think I should write about Song Ji-hyo's memories in the beginning. It's only a few chapters, so it's not long. The main point is to explain why I keep chasing after the protagonist. I can't say that the protagonist is charming and attracted to me, so I have these memories. Also, thanks again to CFTNVV for the tip! Thank you to all the readers who have been supporting Remnant Flower. Remnant Flower has just finished her surgery. To be honest, she hasn't been able to write 3,000 words this week. She's been using up her reserves. She doesn't dare to sit for too long, so I hope everyone can understand! Thank you again!
Xu Zhixuan opened his eyes and looked at Song Ji-hyo in front of him. He just looked at her! Song Ji-hyo saw that Xu Zhixuan had been looking at her since he woke up. She didn't look shy at all. Instead, she faced him calmly, as if what she told Xu Zhixuan didn't happen at all!
"Why do you have to do this?"
"Love has always been an inexplicable thing. You're not me. How do you know that I'm suffering? Why can't I be sweet?"
Song Ji-hyo picked up an apple from the fruit basket beside the bed. She used a fruit knife to gently cut the skin and lowered her head to smile. It was a very loving scene. In an instant, Xu Zhixuan was infected. He looked at her in a daze. Only when the apple was in front of his mouth did he realize that he had forgotten himself.
"You …" When the words reached his mouth, he didn't know why, but he swallowed them back. Who understood the pain of unrequited love better than Xu Zhixuan? After rescuing Li Yingai, he couldn't contact her anymore. He couldn't find her in her company either. Until a month later, Xu Zhixuan couldn't find any trace of Li Yingai. It was as if she had disappeared into thin air.
At that time, Xu Zhixuan hated Li Yingai. If it weren't for her, Joy wouldn't have left this world. But what reason did Xu Zhixuan have to hate her? Because Li Yingai was also a victim in this matter. He only hated himself for being so useless. He couldn't even protect his lover and implicated his closest brother to die for him. But what was the use of hating? Li Yingai's sudden departure and the black and white photo on the tombstone told Xu Zhixuan that what was supposed to happen had happened.
During his four years in the army, who would know the longing and guilt Xu Zhixuan felt? Who would understand the pain he felt? Who would listen to his bitter complaints? All he could do was sing to the moon with the stars as his companions. The pitch-black sky shrouded Xu Zhixuan's heart. He began to close himself off. In order to forget this feeling, in order to avoid that smiling face of joy. When he was selected to join the special forces, he agreed without hesitation. Even though he knew the mortality rate of the special forces, he wanted to make Xu Zhixuan have no time to miss Li Yingai.
"Sigh! I just want to say that I'm not as good as you think, really! "
Seeing that Xu Zhixuan didn't take her apple, Song Ji-hyo didn't mind. She took it back and cut a piece with a fruit knife. She handed it to Xu Zhixuan and said, "In my eyes, you're the best. I'm also telling the truth!"
Xu Zhixuan saw that Song Ji-hyo was determined to go all the way. It would be a lie to say that he wasn't moved, especially after Xu Zhixuan received the news of Li Yingai's marriage. Under the double blow, Song Ji-hyo changed her usual attitude and became so direct. Although she didn't know who Xu Zhixuan's heart was, she could understand that there seemed to be an empty space in Xu Zhixuan's heart.
After feeding Xu Zhixuan a piece of apple, Song Ji-hyo said with a smile, "Do you know? Before you saved me, my classmate abandoned me and ran away alone, and I was surrounded by that group of people. At that time, I made a vow that as long as someone could save me, no matter if he was old or young, as long as he was a man, I would give myself to him. Hehe, you think it's naive, right? I really thought so at that time! "
Xu Zhixuan smiled bitterly. It turned out that Song Ji-hyo continued to pursue him even after knowing that he had a girlfriend. For a moment, he didn't know whether to be happy or depressed. Who knew how he felt?
Song Ji-hyo saw Xu Zhixuan's bitter smile and hurriedly explained, "Yes, I did think so at that time, but it was just a thought. When I really fell in love with you, you blocked a stick for me with your hand in order to save me. Then, in the clinic, you took care of me carefully. I realized that the wish I made at that time was quite good!"
Xu Zhixuan sat up and looked at Song Ji-hyo face to face. "I …"
"Don't be in a hurry to reject me. I know that I don't want to be in a relationship for the time being. I can wait, really!"
Xu Zhixuan looked at Song Ji-hyo helplessly. He was going to say that they could try it out, but after being interrupted by Song Ji-hyo, he swallowed his words back. Indeed, if he found a girlfriend as soon as he came back, the consequences would be terrible!
"What I want to say is that I'm hungry. Go and buy me something to eat!"
The word "awkward" was clearly on Xu Zhixuan's mind. Song Ji-hyo did not refuse and agreed with a smile. She walked out of the ward. The door was opened and the three old men squeezed in. Yin Zhiyuan rushed to say, "Brother, how are you?"
"I'm fine!"
"I'm not asking you about this!" Yin Zhiyuan rolled his eyes at Xu Zhixuan disdainfully and continued, "I'm asking you how are you and Song Ji-hyo?"
Xu Zhixuan turned into stone in an instant and dissipated with the wind. He just stood there with his mouth wide open and pointed at Yin Zhiyuan, unable to say anything. It was Jin Zhongmin's best buddy who jumped out to criticize Yin Zhiyuan. "How can you say that? Why don't you take a look at your brother's situation! "
"That's right, that's right. Why don't you take a look at me now? I'm still Zhong Min …"
Before Xu Zhixuan could finish his sentence, Jin Zhongmin continued, "You should ask this. Brother, is Song Ji-hyo with you?"
"I say, you two guys, do you have nothing better to do? Are you looking for a beating?"
Lee Jung-bum stood up and directly pulled the two unreliable guys aside. He asked with concern, "Zhixuan, are you alright?"
Xu Zhixuan was instantly touched. Finally, someone remembered him. He was still a patient, okay? Brother Zhen Fan was still the best. He almost burst into tears to express his feelings at this moment. He replied, "I'm fine, brother. I'm really sorry that the crew had to stop filming because of me!"
"It's good that you're fine. You don't have to worry about the crew. I can film the other people's scenes first. You can solve your own problems first!" Lee Jung-bum was also shocked by Xu Zhixuan. He was very satisfied with that scene, but he knew that there would be a lot of news about it tomorrow. As for fainting from heatstroke? If he didn't believe it himself, how could others believe it?
Xu Zhixuan seemed to have seen Lee Jung-bum's worries and took the initiative to say, "Brother, such a big thing happened in the crew. Shouldn't we open the news and explain it?" After all, this matter was caused by him, so it was better to take the initiative and not let others put Lee Jung-bum in a difficult position.
"No need. Let them copy for a while first. After that, we'll come out and explain it. It'll be a good warm-up for the movie!" Lee Jung-bum pretended to be generous and rejected Xu Zhixuan's suggestion. Although Xu Zhixuan's body might not have a big problem, Lee Jung-bum was still worried about Xu Zhixuan's psychological problems. He also wanted Xu Zhixuan to have a good rest for a few days.
Seeing that Xu Zhixuan still wanted to fight for it, he waved his hand and joined Yin Zhiyuan's camp. He changed the topic and said, "Zhixuan, you're not young anymore. I think Song Ji-hyo is very suitable for you. If you think it's suitable, you can look around!"
"That's right. Brother, I don't want to criticize you. It's love. If you don't try it, how do you know if it's your cup of tea?" Jin Zhongmin put on an experienced expression and persuaded him.
Xu Zhixuan was speechless. When did I get to the point where I have to be lectured by Jin Zhongmin? Yin Zhiyuan seemed to think that it wasn't lively enough. He added fuel to the fire and said, "That's right. Brother, I don't want to criticize you. Song Ji-hyo is infatuated with you. She's not ugly, and it's pure and natural. It's not plastic surgery. What are you dissatisfied with?"
Was Xu Zhixuan dissatisfied? No, he was quite satisfied with Song Ji-hyo. The only thing that bothered him was that both of them were actors. Their relationship couldn't be exposed. Xu Zhixuan really didn't want to experience it again. Of course, if he were to disclose his relationship with Song Ji-hyo, he believed that Song Ji-hyo would still agree. But he didn't need to think to know that this would sacrifice Song Ji-hyo's future.
Why didn't she consider Xu Zhixuan's own future? Why didn't she think about it? A female star was willing to risk losing her future for you. She was even facing the crisis of being banned by the company. What else was there to consider? Future? A man in his thirties was not one of those cross-dressing idols.
"Actually, I'm not … Ai, how should I put it?" Xu Zhixuan didn't know what he should say at this time. He was very conflicted. When he encountered this kind of thing, it seemed that he had become a novice. Love was really a strange thing.
Lee Jung-bum sighed helplessly. "It's about your own future. You don't have to disclose your relationship. You can do it step by step. For example, you can slowly release some rumors about you and Song Ji-hyo. Or you can go on some variety shows. Don't you want to have a fixed show? You can also bring Song Ji-hyo along and have a show. When the audience gradually gets used to you and Song Ji-hyo as a couple, then it won't be too late to disclose it! "
"Is this okay?" Xu Zhixuan hesitated for a moment and asked.
Lee Jung-bum replied affirmatively, "Of course!" Indeed, many celebrities who got married used similar methods, but they only used the news to increase their exposure. Lee Jung-bum couldn't drop the ball at the critical moment. Then, Song Ji-hyo would hate him to death.
"Brother, it seems that it's too early for you to say this. Zhixiao hasn't decided to be with Zhixuan yet! And how can we make the decision to go on the show? " Although it hadn't been long since he returned, Jin Zhongmin still clearly felt that the current variety shows were much more difficult. In the past, he could still survive by relying on skills. Now, if he didn't have any real skills, he really couldn't survive. Not to mention that the PD wouldn't forgive him, even the writers wouldn't design a plot for him. Everything depended on acting skills and relationships.
Yin Zhiyuan angrily slapped Jin Zhongmin. Recently, the program team had given Jin Zhongmin a lot of screen time, and he did not get many solo scenes. Of course, this was also because Jin Zhongmin had just retired from the military and was not used to the current program, so he was complaining.
"Ya, do you know how to talk? Zhixiao loves Zhixuan so much, how can she not agree? And even if you use your connections, you must arrange for me to be in a show, and it must be with a capable main MC. Otherwise, the show won't be popular, and there won't be any effect! "
Lee Jung-bum nodded in agreement with Yin Zhiyuan's words and said, "Yes, I have a few friends in MBC who I have known for many years. In a few days, I will ask them out to talk and see if there are any main shows that I can arrange for Zhixuan and Zhixiao to be on!"
"Not bad, not bad. I also want to ask Brother Hu Dong if he has any plans to start a new show …"
Xu Zhixuan looked at the rhythm of the two people asking and answering questions. He smiled bitterly and said, "It's too early to talk about this now. Not to mention that my candidate is not famous, even if I want to take on a show, I have to wait until the movie is released. With the popularity of the show, it will be easier for the TV station to talk to me. Moreover, Zhixiao and I are just ordinary friends. You guys think too much!"
"Why are you talking about this again? Don't say anything unnecessary. Let me ask you, if Zhixiao is willing and there's a chance, will you do it?" Li Zhenfan said unhappily when he saw that Xu Zhixuan was backing down again.
"But Zhixiao, she …"
Xu Zhixuan still wanted to find some excuses, but Song Ji-hyo, who was standing outside the ward, pushed the door open and walked in. She came to Xu Zhixuan's bedside and said, "Yes, I am willing, even if I have to give up my career as an artist!"
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