Seeing Lu Yuan averting his gaze and not daring to look at her, Bibidon didn't know why, but she felt a little flustered and uncomfortable.
Moreover, she always felt that her disciple was deliberately avoiding her, which made her, who was already very sensitive, think too much in an instant.
Even his most beloved disciple was now hiding from him?
Bibidon mocked herself slightly in her heart.
"Obuchi, now even you despise your teacher?" Bibidon asked softly. Her tone was flat, but if one listened carefully, they would find that there was a trace of tremor in Bibidon's flat tone, revealing that Bibidon's current mood was not as calm as she appeared to be.
On the contrary, the undercurrent was turbulent, as if something was suppressed. Once it couldn't be suppressed, it would completely erupt.
Lu Yuan's senses were the most sensitive. After listening to Bibidon's words, even if his heart was very complicated at the moment, he still immediately perceived Bibidon's current state.
It was very dangerous. If he didn't control it well, it was very likely that Bibidon would quickly turn evil.
And this was all because of him.
Although Yu Xiaogang's figure had not been completely expelled from Bibidon's heart, it was slowly fading away, and he had become the most important person in Bibidon's heart at the moment.
After all, he was the person who understood Bibidon the most in the world, and the person who understood Bibidon's pain the most. Bibidon had long had a different kind of dependence on him in her heart.
What Lu Yuan didn't know was that when he hugged Bibidon's body that day, he was thinking too much. Similarly, Bibidon also had some strange emotions.
Bibidon's feelings for him, even Bibidon herself didn't realize it, had already deviated from the ordinary feelings between a teacher and a disciple.
Therefore, Lu Yuan's deliberate avoidance today might have been due to Chihiro Snow's request in Lu Yuan's mind.
However, in Bibidon's heart, this was the prelude to the departure of the disciple she cared about the most. This was the prelude to the abandonment of her by the only person in the entire world whom she cared about the most.
She was someone who had been abandoned before. If she were to be abandoned again, the consequences would be unimaginable.
Lu Yuan didn't know what kind of place he had in Bibidon's heart, but he knew that Bibidon was in a very dangerous situation. If he continued to retreat, then everything he had done for Bibidon would be for naught, and it might even cause Bibidon to fall into an even more extreme state of madness.
Therefore, in the face of Bibidon's question, Lu Yuan immediately expressed his denial.
"I will never abandon Teacher, never," Lu Yuan said with a serious expression as he turned slightly and looked into Bibidon's pink eyes.
Lu Yuan's words came from the bottom of his heart. These were true words. With Bibidon's experience, she naturally understood when she heard them. Immediately, the grave expression on her face relaxed a little. Under her sleeves, the tightly clenched fists also slowly relaxed.
"Then why did you avoid Teacher just now?" Although her expression relaxed a little, Bibidon's heart still held a grudge. Why did Lu Yuan refuse her care?
"I'm not avoiding you, Teacher. I really don't have such thoughts," Lu Yuan said.
"Is that so?" Bibidon said softly. It was impossible to tell if she was happy or angry. She looked at Lu Yuan. Her red lips parted slightly, and a faint voice sounded. "Okay, then come over. Come closer to me."
Hearing this, Lu Yuan's expression froze slightly. Facing Bibidon's oppressive gaze, he hesitated for a moment. In the end, he still walked over to Bibidon's side.
He couldn't watch Bibidon fall into an extreme and crazy situation without doing anything. Moreover, this time, Bibidon's emotional changes were related to him.
Seeing Lu Yuan walk in front of her, Bibidon's eyes moved slightly. She gently raised her lily-white hand and stroked Lu Yuan's face. This time, Lu Yuan didn't avoid it.
Bibidon's expression was very calm. Her eyes were filled with love. Everything seemed to be the same as before. There was no difference.
Seeing Bibidon's usual appearance, Lu Yuan blinked. He was a little amused in his heart.
Ah, it seems like I'm overthinking. I have bad thoughts about Teacher, but Teacher might not feel the same about me. How can Teacher be so easily moved?
I'm a little afraid because of Cher's words, but this is just a manifestation of my guilty conscience. Teacher still treats me the same as before. She only treats me as her disciple.
Cher doesn't allow me to be with Teacher, because mother-daughter relationships are taboo. It's not like she doesn't allow me to be close to Teacher. What's the difference between Teacher touching my face and me rubbing Qiu 'er's head? It's just a form of love. The only difference is that I treat Qiu 'er like a sister, while Teacher treats me like a master and disciple.
That's why I only need to maintain my relationship with Teacher. Why should I purposely avoid it and make Teacher unhappy? I think Cher purposely told me all this today so that I won't be hot-headed and think about taking a few more steps forward. She doesn't really want me to distance myself from Teacher.
Lu Yuan felt a lot more relaxed as he thought about this. He lifted his hand and covered Bibidon's hand that was touching his face, just like before.
Bibidon was first stunned when she saw this. After that, a smile surfaced on her pretty face. This familiar action allowed her to completely dispel the doubts in her heart. Her disciple was still the same as before. He didn't despise her. She immediately calmed down.
Lu Yuan looked at Bibidon, and Bibidon stared back at him. The two of them looked at each other and smiled. On the surface, they didn't seem any different from before. In fact, only they knew what they were thinking.
No, perhaps some of them didn't understand either.
.....
Chihiro Snow's golden eyes blinked as he looked at Lu Yuan and asked softly, "You're back?"
"Yes, I'm back. We can leave now." Lu Yuan smiled faintly.
"Alright!" Chihiro Snow stood up and smiled as he held Lu Yuan's hand. Chihiro Snow rarely took the initiative to hold hands.
This was because Lu Yuan was the one who took the initiative most of the time in his relationship with Chihiro Snow. That was why Chihiro Snow's actions today surprised Lu Yuan.
"What are you waiting for? Aren't you going out?" Chihiro Snow tilted his head and asked doubtfully.
"Oh, alright. Let's go." Hearing Chihiro Snow's words, Lu Yuan was stunned for a moment before he reacted. He held Chihiro Snow's hand and walked straight out of the Pope's Palace.
Feeling the warmth from his hand and looking at Lu Yuan's smiling but still slightly frowning brows, Chihiro Snow sighed in her heart. Her heart was actually very complicated.
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