Even the Yin-yang Shi did not know about the existence of the Yin-yang Shi.
However, the fact that the Yin-yang Shi was able to connect to the root to give birth to the personality of the [Yin-yang Shi] meant that she was indeed the perfect dual personality that the Yin-yang family had been looking forward to for generations.
However, on the other hand, since there was a perfect dual personality, there must be an imperfect dual personality.
Before the Yin-yang Shi, the Yin-yang family had never given birth to a personality that could connect to the root. From this point of view, perhaps the Yin-yang family had never given birth to a perfect dual personality.
Dual personality was actually like magic. In essence, it was like walking on thin ice, no different from walking on a tightrope. Once one took a wrong step, one's personality and brain would easily have problems.
The Yin-yang Shi's grandfather was a typical example.
Although it was not obvious when they were young, as they grew older and experienced more and more things, the boundaries between their personalities became more and more ambiguous. Many problems that were no different from mental illnesses in the eyes of ordinary people appeared in their hearts.
In the end, he went crazy.
This was the biggest disadvantage of dual personality.
Excluding those who died halfway, most of the heads of the Yin-yang family had a mental breakdown and fell into the same symptoms as mental illnesses. Then, they passed away with regret.
The Yin-yang Shi's grandfather was the same. In the last few years of his life, he had been living in a muddle-headed state. His personality and consciousness had almost never appeared normally.
Only when he was about to die and had a final burst of consciousness did he wake up and leave a maxim for the Yin-yang Shi.
That was what the Yin-yang Shi said, "A person can only kill one person in their life. Once they kill this person, there is no turning back."
This sentence was deeply engraved in the heart of the Yin-yang Shi.
That was why she hesitated when she killed. Even when facing people like Bai Chun Lixu, she could not be decisive.
It was not because she valued the value of life, but because there was such a barrier in her heart. She was subconsciously worried that she would follow in her grandfather's footsteps. She could not cross this barrier, so she could not decisively swing the knife.
Once he killed someone, the impulse to kill would be aroused in his heart, and he would become a true killing ghost. Then, everything would be irreversible.
That was why she asked Ryuga questions like, "How does it feel to kill someone?" and "Will it really cause one to be doomed eternally?"
Ryuga had learned most of the information about dual personalities from the head of the Yin-yang family. He had done his homework and was prepared to answer her questions.
"I have to give you my life first. I don't feel anything when I kill people."
On the way to the city center, Ryuga spoke calmly.
"Most people will feel a strong sense of guilt after killing someone. A small number of people will feel pleasure or something similar. But I'm different from them. I don't feel anything. I don't feel any guilt or pleasure."
That was why he was able to kill people without any qualms. He never considered whether the other party had relatives or difficulties. Those were worthless in his eyes.
Of course, the premise of his killing was that the other party provoked him and was regarded as an enemy. He would not do meaningless killing.
"Yin-yang family's dual personality should be able to vent the inner contradiction by killing people. The contradiction in one's heart can be transferred to the contradiction between people. Through killing people, one's heart can be eased."
For example, Ryuga's existence caused the two personalities of the Yin-yang family to have a conflict.
The two rituals of the primary personality mostly rejected and disliked him, but the Yin and Yang Weave of the secondary personality was actually quite fond of him.
Under such mutual denial, she and Zhi would have a conflict, and the self-contradiction was the most difficult to resolve. Therefore, she would have the impulse to kill Ryuga to resolve the conflict between herself and her other self.
The conflict and depression between the two personalities was the reason why the dual personality would gradually collapse.
That was inevitable.
This was because the dual personality of the Yin and Yang Family represented affirmation and negation. They seemed to be clearly separated, but to draw a dividing line in the chaotic personality, it was essentially an act of blocking but not letting go. Sooner or later, something would happen.
And once something happened, that is, after killing people and tasting the sweetness of the conflict, the gate could not be closed. In the end, it would inevitably lead to chaos.
Of course, this was actually just Ryuga's own speculation. It may not completely conform to the situation of the Yin-yang family's dual personality.
"Is that so?"
The Yin-yang family was a bit lost in thought.
After all, he showed her his omnipotent side, so she still had some confidence in the answer he gave.
"Your mentality is enviable."
She glanced at Ryuga. Looking at his expressionless face, she tilted her head, letting her black hair fall to her ears.
"If I have your mentality, I think I won't have this kind of trouble."
If she could be like Ryuga and not feel anything from killing, then even if she couldn't resolve the conflict between herself, she wouldn't have to worry about whether to kill or not. At least when it's time to kill, she would be decisive.
"…"
Ryuga heard her words and slightly paused.
"I envy your mentality, at least you can feel the depression in your heart, but I can't feel anything."
People will envy what they don't have.
While Yin-yang was envious of Ryuga's inner calmness, Ryuga was also envious of her inner turmoil.
“？”
Yin-yang looked at him with some confusion.
But Ryuga didn't seem to want to say more, so she didn't ask. She didn't like to meddle in other people's business.
While the two were talking to each other, the city in front of them was lively and noisy.
"Let's go back to the topic."
When the two stepped into the city, Ryuga spoke again. "In conclusion, you will definitely have the impulse to kill. This is the inevitable result of Yin-yang family's dual personality."
Yin-yang's body stagnated, her face slightly sank.
Like the previous Yin-yang family head, each generation of dual personality will have the impulse to kill because it's a conflict between the two personalities. Yin-yang was no exception.
However, with the existence of Yin-yang, Yin-yang couldn't follow in her grandfather's footsteps.
"However, there may be a way to solve and avoid it."
But just when Yin-yang's heart sank, Ryuga spoke again. Yin-yang couldn't help but look at him attentively.
"The reason why you have the impulse to kill, in the final analysis, is because of the conflict between you and Vega, leading to the birth of self-denial."
"In that case, let's find the intersection point of the two personalities. In other words, we need to find the person who can make you and Zhi agree. As long as you and Zhi agree, this impulse will naturally be relieved."
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