Humans were very strange creatures. They often did not know how to cherish what they had, and only yearned for what they did not have. People with wealth yearned for freedom, and people with power yearned for family … Ryuga was no exception. He was also one of these strange creatures.
Therefore, even though he had no feelings, he had always yearned for feelings.
However, human feelings were undoubtedly extremely complicated. They were often mixed with things like desire and benefits, which made the originally pure feelings become corrupted.
Having desires and obtaining benefits were the instincts of human beings. Ryuga did not think that this was wrong. His point of view had always been that there was a reason. Since dark thoughts like desire and benefits existed in this world, there must be a reason for their existence.
However, Ryuga also had desires and benefits.
Ryuga was human. Although his emotional system was malfunctioning and he was born lacking in feelings, he never lacked the dark side of human nature. Or rather, it was because he did not have feelings that his way of life became extreme in pursuit of benefits, and his way of doing things was more or less dark.
However, what Ryuga yearned for was what he did not have.
In other words, it was pure, pure, and passionate feelings that did not contain a trace of impurities.
It was not hatred mixed with jealousy, nor was it greed mixed with possessiveness. It was wholeheartedly devoted to the other party, and absolutely did not contain any selfish feelings.
For example, the reason why Shiro Riku longed for companions was at most because she was afraid of being alone. That kind of feeling was filled with selfish desires and impurities.
However, like Saomon Tanjiro, who was able to abandon all love for his sister, that was the true passion that was as pure as fire. There was no taint in it at all.
Although it was not very serious, Ryuga yearned for the feelings of abandoning the whole world for one person in the manga, and destroying the whole world for one person.
Wanting to obtain feelings, wanting to experience that kind of passion, that was Ryuga's one and only wish.
Completing the Spiritual Base Mission was at most the method and process to achieve the wish.
[Yin-yang style] once said to Ryuga —
"With the [Anonymous Spiritual Base], you have the possibility to achieve your one and only wish."
According to Ryuga's understanding, it probably meant that after Ryuga became extremely powerful through the [Anonymous Spiritual Base], he could go to various [Otherworlds] and obtain the method to have feelings in the [Otherworlds] that represented countless possibilities.
The reason why he agreed to [Yin-yang style]'s [Yin-yang style] to travel between [Otherworlds] was because of the powerful [Yin-yang style]'s request, and also because Ryuga could pursue the possibility to achieve his wish in the [Otherworlds].
Otherwise, even if he wanted to become stronger, he wouldn't be so obsessed with completing the spirit base missions as he was now.
"Is that so? That's good.
A faint smile appeared on Aoqi Cheng's face. "If you have such a wish and vision, it proves that you are at least not incurable. You are still somewhat different from the eldest daughter of the Yin and Yang Family."
The Eldest Miss of the Yin and Yang Family?
..... to the [Yin-yang style]
What problem could she have? Double personality?
"Then, the deal between us is indeed over. I wish you the best of luck and achieve your wish soon."
After getting the answer, Aoqi Orange's expression became relaxed. She picked up the travel bag on the ground.
"By the way, let me give you a suggestion. In mathematics, we often use the hypothesis method to prove the opposite. Why don't you give it a try? Maybe after you get used to a character for your whole life, you'll be able to understand that kind of feeling naturally. "
"That's it. Bye."
She waved at Ryuga and humorously said goodbye. Then, she walked out of the door without any hesitation. Before Ryuga could respond, she disappeared in front of him.
Ryuga watched her leave, but he was thinking in his heart.
She's still a little different from the [Yin-yang Aoi].
"Could it be that she felt that I'm similar to the [Yin-yang style], so she came here …"
Ryuga's heart raised such a guess.
Although he didn't know what was wrong with the [Yin-yang style], Aoqi Aoqi Aoqi seemed to have a good relationship with the [Yin-yang style]. Otherwise, she wouldn't have sent an invitation to Ryuga at the Shuumasa Tower party.
If she felt that Ryuga's problem was similar to the [Yin-yang style], so she came here because she was worried, then her strange behavior in the past month could be explained.
But thinking about it, Ryuga was able to learn all the runes on her body, that should be something she didn't expect.
"The hypothesis method … Is it to let me maintain a kind of character as much as possible, reverse the purpose and process, and act out that kind of feeling first, maybe I can get that kind of feeling in the end?"
Ryuga silently thought about the words left by Aoqi Aoqi Aoqi Aoqi. He couldn't help but think of the hooded girl next to the second.
He took the initiative to help in order to complete the Spirit Base mission, but that girl's wishful thinking was his action to help her.
"Maybe … I can give it a try."
Anyway, it was just an extra process to act out the character. He had long been used to this kind of thing. If he could get emotional because of this, of course, it couldn't be better. Even if he couldn't, he didn't lose anything.
…
"Oh! Welcome, my little guest! "
In a certain TV station in London, Mario greeted the 12-year-old Liuxia with a warm smile. He was wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses that he had taken from Aoqi Orange. He looked much gentler now.
The two sat together in the corner of the studio.
"I heard that you have an invitation letter from the Magic Eye collection train?"
"Well … Although I don't know where you heard it, I do have an invitation letter."
This caused a complacent smile to appear on Mario's face. It was very rare for the Magic Eye to collect train invitations, with only 15 being sent out every year. No matter who it was, as long as they could get one, it would mean that they had reached the peak in terms of family background, strength, and connections.
"Little brother, are you planning to go to the Magic Eye as my attendant? Of course, that's not a problem. The owner of each invitation letter can bring two attendants, but as for the price, we have to discuss it … "
Mario's face revealed a familiar unscrupulous smile that Liuxia found familiar.
"I don't want an attendant. What I want is the invitation letter in your hand. As for the price, of course, you will be satisfied."
Ryuga nodded, then took out a pistol from his pocket and pointed it at Mario under the table. "How about using your life to pay?"
Mario's face stiffened.
Why does this look so familiar?
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