Huh?
The ninth Soul Pain? It's been a month since I brought it back from India?
How is that possible?
He clearly remembered that he had just come out of India with the Almighty God in the India Anomaly and welcomed the third Soul Pain.
While he was full of criticism, the mission template at the bottom right of his view fell into his eyes.
The Soul Base Template would not disappear from his eyes no matter what, even if he was blind.
It was clearly written on it:
[World Travel Countdown]: 0 days
No.
When he came out of the India Anomaly, the countdown was 21 days … Could it be that he had really forgotten the memories of the past month or so?
Ryuga subconsciously did not believe this result.
But no matter how unbelievable it was, all kinds of evidence had already given him the answer.
"This is the note you wrote after you brought it back from India."
Yin-yang walked to the table, picked up a thin notebook from the table, came to his side, and took the initiative to read the content to him.
The world of the Ghost Destroyer Blade, the world of the Crimson Eye Slayer, the world of the Cautious Hero, the world of the Shield Hero … and people like Saomon Tanjiro, Tatsumi, Aliya, Iwatani, and so on.
How strange.
What is she talking about?
What are those worlds? Who are those people?
Why do I have no impression of them at all? It's like I've never met those people before.
Grey?
Who is that?
Magic Eye Train?
What is that?
'What the hell is all this?'
Why don't I have any memory of meeting these people and experiencing those things?
"I … really experienced this?"
He subconsciously asked.
With a trembling voice that he didn't even notice.
"I don't know the first half, but the second half is what I experienced with you."
Yin-yang put down the notebook, and her expression became extremely complicated and heavy.
"This notebook is also something you wrote to remind yourself to prevent yourself from forgetting more memories. Did you even forget this?"
Forget?
Forget what?
He didn't write such a note at all … No, if he really noticed this situation in advance, then it was possible that he wrote this note in advance to remind himself.
But he didn't have any of those memories.
It was as if there was a complete gap in his memory. The memories of the past in his mind were divided into several different segments. The originally voluminous series of photos had been artificially cut out by more than half.
Up until now, the only memories he remembered were those in Guanbuzi City, the Imitation Scarlet Sea, and … no, there were no other memories.
So far, half of his life seemed to be completely meaningless.
"Are you afraid?"
Yin-yang stretched out his arms and hugged him.
"Scared? I have no feelings, so how could I feel … fear … "
Ryuga subconsciously wanted to deny it.
But in the next moment, he felt Yin-yang's entire body tremble.
No, it wasn't.
He was the one who was trembling.
His entire body was trembling uncontrollably, as if he was afraid of something.
Ah … that's right.
He had no feelings, but what was this uneasy feeling that came from the bottom of his heart?
What was this uneasy feeling that he was about to lose everything, that even his ego was meaningless?
He should be emotionless.
It was impossible for him to feel that kind of fear.
Ah … that's not right.
In fact, he had already recovered half of his feelings. He used the continuous completion of the Spirit Base Missions, as well as this relationship with Yin-yang as an opportunity.
Now that he had real feelings, even if they were incomplete, he had already begun to experience the taste of fear.
He began to be afraid of losing everything that he had in the past, everything that was connected to him, and even himself. He was afraid that all his dreams and wishes would no longer exist.
At this time, he even began to envy his previous self, who had no emotional fluctuations. Even if he was about to die, he wouldn't even frown. No matter what difficulties he faced, he would be able to face them like a spring breeze.
But not now.
The originally omnipotent [■ ■ ■] was now as if it didn't exist at all. It was useless.
Yin-yang lowered his head.
Looking at Ryuga in his arms, there was a vague sense of guilt in his eyes.
Time ticked by.
Ryuga, who was lying in his arms, gradually lost consciousness. His breathing and body became stable, as if he had entered dreamland.
The current Ryuga needed at least 23 hours of sleep a day.
For the past month, she had been taking care of him, so she knew how bad his condition was.
Yin-yang stood up and carried Ryuga to the bed.
"… Have you thought it through?"
Then, a very familiar voice came from behind her. It was calm with a hint of self-mockery.
Yin-yang turned around and looked at the other person.
It was a woman.
A woman who looked exactly like her, but had long black hair that reached her ankles. She wore a white kimono with patterns, and the outline of her face was much softer.
[Yin-yang -style].
The original personality hidden under her two personalities.
She had never known of this person's existence before. It was only a few days ago, when Ryuga's soul was in pain for the eighth time and forgot a very important person, that she appeared in front of her.
She directly shared her memories with her, allowing her to understand the truth of everything.
"It was my responsibility from the beginning that he became like this."
[Yin-yang -style] had a bitter smile on her face. She looked at Ryuga, who was sleeping soundly on the bed, and waved her hand gently.
Suddenly.
The person named Ryuga was like broken glass. His insides had been torn apart, and it was not surprising that he would shatter at any time.
From Yin-yang -style's perspective, Ryuga's outline was barely maintained, but his contents had become tattered.
"There's not much time left."
[Yin-yang -style] withdrew her gaze with a complicated expression and looked at Yin-yang -style.
"One or two more times, his soul will be completely shattered, and his personality will no longer exist. He will be completely reduced to a puppet … Before that happens, make a decision."
After saying this, [Yin-yang -style]'s figure gradually turned gray, and then disappeared in front of her.
That's right.
Yin-yang -style knew better than anyone.
Ryuga was running out of time.
The injury to his soul became the fuse that caused this chain to collapse, forming a chain reaction that exposed the essence of his originally pieced together soul.
From the very beginning, he was not a youth named Cang Mi Mu Liu Xia.
It was just a messy soul that was stuffed into the body of a young man.
[Yin-yang -style] had warned Ryuga not to easily explore his essence.
But at that time, in order to hide the secret, she did not say it clearly. In fact, she should have said that he must not let himself suffer any injuries to his soul.
Otherwise, it would be the end.
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