This half a month was definitely a torture that was even more unbearable than being in prison. However, Su Bai's current actions had some other meaning. It couldn't be said that he had given up on himself, but it couldn't be said that his current mental state was very good. It was definitely not related to being positive.
However, the feeling of lying in the river now was indeed not bad. It was as if a person was immersed in the dizziness of a poppy dream. He knew that this would make him sink, but he couldn't extricate himself and couldn't be bothered to extricate himself.
This feeling was not bad.
In fact, it was quite good.
This was the reason why many people chose to smoke that kind of thing and embark on the road of no return. To put it more simply, there were many smokers in the world. Most people knew that smoking was harmful to their health. Every cigarette box had the words' smoking is harmful to your health 'written on it, but smokers still ignored this and continued to smoke.
Many things were known to be wrong, but many people still made such choices.
Floating and sinking in the river felt like the ups and downs of life. This was just a kind of sigh, because Su Bai could only sigh now. His originally strong mental state had basically been worn down in this half a month. After all, this was not an ordinary prison. Every day he stayed here was a kind of physical and mental torture. Even if his mind was as tough as iron, he would still be forcefully tortured into a soft spot.
People always needed to choose to indulge themselves. It was impossible to always maintain a clear and rational state. After all, people were not machines. They needed to rest and relax.
When he was in the river, through the muddy water, Su Bai saw a group of densely packed people in white standing on both sides of the river. This was a scene that could make one's scalp tingle, but now Su Bai felt that it didn't matter.
'Who cares? In this damned place, no matter how many secrets you have, no matter how mysterious you are, I don't care anymore. '
Gurgle …
Gurgle …
Gurgle …
Su Bai sank lower and lower. At the same time, this also meant that Su Bai was sinking deeper and deeper.
"Come on … Come on … Come on …"
"Come on … Come on … Come on …"
The calls were indistinct.
Su Bai's eyes gradually blurred, and everything in front of him became so unreal. Around him, there were people dancing, singing, gambling, playing, and even some people having sex in broad daylight.
This was a world of indulgence, a country of recklessness, a wonderful place, and a place where people could not stop even if they wanted to.
Who could leave?
Who would be willing to leave?
Who would be willing to leave?
Even though he knew that it was a mouthful of poison, he was still willing to swallow it. He didn't need to care about the consequences, nor did he need to worry about the gains and losses.
Life.
It was over.
Let's leave it at that.
At the very least, dying in this way seemed to be a good thing.
Although this action was more like a form of suicide, it was not bad to be able to commit suicide in such a beautiful way.
In the river, corpses and skeletons kept climbing onto Su Bai's body. They were densely packed, one circle after another, like a spider web, sucking in many and implicating many.
Everyone sank into oblivion together.
Everyone dreamt together.
Everyone had fun together.
It was like a party that would never end.
When a person had been depressed for a long time, they did need this kind of method to vent their stress. Especially since Su Bai had no more cigarettes, and there were no women here, he could only choose a kind of self-destruction to complete the final pleasure.
This was because Su Bai could not hold on until the next story world, and he was not willing to hold on any longer.
Probably because new life had entered, more and more corpses came to cling to Su Bai. Naturally, this circle began to sink more and more.
Su Bai's body slowly began to decay. In some places, there were also traces of white bones. This was a very normal thing. When your soul chose to sink into oblivion, your body would naturally decay slowly as well.
This was a process that could not be changed. The principle was like being blindfolded and cutting a wound on your wrist, and then letting you listen to the dripping sound of water to scare yourself to death.
However, as he went lower and lower, Su Bai's eyes seemed to see something below through the vast yellow water.
They were tombstones.
There were many tall tombstones.
There were obvious traces of time on the tombstones. After all, they were constantly being washed by the dirty river. However, one could clearly distinguish the new and old tombstones.
The words engraved on the latest tombstone were also much clearer.
"Lychee!"
These two words were clearly engraved on the tombstone. It was not as conventional as a tomb. It was just two words. It was simple and straightforward, and it seemed to match that woman's personality.
Her tombstone?
Su Bai could understand and accept that she had been here before. She could indeed come here back then, and she should have come here. According to the records here, many big-shot listeners had come here before.
But what was the reason they had come here?
No one knew.
Now, Su Bai could clearly sense that the truth behind those big-shot listeners had appeared in front of him.
There were many tombstones here. At least in Su Bai's sight, there were almost twenty of them. There must be more. The latest one was left behind by Lychee.
"Clang …"
For some reason, the water current swirled and sent Su Bai and the corpses around him deeper. He was like a dandelion flying in the wind, unable to control himself.
"Dong, dong, dong …"
Because there were too many corpses, or perhaps because there hadn't been any new life for a long time, the old residents here seemed to be very excited. They were eager to witness a new life fall here and experience that kind of pleasure together. It could also be said that they had already fallen, and they hoped that all the living would fall like them, or else their hearts would feel unbalanced.
However, because there were simply too many corpses climbing over, when the whirlpool swung it again, the large piece of corpse that looked like a scallop directly smashed into a tombstone below.
In an instant, this huge spider web or scallop was smashed into pieces. Su Bai's body also hit the tombstone and slowly slid down.
His blood and flesh were constantly separating, to the point where half of his face was visible and the other half was a skeleton. However, Su Bai still vaguely saw five sonorous and powerful words engraved on the tombstone he had bumped into: "Let's go!"
"Tomb of Su Yuhang!"
Is this his tombstone?
Why is it his tombstone?
Su Bai suddenly felt that it was very ironic.
Just as he was planning to indulge and sink into depravity, he was destined to die by relying on this man's tombstone. He had the same bloodline as him, and he wanted to kill him with his own hands.
Was he going to completely end under his tombstone?
A wisp of unwillingness surged into his heart, but this sort of unwillingness seemed so insignificant in this practically irreversible sinking. There were some things and some decisions that couldn't be changed once they'd been made. It was impossible to recover spilled water, and this was the principle of the saying.
Although he felt that it was very disgusting and mocking,
Su Bai also knew in his heart that he would probably really die by relying on this tombstone.
For the sake of their experiments, this man and woman did not hesitate to use their own flesh and blood as sacrificial test subjects.
Then..,
Did you also calculate that one of the test subjects would eventually become your gravekeeper?
It was really the use of waste..
With a last angry roar coming from his throat, Su Bai's fist powerlessly smashed onto the tombstone. This little bit of strength naturally could not shake the tombstone in the slightest, but at least it could let Su Bai vent his resentment before he died.
He thought that he would die in a beautiful and comfortable illusion, but reality poured a basin of feces on him before he died.
This change was enough.
However, this tombstone underwent a special change when Su Bai's flesh and blood hit it. The words on it also became brighter.
At the same time, a phantom appeared in front of the tombstone. Su Bai recognized this phantom. After all, in his memory, this figure had always belonged to his father. Of course, Su Bai now naturally knew that his childhood memories basically came from that painting.
"I, Su Yuhang, leave a tombstone here to cut off the past, isolate the present, and block the future in order to escape karma and achieve myself!"
Suddenly, this voice also reached Su Bai's ears.
Now, Su Bai finally understood why so many big listeners came here. This seemed to be the place where they proved their Dao and also the place where they achieved a higher existence than high-level listeners.
The tombstones here were like seals.
Leaving one's own tombstone here represented a kind of decision, a kind of transformation, a kind of rebirth!
This was a place that the broadcast acknowledged?
Why did it choose to be here?
Many questions lingered in Su Bai's mind, but now he no longer had the strength to think about them. He was also too lazy to think about them. In the end, he had to sleep together with this man's tombstone.
This ending..,
In Su Bai's opinion, was extremely melodramatic...
However, the figure of the man in the phantom did not completely disappear. He seemed to turn his head to look at it, and a hint of confusion appeared in his eyes.
"Who is it?"
This was an image that recorded Su Yuhang's tombstone here when he proved his Dao. Therefore, at that moment more than 20 years ago, he seemed to have sensed that someone would come to his tombstone more than 20 years later.
Before the phantom dissipated, it stretched out its hand and slowly raised it up.
"No matter who you are, this is the place where I proved my Dao. I will not allow you to blaspheme it. Get lost!"
As soon as the phantom finished speaking, it dissipated. However, the water below suddenly trembled, and a huge water pillar rose up, directly sending Su Bai flying.
When he broke out of the water..,
Su Bai used the last bit of his strength to raise his middle finger.
"F * ck …"
This was Su Bai's current feeling.
Then …
With a crisp sound, Su Bai fell into a low-lying area by the river.
The black cat slowly walked over and circled around the half-skeleton.
It seemed to be confirming if this guy was dead or not?
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