This pitch-black ocean was not made up of droplets of liquid, but the condensation of countless negative emotions. There was pain, numbness, itchiness, discomfort. In addition to these physical negative emotions, there were also all kinds of negative emotions, such as fear, depression, anger, and even negativity. These negative emotions would accumulate in this ocean.
Ikari Shenzi was searching for a trace of light in this ocean of negativity. Yes, there wasn't even a trace of light in this pitch-black ocean. The only light was one's own light, which meant that one's consciousness was the only light in this ocean of negativity. This was because even the most vicious person had a little bit of kindness and positivity in their heart, and this was the light in this pitch-black ocean. Although it was very small, very small, and very dark, as if it would completely disappear in the next moment, in this pitch-black ocean of negativity, this light was like the light from heaven.
Ikari Zhensi relied on this tiny bit of light to continuously dive into this pitch-black sea in search of his target. These negative states continuously corroded all of his senses, the external manifestation of which was that his body's glow was becoming dimmer and dimmer, to the point where his entire surface was peeled off, revealing a body that glowed with inner force, but glowing red like flesh and blood.
"There … Asuka, you're there …"
Ikari Shenzi's eyes had never been so resolute. Even though he was in so much pain that he just wanted to escape, the sudden burst of courage in his heart made him dive deeper into the negativity.
In fact, Ikari Shenzi didn't know what this place was, but he vaguely remembered that Miss Misato seemed to have said that when people were driving an EVA and the synchronization rate was too high, they would dive into this place. This was the deepest place of life, and also the place where the AT force field was produced, the so-called ocean of life.
Those who knew would definitely know that this was the place where the Light of the Soul shone. It was the deepest and deepest place of the essence of life. It was a place even deeper than the subconscious, the deepest consciousness, the instincts, and even the soul. There was great terror in this place. To all life, there was an existence that was both a god and a demon. It had great might and at the same time, great destruction. This was an invisible place in the darkness, but at the same time, it was also a place where life emitted the Light of the Soul. In this darkness, the light of the most primitive essence of life burst forth. This was the beginning of transcendence and the beginning of immortality. This … was the Light of the Soul, the light of the soul.
At this moment, Ikari Shenzi was bursting forth with this kind of light, illuminating this pitch-black ocean of negativity. Whether he relied on the EVA, the courage in his heart, or luck, in short, he relied on this light to dive into the depths of this pitch-black ocean. There, he saw a faint light that was about to be extinguished, and that was … Asuka.
Ikari Shenzi immediately dived to Asuka's side, and saw her hugging her legs and crying. He immediately shouted while diving, "Asuka! Asuka! Can you hear me? "
Asuka seemed to be very confused. She raised her head slightly and saw Ikari Shenzi trying to dive down from above. Her eyes slowly widened, and finally, she revealed a surprised expression. Then, when Ikari Shenzi reached in front of her and reached out his hand, Asuka slapped his face.
"Idiot Shenzi! Big idiot Shenzi! Why did you come here? Don't you know where this is? You … you won't be able to change back to human form! "
Asuka slapped Ikari Shenzi again and again, but her palms became lighter and lighter, and her tears became more and more numerous. In the end, she could only touch Ikari Shenzi's face and cry silently, and her mouth only muttered the idiot Shenzi's words.
Aichi Zhensi was shocked at first, but then he felt warmth in his heart, and the courage in his heart surged more and more. Moreover, he inexplicably thought that if he came to save Ling Boli, then Ling Boli would probably say that she wouldn't leave because she had nowhere to go …
But in front of him was Asuka, Asuka's personality, Asuka's words … Great, I found her.
Because of the courage in his heart, because of the sudden excitement, because of the slowly fermenting feelings, because of the indescribable emotions, Ikari Shenzi didn't know why, but at this moment, he suddenly hugged Asuka. Before Asuka could say anything, he had already said: "I said that I would come to save you, and I will definitely come to save you. No matter what other people think or plan, no one can stop me from saving you! We made a promise … When we have peace in the future, we will travel together, I still remember this promise! "
Asuka's body was stiff when Ikari Shenzi hugged her, and she wanted to resist, but when she heard Ikari Shenzi's words, her heart was suddenly filled with an indescribable softness. The feeling of being covered by negative emotions, being alone, having no light, no hope, and the pain of losing everything unknowingly melted away, so she softly hugged Ikari Shenzi back and whispered: "You finally came to save me … You finally came to save me, I'm so scared, staying here alone, I'm so scared …"
"Um … I know, I'm here …"
"There are negative emotions everywhere, so uncomfortable, so painful, I can't feel life, I feel like I'm slowly decaying, I don't know anything …"
"Um … I know, I'm here …"
"A lot of memories came to me, I remembered when I was young, I remembered when I didn't pilot the second plane, I remembered a lot of things that I didn't want to remember, they all came to me, I kept crying …"
"Um … I know, I'm here …"
"Stupid Shenzi … Save me, I'm so scared alone …"
"Um … That's for sure!"
When Ikari Shenzi heard Asuka's weak words, the courage in his heart surged, as if it was about to burst out. He roared loudly, hugged Asuka even harder, and then began to frantically float to the surface of the sea. However, it was easy to dive, but difficult to float. When he floated up, the negative seawater around him seemed to come alive, squeezing him, entangling him, trying to keep him and Asuka here!
The only thing that could resist these black negative emotions was the light on their bodies, but at this moment, the light on their bodies was very dim. Asuka's light was about to extinguish, while Ikari's light was slightly better, but it was so dim that it was about to go out at any time. The two hugged each other and struggled in the dark sea, but their light was about to go out, and they were getting weaker and weaker.
"Stupid Shenzi … You will always stay here, you idiot …"
"I don't regret it."
Ikari Shenzi suddenly smiled, looked at Asuka, and said seriously, "Uncle Roger taught me one thing, and that is courage … If you don't have the courage to face all of this, then the result will be sad. I never understood it before, no, I understood it, but because I was afraid of being hurt, I didn't have the courage to bear all of this, so I ran away every time, ran away from difficulties, ran away from you … But I want hope, I want a better tomorrow, whether it's you, Miss Miri, Ling Bo Li, or my father … I want all of you to be happy, and I want to be happy myself, so I must have courage, just like what Uncle Roger told me, waiting for others to give me charity, waiting for others to change, is the result really what I want?"
"I told my heart this, I must have the courage to face all of this, I must have the courage to overcome all of this, I …"
"You must have courage! No matter what you face! "
As Ikari said this, a small flame slowly rose from his gradually dimming body, burning a tiny bit of light in his chest. This light was so weak that it seemed like it could be extinguished by a single wave of negativity. However, this tiny bit of light blocked off the countless negativity and surrounded the two of them. It was a warm light that came from the heart, a flame that came from the heart, a courage that came from the heart, this was … …
In an instant, this light surged, fierce, and vast, as if it had turned into a star, turning into an endless amount of light, illuminating the dark ocean, evaporating the endless dark ocean. Ikari Shenzi and Asuka rose up in this light and gradually rose up.
This was the flame that burst out from the deepest part of the heart, this was the light that burst out from the deepest part of the heart, this was courage, this was faith, this was persistence, this was a person's deepest understanding of their own nature, this was …
The light of the heart!
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