"What exactly are you thinking, Roger?"
After coming out of the research institute and bidding farewell to Dian Zhensi and the rest, Roger brought Ah Xing along with him and left through the distorted space. The place they arrived at was not his residence, but at the request of Ah Xing, they went to the South Pole … the place where the second collision occurred. When they arrived, Ah Xing asked Roger directly.
Roger was staring blankly at the huge black and red circle above his head. When he heard Ah Xing's question, he was stunned. He looked at Ah Xing and asked, "What do you mean by thinking? This huge hole? It is obvious that the Civilization Monolith is … "
"No." Ah Xing shook his head and said to Roger seriously, "You know what I mean. When I am alone, don't play dumb and act cute. It doesn't work on me. Answer me seriously. What do you think about this Samsara task?"
Roger raised his head and looked at the sky. From Ah Xing's side view, his face was as sharp as a knife and his eyes were like stars. This was the other side of Roger that was rarely seen by others except for a few people.
"… Their dreams are suppressed …" Roger said faintly.
Roger said faintly, "As I told you before, what I value is not the dream itself, because everyone's dream is different. Perhaps your dream is someone else's nightmare. I don't want to achieve everyone's dream, because it's impossible and contradictory. What I really value is the spirit of realizing one's dream, or the process of fighting for one's dream. Anyone who fights for one's dream with everything they have, without any complaints or regrets. That's the most wonderful part of life, and my dream is to protect and see the most wonderful process."
"But in this world, their dreams are suppressed!"
Speaking of this, Roger's hair and beard stood up and his aura rose crazily. So much so that a ripple-like distorted layer of space appeared around his body. He was so angry that he roared like a roaring lion, "It is just that a child wants to get his father's approval and wants to live a good life with his friends. It is just that a young girl wants feelings and wants to make the person she likes better. It is just that a proud girl wants to be recognized and affirmed by others and wants to have friends. It is just that most people want to live a stable life and want to live with their families … Such a humble dream is erased just like that! How do you expect me to tolerate such a world?! "
Ah Xing looked at Roger who looked like an angry lion with his hair and beard standing up. Ah Xing sighed and looked up at the sky. The huge black and red hole almost occupied the entire sky above the South Pole. It looked like the eyes of a devil looking at the earth. It made Ah Xing feel very uncomfortable …
"But … Roger, what should I do if I can't tolerate it?" Ah Xing murmured.
Roger chuckled and replied, "In the real world, people often tell me to be more realistic, Roger, be more mature, Roger, be more normal, Roger, the so-called dream, isn't it to get more money, more power, and more women? Why do you have to chase after those meaningless thoughts? Meaningless? Hahahaha, those people who have been polluted by the secular world, whose edges and corners have been smoothed out, and who have forgotten the moment when they were children, are still trying to use their disgusting thoughts to disturb me. This is just like those who have abandoned themselves and are full of sins, trying to make everyone in the world be exactly like them. Otherwise, wouldn't it make them seem too insignificant?? But they have forgotten one thing … "
"A person's dream is endless!"
"This … is your answer?"
Ah Xing murmured. He thought of himself in the past. He was known as a genius planner on Wall Street. He was known as a manipulator. He dominated the stock market and chased after money and power. He risked his life as if it was all he had, even more than his life. Gradually, he realized that he had gained a lot, but lost even more. For example, family, friendship, love …
Money can't buy sincerity. What is bought is just a pretense …
When Ah Xing understood everything, he found out that his parents had both died of illness. His former lover had married someone else. His former friends could no longer be contacted. The only people left were those who could talk about money …
Then, he clicked on the YES option between the YES and NO options …
Then, he met Roger, the man who ignited the dream in his heart …
"I understand now."
Ah Xing nodded. He took a deep breath and said, "Then let's turn the world upside down! Initially, I wanted to settle this peacefully and make my return. But since you have said so, things have become more complicated. It's impossible to settle this in a short period of time. Moreover, the possibility of you dying is very high. So … do you still want to continue? "
"Of course." Roger chuckled and said without hesitation, "You shouldn't have asked that question. What happened next? What else? "
"Then …"
Suddenly, Ah Xing closed his eyes. When he opened them again, his eyes were filled with specks of light particles. His eyes were pitch black, as though they had turned into an abyss or the void of the universe. The specks of light particles were like stars, moving and vibrating according to a mysterious rhythm.
Due to Ah Xing's experience in the real world, his mind had been severely damaged to a certain extent. This was a mental state that even the Master God couldn't repair. According to Roger, it was the beginning of the inner demons. In the future, his path to Rank Four would be extremely dangerous and he would have a slim chance of survival. Therefore, Roger paid a huge price to get him a cultivation technique from his teacher. Although it was called a cultivation technique, it was more accurate to call it a cultivation technique to cultivate the mind. It was a cultivation technique developed by the orthodox cultivators to increase their computing power and train their mind. It was extremely precious. In the eyes of the orthodox cultivators, it could increase their computing power and train their mind. It was a cultivation technique that could reduce and weaken the inner demons. It was a technique that was hundreds or thousands of times more precious than those that could increase one's power. It was not an exaggeration to say that it was a peerless treasure.
"Since you think that the world is in the wrong, then let's turn the world upside down," Ah Xing murmured while Roger nodded excitedly.
Ah Xing was silent for a while before he said, "Do you know about nuclear weapons? After that, especially when the United States discovered that the Soviet Union, the United Kingdom, Country Z, and France had successively possessed nuclear weapons, people all over the world believed that the destruction of mankind was a foregone conclusion. In those decades, there were various nuclear defense facilities all over the world, and people began to build underground survival shelters for nuclear destruction. In literary works and various games, there were frequent post-apocalyptic situations. Ideas similar to hippies appeared in many countries, and pornography also began to appear at that time. The fundamental reason was that people felt that the days of human civilization were numbered and that it could be destroyed at any time. Rather than not enjoying anything when it was destroyed, it was better to be drunk and drunk. "
Roger listened quietly. Although he didn't know what the past had to do with the current world, he believed that Ah Xing wouldn't just brush him off.
"But …"
Ah Xing continued, "If self-destruction is the process of civilization, then avoiding self-destruction is the instinct of life. Nuclear destruction didn't happen. On the contrary, when nuclear weapons were owned by multiple countries, nuclear deterrence made the war-torn Earth fall into a kind of peace. Even if this peace was threatened by destruction, peace is peace. As long as the chain of nuclear deterrence is not broken, peace will be the main theme of human civilization on Earth. Even if there is a war, it can only be a small-scale war because no country can bear the possibility of the entire civilization being destroyed. This is the chain of nuclear deterrence, so …"
Ah Xing suddenly looked at Roger with a smile and said, "Don't you think that in this world, the technology to create EVA and the mission to fight the apostles are only controlled by SEELE and only owned by Nerv? Isn't this abnormal and unreasonable?
Roger nodded as if he understood. He asked curiously, "Then? What should we do? "
"Of course …"
Ah Xing smiled and looked up at the sky again, "Let EVA be owned by multiple countries. Then, let us build a new chain of deterrence in this world to bring peace and dreams to this world. This is …"
"EVA deterrence chain and the inevitable …"
"EVA non-proliferation treaty!"
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