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Should he go or not?
Chu Yunsheng hesitated. He didn't expect that he would really hesitate!
He thought that it was just an absurd idea, and he would return to the ground without hesitation, but in fact, it didn't happen.
He didn't know what was wrong with him …
Why should he go back?
Why?
Why?
Why?
…
After all, they were all people from the Seventh Era. What did it have to do with him?
What did it have to do with him!?
They were just people who depended on him to survive. Everyone just took what they needed from each other. Did they really have feelings?
Did he still have feelings?
Chu Yunsheng was shocked why he would think so, but he couldn't help but continue to have such thoughts.
His tears had already dried up, and the grave in his heart could no longer bury anyone!
Then why did he still stay here?
Were these people really worth fighting to the death with? They weren't his family, not Lil Hai, not Hu Zai, not … none of them.
They could even betray him at any time and stab him in the back at any time, just like Asher and some people in the Sixth Era.
However, just because they might betray him in the future, did he have to deny the present? This was a strange circle of logic.
He said that he would not abandon them!
He led seventeen Blood Riders out of the encirclement!
…
When the battleship was besieged by the pale monsters, Ba Yi decisively gave up his life in order to let him live.
On the ground of the jungle, those Blood Riders who crossed the line of fire put their lives in his hands from then on.
On the battlefield outside the desert, in order to cover him to rush out, countless Blood Riders died in the battle and never stood up again.
In order to defend the slender starship that he had pinned his hopes on, Gelu died in battle, Jacob died in battle, and countless people died in battle. Commander He also became a canned person who wanted to die, and Buterne, who had died for him once, was missing again.
In order to guard the entrance of the spaceship graveyard for him, Xiao Na disappeared, and it was very likely that he was killed in the battle. Countless new Blood Riders died in the battle!
…
Now, should he abandon them and run away alone?
They haven't betrayed him yet, but he betrayed them first?
He felt ashamed of himself for having such an idea, but he was still looking for a reason!
Perhaps he could just leave quietly like this. Anyway, they were all deep underground, and it was impossible for them to know that he had abandoned them. And death would come soon, and they would not know that they had been abandoned until they died.
Wasn't that great? He couldn't save them anyway, so he might as well let them die instantly in anticipation.
Why did he have to throw his life away even though he knew he was going to die?
They were going to die sooner or later.
The so-called "I will never abandon you" was perhaps only used to bewitch others when they were in control of the situation, or to cheer them up when they were in a desperate situation. When there was another choice and they calmed down, would they still say it and do it?
But will the human heart always be dark?
…
Chu Yunsheng felt that he must be sick, or he must be crazy, because he couldn't stop himself from thinking like that!
Also, that person wouldn't be able to live, right? He wouldn't have to face the moment when he killed "him" with his own hands.
This was his biggest worry, and it was also something he was most unwilling to face. Wasn't this good? Wasn't he able to escape?
When "he" died, he would be done with his death. Wouldn't that be simple?
Why couldn't he do that?
If Asher and the others could hide and wait for him to die, why couldn't he hide and wait for them to die?
…
I'm not a god. If I can't even save myself, who else can I save?
No, this is not a question of whether to save them or not. They don't need me to save them. This is betrayal, abandonment, and escape!
But if I live, I can still avenge them in the future. There is still a glimmer of hope.
But what's the point of living like that? What's the point of living? Won't I become a walking dead, a wriggling "corpse" in the universe!?
What is the point of living?
Why?
Why?
Why!
…
Chu Yunsheng was surprised to find that he still didn't stop, and he was still instinctively flying into outer space. Was this the choice in his heart?
…
Yiyi was a little scared. Looking at the black dot in the sky that was getting farther and farther away, his mind was in a mess.
Its tadpole mech had been forced out by the torrent of flames. Now the underground world was in a state of mourning. The underground people were dying at an alarming rate. Countless tadpole mechs were escaping from below. It could no longer go down!
The end of the world was coming. Although they dug deep enough, although they built an ideal underground world from generation to generation, they still couldn't escape the arrival of doomsday.
The Awka people were already dead, and there were only a few Heavenly Feather people left. The Kadans were almost finished, and the Merfolk were just waiting to die … The doomsday of all the races had arrived, and the underground people couldn't hide anymore.
Although they were seriously biased, they were still a race that advocated science to understand the world. They did not pin all their hopes on an omnipotent god to save them. But Yiyi now pinned all its hopes on Chu Yunsheng, who even the messenger of Wu Nu was afraid of.
Because at this moment, the only person who could turn the tide was this person.
However, it found that this time Chu Yunsheng had been flying in the sky for too long. It was long enough for him to go back and forth several times, but there was still no sign of him coming back.
Looking at the black dot that was about to disappear from its sight, it finally realized something and felt despair because of it.
"He won't come back …"
Yiyi murmured and lowered its head. For a moment, it was as if its whole body had collapsed. After a long time, it regained consciousness. Its eyes were already dim before death, and it began to do its last thing.
Facing the communicator, he took a deep breath, then dialed a channel. After a moment of silence, he slowly said, "Don't worry.
After a moment of silence, it slowly said, "Dad, Mom, I don't know if you can receive my message at this moment, but I hope you can't, because that means you may still be alive on the way out …
Over the years, I have always disappointed you. Of course, there are also moments that make you proud, such as being admitted to the underground testing academy, but after all, those are not many. Most of the time, I always like to go against you. I am very sad now. I really shouldn't have done that, even if it was only for one day. Unfortunately …
I know that you will always love me. No matter how big the mistakes I have made, in this world, only you will unconditionally forgive me. But I am really an idiot. I actually used it as a weapon to stab you again and again.
When I left home that day, I had a big fight with you, father. I despised you for being outdated and ignorant, and even looked down on you with pride. I blamed your stupidity for destroying my dream, my life … I actually regretted it a long time ago. I wanted to apologize to you, but my poor and ridiculous pride made me never do it. And now, it's too late, there's no time.
I heard from mother that although you said that you never want to see me again, you have secretly asked her several times in secret: When will I go home?
I'm sorry, father, you will always be my greatest father!
I'm sorry, mother, I will always be your most beloved son!
This is Yiyi, the last communication … "
Yiyi wiped away the tears at the corner of his eyes, looked calmly at the world of flames outside the tadpole fighter, and turned off the communicator.
Below the tadpole fighter, near the starship, the aliens who were taking refuge seemed to know something. They were no longer agitated or panicked. The adults coaxed the children to sleep, hoping that they would die peacefully in their dreams. The women snuggled up to the men, quietly waiting for the arrival of the apocalypse.
"Go down and be with them."
Yiyi said to the pilot who also left his last words. It was too lonely to die alone.
"Yiyi — —" The pilot suddenly said loudly with a trembling voice.
Yiyi's heart turned cold. He turned around and sighed. "What's wrong? Is the fighter out of control? "
"No — —" The pilot seemed to be too nervous to speak. He shouted loudly, but no sound came out.
Yiyi thought that the pilot must have broken down. The fighter might be about to crash, so he was too lazy to go over. He closed his eyes and quietly waited for death.
Who knew that when the pilot saw that there was no movement from Yiyi, he actually rushed over himself, grabbed Yiyi's protective suit, and dragged it to the front cabin.
"What are you doing!" Yiyi was a little angry. "You can't even let people die properly!?"
"Look, look — —" The pilot's emotions were probably fluctuating so much that his vocal organs could not work properly. It was as if he had a functional disorder after receiving some kind of stimulation.
Yiyi was very unhappy. It just wanted to die quietly. It did not know what was wrong with this pilot!
Following the direction of the pilot's finger, Yiyi glanced at it irritably. However, it was this glance that made its dead heart suddenly pound.
At this time, the pilot next to it was completely speechless. He could only gesticulate in a chaotic manner.
"It's him, it's him …"
Yiyi's face was instantly covered in tears. He rushed forward and hugged the pilot tightly, his whole body trembling violently.
"He's back, he's back! The Supreme Being is back … "
At the same time, the aliens at the foot of the starship, one, two, three … stood up one after another. Looking at the black shadow in the sky that was getting closer and closer, many of them felt for the first time that this black shadow was not a shadow of horror and nightmares, but — — hope!
…
^ (To be continued.)
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