The heater in the villa was very strong, so the corridor was also very warm. Song Ying was only wearing a thin white pajamas with a flower pattern. Even if Chu Yunsheng opened his hands, he could still feel the softness of the pajamas under the thin pajamas.
When the car accident happened that day, Chu Yunsheng was so nervous that he didn't take a good look at Song Ying. In the secret experiment site, she was wearing a loose white coat. Except for her face, Chu Yunsheng couldn't see any curves of her body. Only now did Chu Yunsheng see Song Ying's body for the first time.
Song Ying's legs were straight and slender, her waist was small, and her neck was long and white. She was only half a head shorter than Chu Yunsheng. When she buried her head in Chu Yunsheng's chest, Chu Yunsheng could almost smell the unique girlish scent in her hair.
In the face of such a delicate girl, Chu Yunsheng did not dare to have any other thoughts. Not to mention that Zhao Ling was right next to him, just thinking about this girl's family was enough to keep Chu Yunsheng's mind clear.
Moreover, the closer Song Ying was to him, the more he felt that she was a source of trouble. The more he tried to mess with her, the more unlucky he would be.
Chu Yunsheng tried to hold Song Ying's smooth shoulders and pull her away. But she seemed to think that Chu Yunsheng wanted to push her away, so she hugged him even tighter. Her body also nervously pressed against Chu Yunsheng.
Looking at the funny scene between the two, Zhao Ling coughed and blushed. She had to whisper, "Yingying, don't be afraid. Let's go inside first."
In order to protect Song Ying's face, Zhao Ling didn't directly ask her to let go of Chu Yunsheng. This woman seemed to be very careful, which probably had something to do with her profession.
Chu Yunsheng was very straightforward. He frowned and said, "let go of me first, we can talk about it."
But Song Ying didn't seem to hear what they said at all. She was afraid that Chu Yunsheng would suddenly disappear, so she refused to let go.
Probably because she heard the sound of footsteps on the stairs and the voice of the housekeeper, Auntie Wang, talking on the cordless phone.
"Yes, yes, I just arrived, and I'm upstairs now …"
It was only a few steps from upstairs to downstairs. Chu Yunsheng was very anxious. If Zhao Ling saw it, it could prove that it had nothing to do with him. But if Song Ying's family saw it, they would not think so.
If the housekeeper, Auntie Wang, saw this, he would have another troublesome matter. The more he explained, the more troublesome it would be.
While thinking, Chu Yunsheng became determined again. He could not afford to make any more mistakes. Under Zhao Ling's surprised gaze, he carried Song Ying with his left hand and held her thigh with his right hand. Gritting his teeth, he quickly entered Song Ying's room.
"Come in, close the door!" Chu Yunsheng turned around and said to Zhao Ling, who was still in a daze.
Although there was nothing wrong with this sentence, the current situation did not seem very appropriate, as if he was doing something bad in secret.
Zhao Ling's slightly blushing face suddenly became burning hot. She could vaguely see auntie Wang's hair at the top of the stairs. She hurriedly put away the random thoughts in her head, strode into the room, and quietly closed the door.
Chu Yunsheng let out a sigh of relief. He didn't even have time to look at the furnishings in the room, he went straight to the big beige bed in the middle and threw Song Ying on it. Song Ying was caught off guard, she immediately let go of Chu Yunsheng, but she immediately screamed.
Chu Yunsheng immediately covered her mouth and signaled Zhao Ling with his eyes.
Sure enough, there was a knock on the door, and then the voice of the housekeeper auntie Wang came, "Miss Zhao, are you okay? I made you some tea. "
"Huh?" Zhao Ling hesitated and gestured to Chu Yunsheng, signaling him to take care of Song Ying as soon as possible. No one had expected such an unexpected situation. If they were seen pressing the young mistress on the bed, they would not be able to explain it even if they had a hundred mouths.
Chu Yunsheng understood this. But what else could he do? Other than cursing Song Ying in his mind, there was nothing else he could do.
The doorknob turned and slowly opened. In a hurry, Zhao Ling showed that she was smarter than Chu Yunsheng. She hurriedly stepped forward and wanted to take Chu Yunsheng's place to press Song Ying down.
Being pressed down by her was far different from being pressed down by Chu Yunsheng. The difference between the two was too big!
But she and Chu Yunsheng did not expect that when the door was opened and auntie Wang came in with a cup of tea, Song Ying, who was lying on the bed, suddenly pushed Zhao Ling away, tidied up her pajamas, and walked straight to auntie Wang. She took the cup of tea and said coldly, "auntie Wang, let me do it. You go and prepare dinner. Without my permission, you are not allowed to enter my room again. "
Auntie Wang looked at Song Ying in surprise. Facing her indifferent eyes, her heart skipped a beat. But in the end, she didn't say anything. She just showed a gentle smile, put the tea on the glass table, and left.
Chu Yunsheng and Zhao Ling looked at each other. Both of them were confused, and they were even more scared. 'This little girl is definitely showing signs of mental illness!'
Song Ying ignored the two cups of tea that exuded a faint fragrance and walked straight back to the bed. She looked at Zhao Ling and said, "Sister Zhao, can you go out for a while? I want to talk to him alone. "
Chu Yunsheng's heart skipped a beat. He was afraid that Song Ying would do something strange again, so he quickly said before Zhao Ling did, "if you have something to say, just say it, I was also asked by Zhao Ling."
He was actually stating his position. 'I was asked to come here, and the leader is still Zhao Ling.'
Song Ying looked at Chu Yunsheng gently, but then she immediately turned her face and looked at Zhao Ling coldly, "can I?"
Zhao Ling smiled, held Song Ying's hand and nodded. Then she gave Chu Yunsheng a look, signaling him to follow the plan they talked about in the car.
After she left, Chu Yunsheng immediately found a chair and sat down. He was very vigilant, "you were awake all the time? Tell me, what do you want? I am just an ordinary person, I really don't know what you want. "
Song Ying stretched out her white jade-like hand and blocked his mouth. Her fingers were very beautiful, and her skin was white and glowing with a faint layer of green light. It seemed to be transparent, and even the meridians on her fingers could be seen clearly.
"Who am I?"
Song Ying gradually got closer to Chu Yunsheng, stared at Chu Yunsheng's eyes, and asked a very strange question.
Chu Yunsheng knitted his brows and said, "what do you mean?"
Song Ying showed a confused and eager look and said, "can you tell me who I am?"
Her look was very strange, as if she was hit by a car and had some kind of memory loss.
Chu Yunsheng was a programmer, not a doctor of psychology. Seeing that she didn't look like she was playing tricks on him, he could not help but tentatively said, "you are Song Ying."
"No." Song Ying immediately shook her head and said deeply, "remove this name, then who am I?"
'Remove this name?' Chu Yunsheng was a little dizzy, but he still reluctantly said, "you are the daughter of a rich family, and your father is a high-ranking official, that's it!"
Song Ying still shook her head, got closer to the tip of his nose, and said with an expectant look in her eyes, "no, I mean, remove everything, name, identity, gender, etc., then who am I?"
Chu Yunsheng immediately pushed her away and said sternly, "I don't care who you are, and I don't know who you are. I only know that your name is Song Ying, and we have only met twice. I think you'd better go to see a doctor."
"You know!" Song Ying hurriedly held Chu Yunsheng's hand and begged, "can you tell me? Who am I? Why am I here? Why is it not the past, nor the future, but now? If time is an axis, why am I on the axis right after 1994? Is it destined, or did I appear before but I can't remember it? Your eyes told me that you know. "
Facing Song Ying's begging face, the more Chu Yunsheng listened, the more he was scared. These questions were too profound and too complicated for him, but it seemed to hit the key point, but he couldn't grasp it, so he told her the truth, "I don't even know what you are talking about!"
Song Ying held Chu Yunsheng tightly, bit her lips, and said in a trembling voice, "if I die, for this world, do I disappear, or for me, the world disappears?"
Chu Yunsheng had never thought about this question, and he didn't know how to answer this question. Thinking about it, he pulled his arm out of Song Ying's arms and remembered what Zhao Ling had told him in the car, so he said sternly, "I'm sorry, I don't know what you said, but I think, you are you, and your existence may be the reason why you exist. You and I are both complete lives, and everyone should cherish it. I remember someone said that life is used to perceive the world and the universe. This is the meaning of our existence. If there is no life in the universe, it will not have any meaning. So, you don't have to worry about this question. In other words, if you want to eat, drink, and sleep well, why do you have to think about it!? "
After he finished saying this, Chu Yunsheng realized that what he said seemed to be a little bit philosophical, although it was just a little bit.
Song Ying seemed to be thinking about Chu Yunsheng's words. She lowered her head and said, "really? Does my existence really have any meaning? "
Then she raised her head, as if she had gathered all her courage, and asked, "in your eyes, do I really have any meaning?"
In order to comfort her as soon as possible, Chu Yunsheng nodded his head heavily and said, "I am sure, definitely, definitely!"
Hearing his words, Song Ying seemed to have received some kind of recognition, or some kind of promise, as if Chu Yunsheng was the only person in the world who was qualified to decide the meaning of her existence.
This was unreasonable and incomprehensible. After all, Chu Yunsheng was just an ordinary person, but Song Ying was so sure that it was incomprehensible.
Chu Yunsheng coughed and said in a frank tone, "are you okay now? I hope you don't do anything crazy again. I am just an ordinary person, I can't stand the torture of people like you. Just one word from your father can kill me, so just help me, okay? "
Song Ying quickly nodded her head meekly, stood up, clenched her fists, and said, "I will protect you, I will not let anyone hurt you!"
Chu Yunsheng almost vomited blood when he heard this. He thought, 'if you stay away from me, I will thank the heavens.' After more than a month, who would have the time to care about each other?
In fact, he didn't understand the meaning behind Song Ying's words. For Song Ying, he had become the meaning of her existence.
Song Ying was fine now, but her question did not disappear. It was successfully transferred to Chu Yunsheng's mind. 'Who the fuck am I?'
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