"Could it be that when Liu Li broke up with me, she was already pregnant?" Chu Yunsheng immediately shook his head like a rattle drum, trying to get rid of this absurd idea, "This is impossible!"
But in less than a second, he couldn't help but think, "the last time should be with a condom, right? It seems that she didn't … It's been too long, I can't remember clearly. Could it be that she really didn't bring it? It can't be, I always have Durex at home. Besides, if she really didn't bring it, it wouldn't be so accurate. "
"Impossible, she should have brought it! In the beginning, she wanted to break up with me, and after so many years, Liu Li has never contacted me. "
"But if it is not Liu Li's, then who could it be? There is no one else! "
"Could it be that she really didn't bring it …"
"How is it possible!"
…
Chu Yunsheng was having a mental battle. This was not a trivial matter. For him, it was really a big deal! If he really had a child, even if it was as bad as that woman said, it was still his child, his own flesh and blood. This kind of feeling was not something that others could understand.
At the beginning, when the darkness fell, it was not that he did not want to find Liu Li. After all, she was the person he used to like. Of course, he also had a kind of mentality. But Liu Li completely broke up with him at that time. She didn't even leave him a way to contact her, so he had no way to find her.
Although so many years had passed, and he didn't want to bring it up again, but if it was really his and Liu Li's child, no matter how bad the child was now, he would take responsibility for it.
Almost in an instant, he suddenly had an urge to go up to the two women and ask them for an explanation. However, just as he was about to stand up, he suddenly calmed down, as if a bucket of cold water had been poured over his head.
He found that there was something wrong with his mind!
This was simply impossible, but in order to make this "impossible" become "possible", he began to weave one possibility after another for himself, perhaps, and probably …
He was "horrified" to find that the power of the fifth-order heart collapse that was trapped in the zero-dimensional space had not disappeared! The end of the fifth stage of despair did not mean that everything was over. Its claws, the sequelae, began to attack the moment he "came out"!
Just like getting out of the hospital, it did not mean that one had fully recovered. After the fifth stage, there was actually an extremely terrifying sixth stage — the stage of extreme psychological distortion!
Avoidance of loneliness, fear of being separated from the crowd, desire to listen to the voices of others, fear of being alone, and so on.
Also, whether it was him hugging the little girl from Old Yu's family, refusing to let go, or involuntarily following Village Chief Gao's group, these were all the same.
Also, his coldness, indifference, and contradictory irritation were the same!
Also, just now, when he heard someone say that he still had relatives in this world, without even verifying whether it was true or not, his mind almost twisted to the other extreme!
…
Only then did he realize that he had overlooked an extremely important loophole!
At the end of the fifth stage, he was prepared to die. Although he found a few simple excuses after he 'came out', the truth was that it was impossible for his mental state to be so natural!
And the reason was that ever since he "came out", he had been in a period of distortion!
His breathing suddenly became rapid, and he couldn't even move his hands. He knew that the power of the fifth-order heart collapse would bring him psychological damage and obstacles. It was impossible for him to be like those powerful people in the TV series in the age of light.
That experience of emptiness and loneliness was too terrifying. It was so terrifying that he would rather pick up Qian Bi sword and fight against all the aliens than face the endless torture of darkness and silence.
He closed his eyes and did not dare to move. If there was really something called "Qi deviation" in this world, then his current situation was probably like this.
His breathing became more and more rapid, and his face also became more and more red. Until it reached a peak, it slowly calmed down bit by bit.
The process was not earth-shattering, but he could not skip it!
When he opened his eyes again, those "celestial beings" had already left a long time ago. But Chu Yunsheng did not have any regrets. In fact, he felt lucky. If it weren't for the extreme stimulation brought by the two women's conversation, he wouldn't have discovered his psychological problem so quickly.
This kind of twisted mentality was like a sequela. The sooner one discovered it, the easier it would be to resolve it. If one was kept in the dark and thought that one was normal, it would be like a frog being boiled in warm water. The result would definitely be very miserable. This was something that did not need to be thought about.
"So there is a sixth stage!" Chu Yunsheng let out a long sigh of relief. His mind was clear, as if the whole world had returned to him.
At this moment, the aftereffects and obstacles brought about by the Rank 5 Heart Collapse had basically been resolved. The remaining shadows that were already deeply rooted in his heart were not something that could be completely cleared up in a day. However, it was not a big deal.
Looking at the dark sky, it was still not the time to depart. Chu Yunsheng took out a cigarette and walked around to the big rock that he used to relieve himself last night. He needed some time to sort out his thoughts.
After listening to the conversation between the two women, he now realized that things might be far more complicated than he had thought during his distorted phase!
First of all, he could almost determine the identity of the long-haired woman. She was most likely the three-year-old girl that Mo Wuluo brought into the office building.
Apart from the "uncle" and "sister", he had heard his aunt talking about the strange way they addressed each other. Moreover, they spoke with the accent of Jin Ling. Yao Xiang's shadow could be seen in the Saber Dock, and they appeared here. All these were enough to determine their identity.
With the "old friends" as a reference, the second thing was the time that had passed in the outside world.
From Mo Wuluo's niece, he initially estimated that it was about 20 years, although he felt that it was definitely more than 20 years in the zero-dimensional space.
Of course, it could also be a kind of relative illusion. After all, not to mention 20 years, even if a person was locked in a dark room for a year, he would probably go crazy from loneliness.
But this was not important anymore. What was important was that 20 years had passed in the outside world. In these years, a lot of earth-shaking things had happened!
He was no longer the young man who had just left Shen Cheng city. Because of his martial arts, he was repeatedly forced to deal with wave after wave of people with high IQ. After leaving the sixth stage of distortion, he still had a clear mind.
From the previous behavior of the sword fort, to the conversation between the two women, and the "attack" of the short-haired woman, as well as the fact that they seemed to have been attacked and forced to land, things were indeed very complicated. It was not like what he had thought before. After some investigation, as long as he stood up, he would be able to solve it.
Not to mention whether they would listen to him now, when the black-robed men from the sword fort were preparing to attack the broken peak settlement, the two masters who were hiding in the distance showed that there must be more powerful masters among them. He had not improved his cultivation for 20 years, but they had improved their cultivation for 20 years. So it was normal for some of them to have a higher cultivation level than him. After all, he knew that his talent was average, but the world was full of powerful people.
Thinking about it this way, things became clearer. If it was a one-on-one fight, with the help of the seven nails, he would naturally not be afraid of anyone. But in the face of a group of powerful masters, without absolute strength, he would not be able to defeat them at all. Moreover, they were in power now, so why would they still listen to him?
Because of gratitude? This was the Dark Age where blood was shed and bones were broken, where people ate each other!
What Chu Yunsheng didn't believe the most right now was this. Fu Lijing's betrayal in the spore forest left a deep impression on him. Especially the story of Edgar and the Jewish people, it was the epitome of human nature.
At that time, they admired him not because he was smart, but because of his power! Although he did not care about the title of "the most powerful man in the world", it was indeed earned through fighting!
Therefore, if there was anyone who would stand on his side now, even if he was a disabled person, he was sure that it was Dark!
But now that Dark's whereabouts were unknown, he needed to think about it further.
At least in addition to the seven nails, he still had a trump card, which was the contents that he did not know in the ancient book. After all, what was left was only a very small part of the ancient book.
After thinking about all these, although the truth was not clear, he could still make some inferences.
The "bloodline" thing was too strange!
However, he was now sure that it was not his and Liu Li's child, so there were only two possibilities.
One was that it might be Jing Tian's or Jing Yi's child, but this possibility was very small. From the conversation between the two women, he could basically confirm that his aunt's family was indeed dead. Moreover, when they forced his aunt's family to die, they definitely would not leave any "future trouble" behind. Whether it was Jing Tian's or Jing Yi's child, it should not be able to escape.
The second possibility was that it was fake. There were many possibilities, but in the end, it should have nothing to do with his bloodline. It was just that Jin Ling city or other forces wanted to take advantage of the "reputation" he left behind.
What was also strange was that the possibility of the second possibility was also very small. Because a fake was a fake, no matter how well it was covered up, there would always be people who knew about it. Then the value of using it would not be too big.
However, this matter was not very important, unless he was stupid enough to expose it. If it was really Jing Tian's or Jing Yi's child, his appearance might actually kill that child. Although that child might be very weak, if he wanted to deal with it, he, as the "parent", should be the one to deal with it.
Chu Yunsheng threw away the cigarette butt and exhaled the last puff of smoke. Looking at the endless dark sky, his sharp "smell" sensed an extremely dangerous atmosphere.
Most likely, aliens were not the only ones who wanted to get the ancient book. The human forces had already tasted the sweetness of the ancient book. Once they confirmed that he was no longer the "most powerful man in the world", then what would be waiting for him? He knew it very well.
For ordinary people, the dark age had already begun decades ago, but for him, the real dark age had just begun!
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