After hearing Zhang Tie's words, Yan Feiqing hugged Zhang Tie more tightly as she couldn't stand dropping off tears. Yan Feiqing who looked like a heavenly knight in front of others was just an infatuated woman at this moment. "You don't need to do that. Tell me who you want to kill and what you want to do. As I'm your woman, your business is my business. I can also do what you can do.
I'll go … "" I'm a man. I have to solve some things myself, especially this one … "Zhang Tie replied with a smile as he kissed Yan Feiqing's lips once again and wiped off her tears, saying," Don't think about it anymore. Have a good rest first! "
After saying that, Zhang Tie picked himself up and left the backroom, leaving Yan Feiqing to recover herself in the backroom.
The moment Zhang Tie walked out of the backroom, he had seen a steward hurriedly walking towards him with sweat all over his face. Only after hearing the steward's words, Zhang Tie had changed his face greatly, saying, "Master … master … Miss Ma … Miss Ma is in trouble …"
…
Ma Aiyun's room was in a courtyard of Master's Pavilion. When Zhang Tie hurriedly arrived at that courtyard, he saw those maids who were responsible for taking care of Ma Aiyun were all kneeling in the courtyard with pale faces and quivering all over.
At this time, the sky had just brightened. For the past two days, Ma Aiyun had always woken up at this time. Today, Ma Aiyun still hadn't woken up at this time. One of the maids outside the room asked a few times, but there was no sound from inside the room. The maid listened carefully, but there was no sound from inside the room. After the maid boldly entered the room, she discovered that something had happened to Ma Aiyun.
"Hua …" Zhang Tie forcefully opened the door of Ma Aiyun's room. Zhang Tie rushed into the room as fast as a gust of wind and caught sight of Ma Aiyun.
Ma Aiyun was lying on the bed quietly in tidy clothes with her hands on her lower abdomen. There was a letter and a lock of hair in her hands.
Senior sister apprentice Ma who was fresh and energetic had already become cold all over. She was breathless with her eyes tightly closed.
There were only four words on the letter in her hand — — Zhang Tie's.
At the sight of Ma Aiyun's look, Zhang Tie took the letter and unfolded it with quivering hands.
The letter was filled with Ma Aiyun's graceful handwriting.
— — Until then, I still don't know how to call you, junior fellow apprentice, Zhang Tie or elder. I don't want any of these appellations. After you promoted to a knight, I was very happy about your rotating chakra ceremony; however, I also felt contradictory. I knew that the distance between us would grow farther and farther. By then, actually I had already lost the qualification to call you junior fellow apprentice and Zhang Tie. According to the rules of Huaiyuan Palace, it was disrespectful of me to call you that.
However, I don't want to call you elder either, because it's against my conscience. In fact, I used to dream about standing in front of you one day and giving you a more intimate title. However, I know that in your heart, I'm probably just a passing traveler like a shooting star in the sky. After so many years, I'm not even sure whether you still remember me or not.
But I will always remember you, because you are the first man I have truly fallen in love with in this life, and also the last man.
I have never regretted falling in love with you.
When you read this letter, I would have already left this world. Please forgive me. I'm a selfish and cowardly woman. I couldn't bear all these.
Gu Caidie and Yuan Ziyi were killed by me. They were my best sisters. It was me who had them die in front of me. I couldn't face them, their family members and our mutual friends, nor myself.
You said that at that time, I was under someone's mind control, and many of the things I did were against my conscience. I know that you are comforting me, but I can't forgive myself, because I remember every detail of that time. I know that the wine was poisoned, and I know that day was a trap. I poured the wine for them, and I was the one who pulled them into the trap, and they became companions in the trap.
I hate what I've done. Actually, I'm just a common little woman. All these are out of my bearing range.
I don't want to fight a war; neither do I want to cultivate; neither do I want to be a powerhouse. I only want to have a family and live a peaceful and happy life with a man whom I love. I want to give birth to some babies for that man, wash clothes and cook for that man. Once, I thought that man would be you.
As your former woman, I led you into the trap. As the best sisters of Caidie and Ziyi, I killed them. As a mother, I couldn't even protect my own child.
I didn't know what was the point of living for someone like me. Perhaps only by leaving this world forever would I be able to obtain true peace. Only then would Cai Die and Zi Yi be able to truly forgive me, and I would also be able to forgive myself. Right now, I just wanted to say sorry to Cai Die and Zi Yi when I saw them.
After our child was born, they took him away from me just after a hundred days. Over the next ten years or so, I only saw him three times. The last time was six years ago. I only saw him in a hurry. I don't even remember what he looked like now.
Please promise me that you must find our child. Don't let him go through hardships alone in the world without the care of his parents.
That lock of hair is the only thing I, as a mother, have left for him to keep him company. If you can find him, please give it to him. Tell him that I love him and that I'm not a good mother. I hope he won't hate me.
Caidie and Ziyi's corpses have disappeared. If it's not troublesome, please help them build two cenotaphs and bury me beside Caidie and Ziyi in the future.
Ai Yun's last words.
A drop of wet mark spread on the letter. Closely after that, another drop of wet mark fell off the letter. Holding the letter silently, Zhang Tie's hot tears dropped off one drop after another.
"Why are you so silly? Why are you so silly …" Zhang Tie sat down beside Ma Aiyun's bed as he slightly stroked Ma Aiyun's icy face and muttered with tears dropping off like rain.
…
For a warrior of the ninth rank, as long as his freedom was not restricted, if he wanted to commit suicide, breaking his own arteries and veins would be the fastest and most unexpected method.
Last night, Zhang Tie was forming the rune of body-separation skill in the backroom.
Last night, after writing this will, Ma Aiyun lay on the bed calmly. After breaking her heart meridian, she left calmly and decisively, leaving endless grief and regret to Zhang Tie.
…
(To be continued.)
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