Even Chen Guang himself didn't know what kind of person he was.
Human nature was too complicated. If everyone could see themselves clearly, there wouldn't be so many people in this world who wanted to take medicine for regret, and everyone would be perfect.
However, what Sun Xiaoxun said was right. Chen Guang really didn't think about girls from a foreign language school at all.
The reason was that he was already a clay Bodhisattva crossing the river. Unknowingly, he had already owed a huge debt of love, so much that he couldn't pay it all off. Just thinking about it gave him a splitting headache. How could he have the courage to provoke more people?
Being too charming didn't necessarily mean happiness. Behind happiness was happiness's troubles.
In life, if one couldn't completely cut off all emotions and desires, if one wanted to live a human life, there would always be places where one couldn't control oneself.
Even if Chen Guang's so-called "being unable to control oneself" was so enviable in the eyes of others, they would still feel that he was worse than a beast and didn't know how lucky he was.
However, there was a good saying: "Only one knows whether it's hot or cold when drinking water."
Bystanders would only feel envious when they saw these things, but he, who was really in the middle of it, felt endless happiness and troubles.
He also blamed himself from time to time. I clearly want to be a good person, but why do I always go crazy from time to time?
When I'm normal, I'm so wise and farsighted.
But why am I always controlled by the demons in my heart?
Maybe it was a coincidence of fate, or maybe it was the demons pulling him, or maybe it was because he really didn't have enough self-control. He originally didn't want to be like that, but now he really had the tendency to develop in the same direction as Brother Cheng.
He knew that this wasn't good, but he didn't seem to have a good way to face it.
Liuli and Lu Ming always said that as the great master of the Holy Grail, he shouldn't be so hesitant and indecisive over such a small matter. He knew that the two goddesses' words were very reasonable, but he also knew that it was easier said than done.
As for the "demons" that would often quietly appear in his heart and control his actions and brain, Chen Guang actually understood that these were all excuses for him to shirk responsibility.
This so-called "demon" was actually the "human scent" on him.
To put it bluntly, he was still a mortal.
They were so outstanding, and they indulged him so much. They knew that he was hiding an unsettled heart, but they were willing to get close to him without asking for anything in return.
Although Liu Li and Lu Ming said that I would become a True God sooner or later, I have always been a human, and I am also a human now!
I'm just a mortal, I really can't resist it!
This was really difficult!
Sun Xiaoxun, for example, had become bolder and more courageous after returning from the United States. Her words were also more obvious.
How could Chen Guang not be tempted?
He wasn't blind, nor was he stupid. He was well aware of how good Sun Xiaoxun was.
However, he couldn't bear to seriously injure Sun Xiaoxun. Moreover, with Sun Xiaoxun's temperament, she wouldn't change her mind so easily even if she accepted her stubborn principles.
Even if he pretended to be heartless and determined like those in the TV dramas, she might not really back down.
It wasn't that easy to fool her. They hadn't just met each other today. They had been together for three years, so Sun Xiaoxun knew him very well.
However, he knew that he had to pay a price for being tempted. Especially last night, because he was practicing the "Painting Scroll", he was both willing and unwilling, and took the initiative and didn't take the initiative to torment Lu Fei for an entire night.
Today, when he encountered Sun Xiaoxun's sacrifice again, if he didn't have any psychological barriers, he wouldn't be called Chen Guang. He would have to change his name to Chen Shimei.
Therefore, even though he knew that he might not be able to hide from these things forever, he still had to hide for as long as he could, right?
Although an ugly daughter-in-law would have to meet her in-laws sooner or later, she could at least buy some time to learn makeup, right?
Of course, as a somewhat heartless person, the biggest advantage was that when faced with an almost unsolvable problem, he simply didn't think about it anymore.
Liu Li often said to him that whether it was to seek his own fortune or that there would always be a way out when the time came, it was actually quite in line with his creed.
For example, now that he had snuck home from school, the first thing he did was to focus on practicing the "Painting Scroll".
Oh right, just yesterday afternoon, the owners of the house that Lu Xiaoliang and Chen Guang were living in, as well as the house that Zhuo Jingsi had rented, had come to an agreement. These two houses were officially under Boss Guang's name, and he just had to make a trip to the real estate bureau to settle the paperwork in two days.
Not only did they not bargain, but they also offered almost a hundred thousand more.
But it didn't matter. Boss Guang said that any problem that could be solved with money was basically not a problem.
Now, his problem was that his mind was uneasy.
He sat cross-legged on his bed, intending to calm his mind and focus, and rely on the mnemonic chant to cultivate the "Painting Scroll" in his mind. However, he couldn't calm his mind.
He always pretended that there was something urgent, and it made him extremely uncomfortable.
It was none other than the make-up exam.
Speaking of which, it was strange that such a trifling matter like a make-up exam was really not worth mentioning to the current him.
Even if they all died, it wouldn't be the end of the world.
Moreover, he had Nicosie's secret help. Not only would he not die, he could even pass the exam easily.
But when he thought of the admiration in the eyes of others, and the fact that he had cheated at the highest level in history, even if he had used all kinds of reasons to convince himself, he still felt a knot in his heart.
Humans were such strange creatures. There would always be a little bit of morbid persistence, a little bit of awkwardness. When one's heart was at a dead end, this little bit of awkwardness would become a lingering obsession, repeatedly lingering in the depths of one's heart. It was impossible to get rid of, and it would get deeper and deeper, almost becoming a nightmare.
Chen Guang knew that the situation wasn't good, and he had to find a way to control it, but he just couldn't do it.
He got up from his bed and dug out the chemical engineering principle exercise book that he had forced into Sun Xiaoxun's hands before he ran away. He then opened his QQ email to see that there was also a revision powerpoint that Sun Xiaoxun had dug out from his teacher last semester.
The exam was tomorrow afternoon. According to his previous performance, if he worked hard from now until late at night, woke up at six in the morning, and worked until noon, he could really rely on his own ability to barely pass.
Well, this really became a low grade, and only studying was high.
Is there something wrong with me? I can't practice my internal force, but I'm full of energy reading these books that I know are mostly useless after graduating from college.
Chen Guang complained about himself.
In fact, he understood everything. Only in this way could his mind be clear.
Only when his mind was clear could he do things.
But time was tight, and he didn't have enough time.
He really wanted to make a doppelganger for himself. One could read and revise, and the other could practice internal force. How nice would that be?
Earth Paste Exploder!
Earth Elemental Doppelganger!
A clump of mud fell from his fingernails, about the size of a quarter of a grain of rice.
Damn, I definitely won't admit that this is mud accumulated under my fingernails because I didn't wash my hands for a long time!
Forget it, that's it. I'll study the Principles of Chemical Engineering by myself first, and then I'll take the "Introduction to Environmental Impact Assessment" exam the day after tomorrow. I'll get a beggar's version of the World in a Cup custom training, so I don't need to study. Then I'll take the course in the morning the day after tomorrow. After I finish the "Principles of Chemical Engineering" exam tomorrow, I'll start to study. I'll study for two days, and then I'll use the World in a Cup for the last one.
In this way, the production of faith value and self-reliance just happened to be connected. Although life was a bit too full, there was no grudge in his heart, and he had a clear conscience.
These days were a bit hard, but he had to live up to his own conscience.
After all, he was the master of the three thousand worlds, so he had to be the master of the world with knowledge. He couldn't be a hothead!
It was a pity that the most recent World in a Line of Sky Cup was the leg muscle group special training that he had enjoyed before, and the time interval was less than a month. The next World in a Line of Sky Cup would have to wait about half a month.
Otherwise, relying on the World in a Line of Sky Cup alone, he should at least be able to integrate all the undergraduate courses together and become a real undergraduate student. Then, he wouldn't have so many strange problems.
After arranging all the time plans in his mind, Chen Guang opened the book and began to study from the first chapter according to the powerpoint that Sun Xiaoxun sent!
It was time to show the ability of the king of last-minute sharpening a spear!
Who would have thought that the most popular and influential person in the country, the Director of the Guangding General Administration, would stay at home and study his university courses?
There were many things that he didn't expect.
On the other side, Lin Jingwei's three grandsons were sitting in the dormitory, and in front of the three of them was Chen Guang's student information network account.
Bai Niangzi: "Are we really going to report all of them to him? There are relatively few compulsory courses this semester, and most of them are free time. If we report all of them to him, he can just register for eight foreign languages. But why do I always feel like this is like science fiction? "
Xiong 'er: "I didn't know that our school's foreign languages department had such a crazy curriculum. What are they all about?! Hindi, Slavic, Malay, Bengali … Oh my! Oh my god! "
Lin Jingwei's brows were tightly knitted. "This is a little troublesome. The languages that Brother Guang mentioned just now are considered common foreign languages. But look, German and Portuguese, oh, and Italian and Korean all clash with his compulsory classes. What should we do?"
Bai Fan had a sinister smile on his face. "Didn't he say that as long as it's in our school, we will report it to him? That means Malay is not a problem! If there's a time conflict for a common small language, let's just register for him a language that doesn't conflict! It's fine if it's a bit obscure. Anyway, he said it himself. Is he blaming us? You have to pay attention to his words just now and report everything to him! Right? "
Lin Jingwei nodded. "It seems like that's the only way."
Bai Fan humphed. "I'm just asking you, what's the impact?"
Xiong 'er: "Brother Guang's pretentiousness is blinding me."
The three of them had an inexplicable excitement on their faces as they began to select these minor language courses from Chen Guang's student information network.
Hindi, Malay, Bengali, those were all child's play.
Celtic, Greek, Tocharian, and Manchu-Tungusic followed.
Finally, after selecting eight foreign languages, Lin Jingwei clicked submit. He then clapped his hands and rubbed away the non-existent dust.
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