I can't believe I can write so many words, haha.
In the past half a year, the wheels of time seemed to have spun very quickly. I had also changed a lot.
I wasn't as utilitarian as I used to be. I started to understand how to be content with what I had. I no longer thought blindly and had my own small goals. I lived happily every day. I even had a beer belly.
In February, I made a decision. No matter what the final result was, I would choose to go to the mountainous area to teach for a year after graduation.
At first, I wanted to use a year to enrich my resume. But later, I realized that I really liked this country. I liked the group of friends around me who dared to fight and fight. I liked the sight of us lying side by side on the field, drinking beer and crying silently.
His utilitarian heart became smaller, and he began to become absolutely rational. He knew when to advance and retreat, and understood gains and losses. In the beginning, he forced himself not to have any emotional fluctuations. To be honest, he was not used to it.
Ever since he was young, his dream had always been to let many people remember him in his limited life. Only then would it be worth it. But how many great people were there?
He never doubted himself. Occasionally, he would drink in a daze. When he woke up, the next day was still sunny.
But later on, he gradually understood that if he could make the people around him happy and the people he cared about happy, the value of life would be realized.
Therefore, don't compare yourself with others and just be the best you can be.
I believe that in life, there will still be people who think that I am a little black-bellied and so on. But when I think about it, I have never done anything wrong to anyone since I can remember. I have a clear conscience. To be honest, I really don't care about your feelings. So please let me go?
Being optimistic, knowing destiny, and adapting to circumstances should be the best portrayal of the current situation.
It wasn't that life had smoothed out his edges, nor was it that his mentality was very old. It was just that he naturally felt that his current state was very good.
If he couldn't be a great person, then he would strive to be a useful person. If he couldn't do this, then he would settle for the next best thing, and be a person who wasn't a threat to others.
Haha, although I believe in the karma of Buddhism, the inaction of Taoism is also very good.
When I was in middle school, I told my parents that I would go to the northwest to develop my career. My parents asked me why.
My answer was that the Northwest was poor, and being poor meant that there were plenty of opportunities to make money.
Haha, I was indeed very childish at that time.
Now, he just wanted to be a useful person to society. If he met someone who was in trouble, he just needed to lend a hand. It was that simple.
A few days ago, a kid came out of nowhere and added me on WeChat. He told me that he had lost his money and didn't have money to eat. He asked me if I could help him, so I transferred some money to him without hesitation.
He knew very well that it was very likely that he would be cheated. But what if there really was a child who struggled for many days because of a few dozen yuan and ended up starving?
As long as it was within his ability, it wouldn't be difficult for him to help. How could it be so difficult?
He was very happy. He had become the kind of person that he used to look down on the most. He was a little pedantic, didn't know how to seek benefits, and even took the initiative to play dumb.
But I'm happy. Other than extreme circumstances like a sudden terrorist attack, I won't be harmed in any other way.
While he was smiling on the outside, his heart was still warm, but his blood was much colder.
At the same time, I easily trust others, but at the same time, I doubt their abilities. See, I still have flaws, and quite a few of them, haha.
Alright, it's 1: 30, time to sleep.
In the future, I will work even harder. Maybe after this book is completed, I won't be able to meet everyone again until next year. In reality, I am indeed very busy and very tired. I also want to work hard for the last half a year for myself.
Alright, let's not talk so much. You will know when this book is completed. Good night, my dear friend.
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