Han Leng laughed at himself as soon as the thought popped up in his mind. He had always been self-aware, but now, he realized that he was overthinking things. A man like him would never have a girl take the initiative to fall in love with him …
It was true that he had made a name for himself in the literary world, and because of his handsome appearance and various packaging, he had attracted many fangirls who seemed to be infatuated with him. However, he was very clear that these fangirls only liked him because of the fantasy in their hearts. It was only because of the distance that they had developed a beautiful longing for him.
If they truly understood what kind of person he was, they would not be as obsessed as they were before. He was actually a negative and pessimistic person. That was why he always appeared optimistic on the surface, and always gave people a sense of carelessness.
No matter how much he liked someone, he could not overcome the pessimism and negativity in his bones. He could not generate any enthusiasm, nor could he take the initiative to pursue the other party. He felt that all of this was meaningless. Nothing would last forever. So, why should he care about whether he had or not?
At least he still had "literature," which was the most cherished thing in his spiritual world. Even if he was alone forever, at least he could still write. In the world of his own creation, he could write about the girls that he was obsessed with. Wasn't that enough?
For a writer who aspired to write a masterpiece, the spiritual world was far more important than the material world. In fact, they could also be considered as unsuccessful in the material world. Perhaps, they could work hard for their entire lives, but they might not be able to reach the resistance that others were born with. Therefore, they might as well write about the life they wanted to live.
As Han Leng thought of this, he stopped observing Zhao Youyue. He always felt that he had created this character. However, he had added a setting to this character. She was completely indifferent to boring love. She would not like a 3D man.
It could not be helped. One was a 3D creator, and the other was a character in the literary world. Even if they loved each other, how could they cross dimensions and walk together?
Han Leng felt that he was letting his imagination run wild again. Lady Zhao was a living person. How could she be a character in a novel? He must have had too much to drink to suddenly have such negative thoughts …
At the class reunion, Han Leng was the center of attention. After all, the Great Scholar Han was doing the best out of all his classmates. To him, college entrance exams, university, and whatnot were not important at all. He could already rely on writing books to live a carefree life. To him, going to university was just another way of gathering material.
Therefore, many students took the initiative to toast with him. Han Leng obviously did not like to drink, but he did not refuse anyone today. He found that the feeling of being slightly tipsy was very good. Perhaps this was the charm of alcohol.
The more he drank, the more clear-headed he became. He even discovered an endless loop …
He really admired and liked Lady Zhao. However, this liking included the setting of "Zhao Youyue would not like boring love. She would never fall in love." Therefore, if one day, Zhao Youyue suddenly said that she liked him, his reaction would probably be the same — — boring.
This was probably Han Leng. A pure, yet complicated, artsy youth. He could also be considered a psychopath.
According to his standards, he would always like a girl who would never fall in love. He would even be willing to be used by the other party, and live a lonely life.
Perhaps the only thing he did not have to worry about was that the girl would suddenly fall into a boring love. Then, she would become shy, weak, and trapped by love. That was just too disgusting and ugly.
However, most women in the real world were like this. Of course, it would be too much to say that they were disgusting and ugly. They could only be described as normal. Therefore, they were everywhere …
For a genius and a psychopath like Han Leng, who already thought that he was extraordinary, "normal" meant boring. Women who would struggle and die for a man were just too boring.
Many women did not have self-awareness. Before they fell in love, they might still have a little bit of interest, or they might still know how to be reserved and have a noble life pursuit. However, once they fell in love, it was really over. Everything would give way to love.
Han Leng had read many works by female authors, and he found a common pattern. Once the element of love appeared in many female works, everything would revolve around love. Love could also save everything …
That was why he said that it was simply too boring.
If one day, Lady Zhao also became that kind of woman, even if he was the one who made her fall in love, he would still feel bored and bored. When that time comes, he would choose to stay far away from her, and completely give up on women in the real world.
Zhao Youyue was the girl with the most potential. She would always keep his interest and love.
So, don't fall in love, Lady Zhao.
Don't fall in love with anyone, and don't lower your head for anyone. You only need to be superior to everyone, and maintain a sense of superiority. That would be the most beautiful posture. In this world, no girl could be compared to you, Lady Zhao!
Han Leng gulped down the last glass of wine and left the increasingly boring gathering without any reluctance. It was just that there were all kinds of confessions and scenes of people crying over parting. It was too familiar. Perhaps four years later, this group of people would also be doing the same. Oh, it might not take that long. Perhaps after the military training, they would still have all kinds of reluctance and sadness for parting with their drillmasters …
This was probably the sentimentality of ordinary people. It was useful for him to use as a reference when creating ordinary people. However, he never thought that it was something to be concerned about. They were just materials for his creation.
It was time to create a new work. Unfortunately, he still felt that he could not write a work that could surpass "Beautiful April" for the time being. However, he felt that he could write a commercial work that would sell even more. He had already thought of a name for this work. It would be called "Dragon Race".
Zhao Youyue did not notice that Han Leng had left early. She had even gone to the KTV to sing with this group of classmates whose names she could not remember. However, she was not interested in singing, so she played with her phone in the KTV. This scene was actually quite common. In every gathering, there would always be people playing with their phones, and then they would be ridiculed by all kinds of people
However, Lady Zhao's side character aura was very powerful. She did not have to bear the ridicule at all.
For a mobile phone addict, their phone was the most important thing. It was already a great honor for them to attend the gathering. If they were not allowed to play with their phones in the gathering, then what was the point of gathering?
However, this was indeed a very impolite thing to do, in many senses.
If it was rude, so be it. If it was despised, so be it. As long as you feel good, hehehe …
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