Although Lu Yiwei had made enough preparations to face Su Meng, when he was about to go in, his legs felt like they were filled with lead, and he couldn't take a step forward.
"Little Su, your friend is here to see you." The middle-aged woman walked to Su Meng's bed and whispered in her ear.
Su Meng slowly opened her eyes and saw a familiar figure in the haze. When she looked carefully and found that it was Lu Yiwei, she felt like she had seen a family member, and her tears burst out instantly.
Oh my god! Was this still the lively and lovely Su Meng that she used to know? It was like they were two different people. Her hair was unkempt, her face was pale, and her red and swollen eyes were the size of walnuts. If one looked closely, there were fine wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. She was completely defeated. When Lu Yiwei saw Su Meng's appearance, he felt like a knife was twisting in his heart and a fishbone was stuck in his throat.
"Why are you here? Get out! "After Su Meng said coldly, she covered her head with the quilt and burst into tears.
Lu Yiwei stood there motionlessly, looking up and down at Su Meng, who was curled up into a ball, with his weak eyes. There was a foreign object in his throat, and he felt like he couldn't breathe.
Everyone in the ward looked at the two quietly, and even the babies in the swaddling clothes stopped crying. They widened their eyes, waved their little hands, and pricked up their little ears to listen to Su Meng's heart-wrenching cries. The atmosphere in the room was frozen to the freezing point. Some new mothers were infected by this scene, and they sympathized with Su Meng's experience, and they couldn't help but cry.
The middle-aged woman saw Lu Yiwei standing there with a sad face, so she pulled the corner of her clothes and winked, signaling him to comfort her.
Lu Yiwei slowly moved to Su Meng's bed, raised his trembling hand, and reached out to Su Meng. When he was about to touch her, his fingers bent back uncontrollably. After struggling for a while, he finally put his hand on Su Meng's head and gently stroked it twice.
The familiar smell and the familiar feeling made Su Meng even more grief-stricken, and he cried sorrowfully. Lu Yiwei's lips twitched slightly, and the liquid secreted from his tear ducts wetted his eyes. Who would have thought that they would meet again on such an occasion? He frowned and choked, "Su Meng, I'm late."
The middle-aged woman could tell that the relationship between the two was not ordinary, so she came over to smooth things over. She comforted Su Meng and said, "Little Su, don't cry anymore. Be careful not to get sick after childbirth. Now that your friend has come to see you, you should be happy. "
The middle-aged woman's words worked. Su Meng's crying gradually quieted down. After a long time, she slowly pushed the blanket away, revealing a pair of sad and sorrowful eyes as she looked at Lu Yiwei.
Lu Yiwei sat on the edge of the bed, feeling ashamed. He felt that all this was caused by himself, and he did not know where to start the negotiation. He turned to the middle-aged woman and asked, "Big Sister, has Su Meng had dinner?"
"A little. These days, it's the nurse who takes care of her. The nurse will go home at night, but with our help, don't worry, "the middle-aged woman said.
Lu Yiwei smiled bitterly and said, "Thank you."
"That's what I should do."
Lu Yiwei looked around. The other bedside tables were piled full of fruits and nutritional supplements, but Su Meng's bedside table had a lonely lunch box. He felt very upset. He suddenly got up and said to Su Meng, "Wait for me, I'll be back soon."
He rushed to the supermarket near the hospital. He did not care if Su Meng was edible or useful. He took whatever he saw and bought two large plastic bags of food. When he went out, he turned to a daily necessities shop and carefully bought female products for Su Meng.
Lu Yiwei returned to the ward with big and small bags. Su Meng's mood had calmed down a lot. In order not to remind Su Meng of sadness, he forced a smile and said, "Are you hungry? If you are, I'll buy it for you now. "
Su Meng did not speak, but just shook her head weakly.
Lu Yiwei put down the things, and from the corner of his eyes, he saw a basin of clothes thrown under the bed. Then he took the basin out, took the newly bought soap, and went to the bathroom.
"Yiwei, you can't …" Su Meng saw Lu Yiwei like this, suddenly became very nervous, and quickly stopped him.
But Lu Yiwei did not seem to hear it, and went straight away.
In the bathroom, Lu Yiwei unbuttoned his shirt and turned on the faucet. First, he washed his face. Then, he shook out his clothes one by one, even his bloody underpants, and rubbed them without any care … After washing, Lu Yiwei carefully and patiently sat on the balcony.
After returning to the ward, Lu Yiwei put the things he had just bought on the bedside table, which made Su Meng very moved. Even the other patients and their family members praised Lu Yiwei's actions, and they were even more certain that the two of them were definitely not ordinary friends.
Lu Yiwei opened a bottle of Eight Treasure Porridge, poured it into the lunch box, and chopped the banana with a fork. He went out to heat it in the microwave in the bathroom, and then came back to sit in front of Su Meng, scooped a spoonful, put it in his mouth, and blew it twice, then moved it to Su Meng's mouth, and said softly, "Come, eat something."
Su Meng burst into tears again, but she did not refuse, and opened her mouth tremblingly to cooperate. It was a simple midnight snack, but Su Meng felt sweet in her heart, and it was extremely warm.
"Is it delicious?" Lu Yiwei asked.
Su Meng nodded, and a long-lost smile appeared on her face.
"Eat more if it's delicious." Lu Yiwei was also gratified, and affectionately looked at Su Meng.
After the meal, Lu Yiwei made a cup of hot milk for Su Meng, and said, "I heard from my mother that you should rest quietly during your confinement, and don't get angry, or else it will be bad for your health. Rest well for these two days, as for other things, let's talk about it later, okay? "
With Lu Yiwei by her side, Su Meng felt that everything was not so important. She nodded like a child playing a drum, and gently grabbed Lu Yiwei's broad and warm hand. This was the sense of security she wanted.
"Yiwei, I want to go to the toilet, I've been holding it in for a long time," Su Meng said softly.
This was difficult for Lu Yiwei, and he thought for a moment, and said embarrassedly, "This … okay." After that, he got up to ask the middle-aged woman for help.
"Come back!" Su Meng was a little anxious, and said, "I can get up now, I want to go out."
"Oh." Lu Yiwei said, "Then let me help you up."
"Wait!" Su Meng's face was red, and she said embarrassedly, "I'm not wearing pants, help me put it on."
"Ah?" Lu Yiwei panicked, and said, "This … this is not appropriate, right?"
"What's not appropriate? You've washed the clothes for me, why are you afraid of this? Hurry up! "Su Meng felt like she had returned to the past, and she was used to ordering Lu Yiwei to do some things.
"… Okay." Lu Yiwei was really embarrassed, and he had to close the curtains at the head of the bed, find his pants, close his eyes, and gently lifted the quilt …
Because Su Meng had an induced labor surgery, her lower part was cut, and the wound had not healed until now. In addition, she had to excrete some filth, and there was a thick layer of toilet paper underneath. Lu Yiwei did not dislike Su Meng for being dirty, but he always felt that it was not appropriate. After all, Su Meng had broken up with him, it was really …
"How are you going to put it on with your eyes closed?" Su Meng felt that Lu Yiwei's behavior was a little funny, and said, "Hurry up, I can't hold it in anymore."
Lu Yiwei made up his mind, opened his eyes, and quickly put on Su Meng's pants. In just a short while, his whole body was drenched in sweat.
Lu Yiwei carefully helped Su Meng off the bed, opened the bed curtain, and smiled unnaturally at the other patients, and walked to the bathroom step by step.
When they reached the bathroom, Su Meng could not bend down, so she asked Lu Yiwei to take off her pants for her. Lu Yiwei had no choice but to do as she was told. Su Meng put her hands on Lu Yiwei's shoulders, and slowly sat on the toilet bowl, while Lu Yiwei half-squatted with his buttocks in the air, and the posture was extremely uncomfortable.
Lu Yiwei's face was very close, and Su Meng could even feel his rapid breathing. She looked at the handsome face affectionately, and began to blame herself for the decision she had made in the past. If she had insisted on her own idea, she would not have ended up like this. When she needed care the most, the person she loved the most appeared by her side in time.
"Do you hate me?" Su Meng suddenly asked this, and Lu Yiwei did not know how to answer. He smiled and shook his head.
Su Meng's chapped lips slowly moved to Lu Yiwei's cheek, and she kissed it, saying, "Thank you."
After coming out of the bathroom, Su Meng did not want to go back to the ward, and pointed to the corridor with glass windows, and said, "Yiwei, accompany me to sit there for a while."
Su Meng stood in front of the glass window, looking at the night view of the city with bright neon lights, and her mood was very different from before. Sometimes, people would only become mature after experiencing some things. Su Meng still regretted her decision at the beginning. She suddenly turned around and asked, "Yiwei, if I did not agree to break up with you at the beginning, what would you have done?"
Lu Yiwei did not expect Su Meng to ask this question. He lit a cigarette and said, "Is there any point in asking this question now? The most important thing is for you to recover quickly. "
"No!" Su Meng suddenly shouted hysterically, and said, "I want you to answer me!"
In order to appease Su Meng's emotions, Lu Yiwei said, "Sometimes, people can't control their own fate. But I firmly believe that what is yours will always be yours, and what is not yours will never be yours even if you take it back. Just like the two of us, we are not on the same level at all, and we are more or less helpless when making choices. If you were an ordinary person, all the problems would be easily solved. "
"Ordinary person … hmph!" Su Meng felt lost, and she took a few steps back. She said, "Yiwei, I know we can't go back to the past, but I still want to ask you, did you love me?"
"Yes," Lu Yiwei said without hesitation.
Su Meng's face showed a sad smile, and her heart was bleeding. The deeper the hurt, the more she could feel the beauty of the past. If she was given another chance, she would definitely give up everything without hesitation and stay with the person she loved. Even if it was in Dongwa Village, she was willing. But everything was in the past, what was the use of talking about it?
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