"Clang … Clang …"
The old lock was smashed open again.
Qin Yuhan sighed and said, "If others find out later, they'll laugh at you to death. I've never heard of an entrepreneur returning to his alma mater by smashing the lock to enter the classroom. "
Li Dong chuckled and said, "Let me reminisce about the glorious years of the past. Back then, I was also an overlord level character. But in the end, I fell into your hands and couldn't lift my head for three years. This is the biggest loss I've ever suffered. I was looking for a chance to vent, or else I would've beaten you long ago. "
Qin Yuhan couldn't hold it anymore. She patted his shoulder and laughed. "Don't say such harsh words. You still want to beat me up? You've said that every time in the past six years. In the end, when you saw me, you were like a mouse seeing a cat. But then again, I was a little scared at that time, afraid that you would beat me. I didn't expect you to be so scared after I taught you a lesson. You bully the weak and fear the strong. You're such a disgrace to men. "
Li Dong snapped, "If you weren't a woman, if you weren't so cute, I would've beaten you up so badly that your parents wouldn't recognize you.
I was just a teenager who admired you and wanted to get closer to you.
But you caused me to have a psychological shadow.
If it weren't for you, with my unruly character, handsome face, and sexy body, I would've had at least eight to ten girlfriends in junior high.
I remember when I first entered the school, the girl sitting behind me …
What was her name again?
I've forgotten now. She was also a cute loli at that time, and she was interested in me.
In class, she would talk to me every time. She wanted to hit on me, but I wouldn't agree.
In the end, I was called a ghost by you bald bird. When that loli saw me again, it was as if she had seen a ghost. Once, I met her on the road and she was so scared that she almost cried.
I was speechless. What's so scary about that?
Did I hit her?
Hit on her?
Or did I do something to her?
I'm just a little tender. Did she need to cry? I was so angry that I wanted to hit someone for a few days. "
"Don't say it, please don't say it …"
Qin Yuhan clutched her stomach and kept trembling. Every time she heard this, she wanted to laugh.
Li Dong couldn't help but laugh. He pushed open the door and entered the classroom.
It had been abandoned for a long time, and the classroom was covered in dust.
Li Dong's shoes were instantly covered in a layer of gray.
Li Dong didn't care and continued to wander around the classroom. After a while, Li Dong found his seat.
The old desk had long been covered in dust, and its original appearance could not be seen.
However, Li Dong knew that he had found the right place. After so many years, the desks and chairs had never been changed.
His name, Li Dong, was still engraved on the table.
Li Dong wiped the table and bench before sitting down. "This thing can be auctioned off as an antique. Lu Xun carved the word 'Zao', which has been passed down to the present. The Three Flavour Bookstore has become a historical site. As for whether that word was carved by him, it was hard to say. These two words, 'Li Dong', are genuine. I carved them myself. It's a pity that the teachers didn't notice it. If I sold it as trash, wouldn't I suffer a huge loss? "
"Alright, can you stop being so narcissistic?" Qin Yuhan smiled as she walked up to take a look. "This word looks like a dog crawling on it. I can prove that it was carved by you."
"What are you talking about? Do you know how to chat? "
Li Dong rolled his eyes and wiped the table in front of him. He said, "Sit down. Let me recall the past."
Qin Yuhan smiled. "I only sat here for a short period of time during the first year of high school. Later on, I was pulled by you for a long time. I've already been transferred to another place, but you still remember it?"
"I remember it. If you didn't run away, I would have pulled your braid bald and let you have a taste of being bald."
"Are you willing to do that?" Qin Yuhan said with a smile.
Li Dong laughed and said, "I'm not willing to, but maybe I can get a girlfriend."
"You wish!"
Qin Yuhan said contemptuously. She ignored the dust on the bench and sat in front of Li Dong.
Li Dong looked at her and said after a while, "Don't let your hair down. Tie it up, ponytail … Forget it, I'll help you. Don't move."
As expected, Qin Yuhan didn't move and let Li Dong braid her hair.
After a while, Li Dong looked at it and said, "Well, it's the same as before. My skill is good, right?"
Qin Yuhan chuckled. "I don't know. Anyway, I can't see it, but it feels good."
"It's definitely good. If you don't believe me, you can go back and look in the mirror."
"As long as you say it's good." Qin Yuhan showed her snow-white teeth and said with a smile, "Do you want to pull it again so that you can remember it better?"
"That's what I want!"
Qin Yuhan laughed and turned around. Her back was facing Li Dong, and her ponytail was raised high.
Li Dong reached out and stroked it. His eyes were a little complicated, a little confused, a little unbearable, but most of it was guilt.
It went on for a long time. Qin Yuhan didn't turn her head.
She let Li Dong stroke her hair. Unknowingly, there was a faint sound of sobbing in the classroom.
Li Dong's throat was a little dry. He said in a slightly hoarse voice, "Why are you crying?"
"No, I never cry … Really, I don't like to cry since I was a child. If you don't believe me, ask my mother. She knows …"
"I know. Don't cry. You won't look good if you cry."
Qin Yuhan's body trembled slightly. After a long time, she wiped her cheeks and smiled with her back facing Li Dong. "Who's crying? You're the one who's crying! We've known each other for ten years, a whole ten years. Including the beginning and the end, it's been eleven years. Tell me, when have I ever cried? "
Li Dong was silent.
Qin Yuhan said again, "We've played what we wanted to play and seen what we wanted to see. This is the place where we got to know each other. Ten years can be considered a reincarnation.
It's good to have a beginning and an end.
"A long time ago, I wondered if there would be such a day …
"I used to think that when that day comes, I won't be sad or upset.
"I can swing my ponytail proudly and tell you with a cold snort and disdain that I have a better choice besides you …
"But …
"But … but why, why do I feel so sad …"
The low sobbing echoed in the classroom. Qin Yuhan's body trembled even more violently.
Li Dong gently stroked her back and did not speak for a long time.
He could be a rascal with Yuan Xue, he could be a rascal with Shen Qian, but he did not want to be a rascal with Qin Yuhan.
Even though he kept telling himself that he could always be a rascal.
After a long time, Li Dong said softly, "I don't want to let go."
Qin Yuhan was silent and did not speak.
"It's hard for me to tell who I love the most, but I know that you're different …
"Many years later, I've forgotten others, but I can never forget you.
"I don't know what others are doing, I don't remember where they are, but I always remember the bad girl who laughed and called me 'bald bird'. Her laughter was very naughty, very naughty …
"She went to a famous school, and I went to a third-rate university.
"She had a good job that others envied, and I had to crawl in the crowd, but I didn't even have a foothold.
"She was always the focus of everyone, but I was as low as a mouse.
"In the dead of night, I often thought of her, but in the end, I understood that we were worlds apart.
"But one day, I suddenly realized that I also had the right to love, the right to pursue. At that time, I didn't care about anything else.
"I couldn't tell if it was love or obsession, but I knew that this girl belonged to me!
"She belongs to me, Li Dong!
"I didn't want, and I was unwilling, to let her fall into someone else's arms." I thought that I would give her everything, give her everything, give her everything, give her everything …
"This thought, for a long time, maintained in my heart.
"I always felt that I wouldn't change this thought, and I wouldn't change this thought …
"But one day, I suddenly realized that I couldn't hold on anymore …
"Another woman appeared. In the years when you weren't by my side, she quietly sacrificed, quietly persevered." I was suddenly afraid.
"I was afraid that I would change my original intention, I was afraid that I would forget the girl who haunted my dreams.
"But I still told myself that it was all an illusion. Why did she like me?
"I have money!
"I have the ability!
"If I didn't have money and ability, would she still like me?
"But when I thought about it, if I was f * cking useless, only a ghost would like me!
"If I really didn't have money, ability, or status, why should I like others, love others, and pursue others?
"Even I felt that way. Why should I think that just because I have money and ability, others should sacrifice for me?
"Four years, more than a thousand days and nights. For the first two years, I still remembered my original intention, and I still remembered my love.
"But in the last two years, I gradually realized that I seemed to have changed.
"Until one day, someone told me that she was in her thirties, an old woman in her thirties. She actually spent the most glorious four years of her life with me, a man who didn't make any promises!
"Did she love money?
"Or the right to love?
"It was a ridiculous thought, even I didn't believe it.
"Of course, these weren't the reasons why I changed my original intention. Even if she was in her thirties, it had nothing to do with me. My obsession was still there.
"But one day, I jokingly told her that she had white hair, just one …
"With just that sentence, she suddenly panicked. I had never seen her so panicked before. I was really just joking.
"But even I was frightened by her panic.
"After the shock, there was endless unease, endless guilt, and endless self-blame …
My stubbornness collapsed at this moment.
"Really, not long ago, not long ago, you were even about to graduate and come back …
"I even thought that when you graduated, I would give you a grand ceremony. I wanted the whole world to know that you were mine!
"But at that moment, I decided to go back on my word …"
Li Dong's voice echoed in the classroom, and the choking sound gradually dissipated.
After a long time, Qin Yuhan whispered, "Not because of something else?"
Li Dong sighed softly. "Something else? Do you think so?
"Now, I can't wait to stay away from politics, to stay away from troubles.
"To be honest, if I was just using her, I would have kicked her away long ago. At this moment, she has no value to me.
"Kicking her away is a way to protect myself.
"The so-called threats, the so-called intimidation, are all a joke.
"Her mother might think so, but her mother doesn't understand. If I kicked her away, I would get more resources, more connections, and more people would think highly of me.
"It's not just sympathy. I don't want to lie to you. I love her. Otherwise, a cold-blooded person like me wouldn't choose to do this."
"What about me?"
"Obsession and love."
"Don't you think it's ironic?"
Li Dong said softly, "It is ironic. I often ridicule myself. Why should a man talk about love? At this point, don't you find it disgusting to talk about love? Disgusting is disgusting, but love is still love. If I don't love, I will let go. "
Qin Yuhan fell silent.
The classroom was very quiet. The whole world was quiet.
After some time, Qin Yuhan asked again, "Where does the obsession come from?"
Li Dong exhaled, "Maybe it's a dream. Some things can't be explained clearly."
Qin Yuhan stopped asking about this. She turned her head and looked at him for a while. She looked straight into Li Dong's eyes and said with tears in her smile, "In other words, I lost to her only because she's old?"
Li Dong smiled bitterly and said softly, "It's not old. I always feel that if she hears this word, she will go crazy. It's the age gap."
"Then I'd rather be ten years older!"
Qin Yuhan laughed at herself. After a while, she continued, "How to deal with me?"
Li Dong didn't say anything.
Qin Yuhan nodded and smiled, "I think I understand. Your so-called obsession of not letting go has already told me. But why should I agree to it? "
Li Dong licked his lips and said gloomily, "Because if I don't agree, I won't let go!"
"Because you have money?" Qin Yuhan sneered.
Li Dong shook his head, "It's not because I have money, but because I have money, I can do it.
Even if I don't have money, I will do it. Of course, whether I can do it or not is one thing.
For example, in the past, I thought that you have to be single for the rest of your life. I even fantasized that if you get married, I will make a scene at your wedding …
Even if I just think about it, I can't do it.
But these are my true thoughts, because I don't want to.
It's just that I couldn't do it in the past. I can do it now. This is a difference in execution, not a change in thinking. "
"You are very domineering … as always." Qin Yuhan concluded.
Li Dong nodded and didn't deny it, "I admit that I am domineering because I have the qualifications now. Even if it makes you think that I am selfish, cold-blooded, and scum, I still want to say that you are mine. But I still want to say that you are mine, and I will not give you to anyone! Even if I die, I want to see you die with me and be buried together, not with someone else! Maybe I will let you go when that day comes, but not now. Because the young me doesn't want to see this scene, and I don't want to see this scene. I will go crazy. "
"So what if you go crazy?"
Li Dong mumbled, "You might be single for the rest of your life because I killed all the men who approached you …"
Qin Yuhan laughed angrily, "The evaluation you gave yourself is very accurate. Selfish, cold-blooded, and heartless!"
Li Dong said embarrassedly, "You can add scum to the list. It's fine even if you are more vicious. I think I can bear it."
"I have never seen anyone as despicable as you!" Qin Yuhan gritted her teeth.
Li Dong nodded in agreement, "I admit it. So you are ultimately mine, and you can only be mine. I don't want to regret it for the rest of my life. I can't go against my conscience and wish you happiness. If I can do it, I won't be a despicable person, but a saint. "
"You …"
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