Song Qingshu swallowed with difficulty. Although he really wanted to see her take it off, his rationality won out. "Bijun, what are you doing?"
Shen Bijun bit her lips and said in a small voice, "Brother Song, I can't repay your kindness. I can only …"
Song Qingshu stopped her. "Bijun, you're being too serious. I only helped you out of morality. I didn't want to take advantage of you. You don't have to be like this."
Shen Bijun raised her head and her voice became a bit more insistent. "I still need to take revenge for my parents and the entire Shen family, but I don't have the strength to even truss a chicken. No matter how I think about it, besides Big Brother Song, there is no one else in this world that can help me take revenge. But Big Brother Song, you have already helped me so much. I don't have the face to ask you again, so I can only … can only …"
Song QingShu sighed and waved his hand, sucking a blanket into his hand. He walked over and draped it over his body, covering his dazzling white skin. "Bijun, I really don't understand. With your knowledge and intelligence, why would you do such a simple and crude thing? You could've been less direct. With your beauty and temperament, it wouldn't have been difficult for me to fall in love with you. Are you afraid that I won't avenge you then? Doing this … will only make you look worse. "
Shen Bijun smiled sadly. "How could I not know that? In fact, I've been suffering in my heart these past few days as well. I originally wanted to do what you said, but no matter how I thought about it, I couldn't use you like this. It was better to just give you a clear price from the start and make a fair deal."
"You're not a commodity. How can you give me a clear price?" Song Qingshu's voice contained a trace of pity, especially after hearing her struggle. He could imagine what kind of suffering she had to go through.
"Right now, I'm afraid I'm not even comparable to a commodity." Shen Bijun's eyes turned red.
"If there really was such a beautiful commodity in the world, I'm afraid all the men in the world would go crazy for it." Song Qingshu sighed.
"Beautiful?" Shen Bijun's tears fell uncontrollably. "If I was truly beautiful, I wouldn't have been abandoned by Brother Song. Right now, I feel like I'm not even as good as those brothel girls I usually look down on."
Song Qingshu finally realized that his rejection might have hurt her. Thinking about it, she was a stunning beauty who grew up under all kinds of halos and was pursued by thousands of men. In the end, she took the initiative to undress a man, only to be rejected. This kind of blow to her confidence was devastating, and it might even make her feel a great humiliation.
Sometimes, a woman's logic was so strange. She would not be glad that she had kept her chastity, but would cry because she was not attractive enough.
Song Qingshu had a headache. He was a soft-hearted person and didn't want to hurt anyone, let alone a woman making such a sacrifice.
"Don't cry. Let me talk to you." Song Qingshu carried Shen Bijun and placed her on the bed. Then, he gently covered her with a blanket before leaning against the side of the bed and sitting down.
"I think I'm a bad woman." Shen Bijun's perfect face had a trace of sadness.
"If you really were a bad woman, you would have pretended to fall in love with me and then used our love to make me help you get revenge." Song Qingshu used his finger to gently wipe away the tears on her face. "But you didn't. I admire that very much."
"How could you admire a woman like me?" Shen Bijun clearly didn't believe him.
Song Qingshu shook his head. "In my heart, no matter how high or low one's status is, no matter how strong or weak one's martial arts are, everyone is equal. You didn't turn evil even in this kind of situation. You weren't like many women in history who used their beauty to put on a white lotus on the surface, but your heart was darker than ink. I admire your pure heart. In my eyes, it is crystal clear and even more beautiful than your appearance."
Feeling the sincerity in his voice, Shen Bijun finally stopped crying and smiled. "It seems that Brother Song really doesn't like my appearance."
Song Qingshu almost choked. "If there is a man in this world who doesn't like Bijun's appearance, then he is either blind or stupid."
"Then what is Brother Song's situation?" Shen Bijun looked at him quietly. Her eyes were still watery from crying, but they were even brighter than usual.
Song Qingshu didn't know what to say. After a long time, he reluctantly came up with an answer. "Maybe I am the reincarnation of Liu Xiahui."
"The Liu Xiahui who doesn't panic even when he's in love?" Shen Bijun's expression became strange. "A few days ago, when Brother Song taught me how to ride a horse, he wasn't as obedient as the rumors say."
Thinking of his body's uncontrollable reaction at that time, Song Qingshu was embarrassed. However, after experiencing so much, the embarrassment only lasted for a moment. He quickly smiled. "Doesn't that prove Bijun's charm even more? After all, words can be faked, but body reactions can't. Even a gentleman like me almost couldn't control myself. It shows how attractive you are."
She had never heard such blatant praise before, but Shen Bijun didn't feel disgusted. Instead, she felt a sense of novelty.
"But today, you mercilessly refused me." Shen Bijun's mood had improved, and she couldn't help but snort. Her voice was filled with indignation.
Song Qingshu laughed. "Do you really want to be bullied by me that much? If that's the case, then I'll do as you wish."
"Ah!" Shen Bijun let out a startled cry and hastily shrank back. Just now, she had given herself to him with a sense of sacrifice, but after such a long time, that indescribable courage had long since disappeared. Now, she was even more embarrassed than usual.
Song Qingshu was just trying to scare her. He naturally wouldn't do anything. He stood up and prepared to leave. "Rest well. If you need anything, call me. I'll be next door."
Unexpectedly, Shen Bijun thought that her refusal had hurt him. She quickly said, "Actually, you don't have to leave."
"Oh?" Song QingShu turned around and looked at her with a playful expression.
Shen Bijun's face turned red. She quickly added, "You can stay and rest, but you're not allowed to do anything else."
Song Qingshu laughed. His laughter caused Shen Bijun to feel extremely uneasy. She originally thought that he would refuse again, but she only heard him say, "Okay."
This time, it was Shen Bijun's turn to be dumbfounded. She had indeed prepared herself, but now she didn't know how to respond.
Song Qingshu directly jumped onto the bed and smiled. "Do you want to sleep now or chat a little longer?" The girl had already done so much, inviting him over and over again. If he still refused, he was worried that he would anger Shen Bijun. If a woman's pride was hurt too badly, it was very easy for her to go to extremes and turn love into hate.
Although Song Qingshu temporarily didn't want to have any more love affairs, he also didn't want to have another woman who hated him. He didn't want to repeat the mistakes of Li Xunhuan and Lin Xian`er. More importantly, he didn't want to see the pure and kind Shen Bijun turn evil because of him.
"Let's chat," Shen Bijun replied with a red face. How could she say that she was going to sleep?
Her answer was within Song Qingshu's expectations. Sensing her nervousness, he took the initiative to find a topic to ease the tension. "Bijun, tell me about your childhood."
"My childhood?" Shen Bijun was a little surprised.
"During this period of time, you've been asking me about the things that happened around me, but I don't know what you've experienced in the past. Isn't that a little too unfair?" Song Qingshu purposely said.
Shen Bijun pursed her lips and smiled. "It's not that I don't want to talk about it. It's just that compared to the storms that Big Brother Song has experienced, my childhood was too ordinary."
Song Qingshu shook his head. "How can the growth of the number one beauty of Jiangnan be ordinary?"
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