Hmm, it's already midnight, and I have something to say.
For me, I haven't fought for monthly votes for the past two years, so the single chapters that I post are usually those that have nothing to do tonight. In fact, I don't have them every night. Sometimes, when inspiration strikes, I can only post a few chapters in a month. Reflecting on such things often doesn't have much effect.
Actually, I've always been a very calm person. I occasionally talk to people about writing, about readers, and that readers are my enemies that I need to take seriously. No one will give me patience just because I'm handsome, cute, or pitiful. At this rate, everyone wants to give up on me. So writing is a very serious game. Readers will want to give up on me for various reasons, and I need to give them a reason to stay. Every time I don't update for a month, I will treat the next chapter even more harshly. If you write a rubbish chapter, then you will lose the last reason to keep the readers.
I always say this to people when I write, but in reality, there are often different things.
This book has been written for seven years, and I never thought it would take so long. In seven years, many readers have read it and left. I think it's normal. I can only choose one direction when it comes to writing. I can only find the peak of my ability and write it out. But there are millions of readers. They choose to leave because they are tired of it, because their thoughts and tastes are different. It's a stupid thing to ask them to stay, because it's impossible. I've said before that I'm very grateful to everyone who has come with me. I'm very grateful to everyone who has read this, but today, I want to say that I'm very grateful to everyone who has read this.
Writing is a lonely thing. Many times, I try to find the commonality in everyone's heart to express something. But there are commonalities, and there are differences. After living for so many years, or reading the current readers, you might be able to tell that my personality is actually not sociable at all. Since young, I've always been a loner. I'd rather see things in this world with my own way of thinking. It's like writing such a lousy book. In the beginning, I wrote about family, love, then Jianghu, then the court, business, war … and so on. Some people find it strange, and along the way, they tell me how to write this and that … I'm a very proud person, and the words I've been suppressing are: When it comes to writing, you guys know nothing.
When I was six, I read a series of revolutionary history books. The war written there was never a military arrangement, but it made people's blood boil. I'm in my thirties, and writing about war is actually the feeling I had when I read it. I've told this story before. Of course, there are many people who say what the mode of war is … But when it comes to writing, you guys …
What I want to say? I thought things through and moved forward. I wrote a book like this because I felt that books should be written like this. I told others that it was a personal choice to stay or not, but … there were still many people who liked this kind of book.
I've been updating intermittently for a long time. This month, I challenge 20 chapters, but what? It's nothing at Qidian, but I'm afraid I still can't challenge it. Today is the 10th chapter. My current writing method is extremely taxing on the brain. I finish at 12, can't sleep at 3, and wake up at 7. I'm swaying. A few days ago, I woke up with a splitting headache. I took a hot bath and vomited. Luckily, I recovered the next day, and the next day, I tipped a million Meng Meng … I'm not saying this to gain sympathy, it's just a work situation. Then … after I updated eight or nine chapters, someone in the book review section said, "This book hasn't been updated for a long time, is it being hyped up?" Well, the effect of updating eight or nine chapters is equivalent to hyping up the book …
Qidian organized a team activity, and the readers happily participated in it. I still haven't figured out what the activity was. Then, there was everyone's gifts. Yesterday, many of my friends in the book group came to gift me. The four guild masters, "Wolf", "Monstrous Sword", "Invikill", "Jian Suyan", and "Waiting for Someone" … But that wasn't what I wanted to thank.
Thank you, everyone, for maintaining your passion for such a book. Thank you, everyone, for being able to accept such a model. Thank you, everyone, for being able to understand them. Thank you, everyone, for not being surprised by the changes in the world. Thank you.
I'm afraid that even a few beautiful words can't hide the boredom and annoyance of updating, but I won't compromise, there's no compromise. I've been writing this book for seven years, and I can only try my best to see the limits of my abilities and do my best. I only hope that one day, when this book is finished, that everyone can see it in its complete form, and remember the feelings when I was catching up with the updates, and find it valuable and interesting.
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