"What are you thinking about!" Chou Yeon glared at him and said angrily, "When I was fighting with Miaodao, I was hit by his palm. Although it was on my back and shoulder blade, the pain had already spread throughout my body along with my nerves. I'm afraid his palm strength is definitely not weaker than Green Ghost's. Last time when I was almost killed by Green Ghost's palm, it was you who saved my life. I'm afraid I still need your help this time. "
Xu Yun's gaze stopped on Chou Yeon's back. After a while, he said helplessly, "Green Ghost and Miaodao are indeed super experts, and Miaodao's strength is indeed above Green Ghost's. However, the reason why Green Ghost's palm strength was able to hurt you was entirely because of the Seven Wounds Palm he practiced. Green Ghost relied on his Seven Wounds Palm to be able to make a name for himself in the underground world. However, Miaodao is different. Although his strength is above Green Ghost's, his martial arts and palm strength are definitely not as good as Green Ghost's. The reason why he can stand on the underground world's expert list is because of the seven inch wide short knife in his hand. "
Just as Chou Yeon was about to put on her clothes, Xu Yun stopped her. For insurance, Xu Yun felt that it was better to take a look. What he said just now was to comfort Chou Yeon and not to have any psychological pressure and burden. These were all small matters, and there was no need to worry too much. Originally, their mental pressure was already great enough. Xu Yun did not want to add more psychological burden to Chou Yeon.
After a careful examination, Xu Yun could conclude that Chou Yeon's palm was not serious, but she would more or less suffer some internal injuries. Anyway, Xu Yun did not lack those elixirs to heal internal injuries. A few of them would be enough to let Chou Yeon recover in a short period of time. These were all small matters.
Ruan Qingshuang, who had just coaxed Guoguo to sleep, was not sleepy. She got up and left the room to find Xu Yun. Hearing Xu Yun and Chou Yeon's voices in the room, Ruan Qingshuang did not knock on the door. She directly opened the door and walked in, wanting to chat with them. But as soon as she came in, she was dumbfounded. When Xu Yun checked Chou Yeon's injuries, Chou Yeon was not wearing a shirt. After experiencing Xu Yun's treatment last time, Chou Yeon no longer had any vigilance in front of Xu Yun, so she did not have so many scruples. She never thought that Ruan Qingshuang would suddenly appear in front of them so late at night. For a moment, the atmosphere in the room was particularly awkward. No one knew how to break this frighteningly quiet atmosphere.
Ruan Qingshuang's mind was blank. She had already forgotten what she was here for. She just said, "Sorry to disturb you." She directly closed the door to Xu Yun's room and turned to leave. Even when she quickly walked to the balcony, her mind was still blank.
The cold winter night wind blew Ruan Qingshuang's thoughts very clearly. She was very clear about what she saw. Although Ruan Qingshuang kept telling herself that if she wanted to like Xu Yun, she should not think about monopolizing him. It was not that she could not see that the other girls around her had special feelings for Xu Yun.
Although some things could not be described with words, everyone was very clear in their hearts. Even though Ruan Qingshuang had prepared for everything, she still could not accept that Xu Yun and Chou Yeon took off their clothes in the room on their first day back … No matter what, everyone's love was selfish. Ruan Qingshuang had done her best to be generous, but she still could not calm down the waves in her heart.
Seeing Ruan Qingshuang close the door and leave, Xu Yun's mind was completely blank. What the hell was this? Even if it was a misunderstanding, how could it be so coincidental? Chou Yeon had put on her clothes within three seconds!
Chou Yeon quickly put on her clothes and did not say anything to Xu Yun. She quickly opened the door and walked out of the room. After seeing Ruan Qingshuang on the balcony, she quickly walked forward. She reached out to close the window and said to Ruan Qingshuang, "Sister Ruan Qingshuang, it's cold at night. Don't catch a cold."
Ruan Qingshuang did not speak. Her eyes were still looking into the distance, empty. Nobody knew what she was thinking.
"It's not what you think. I just wanted Xu Yun to help me check my injuries." Chou Yeon said, "Don't think too much. I know my own identity. I won't have anything to do with Xu Yun. Sister Qingshuang, you are Guoguo's and my benefactor. I will wish you happiness. "
Ruan Qingshuang did not expect Chou Yeon to say such words. She was stunned on the spot. After a while, she came back to her senses. "I don't mean anything else. Chou Yeon, why did you say that? We are a family … I have never thought about your identity. We are all the same. "
Chou Yeon shook her head. "No, Sister Qingshuang. My life was given by Feng Qiansui, which means it belongs to Guoguo. My life is long gone. I am living now to be grateful and repay. I will only use my life to protect Guoguo and love Guoguo. I will not waste it on any man. Even if that man is Xu Yun, I will not. "
"Why?" Ruan Qingshuang said, "Why do you treat yourself like this? Don't you think it is very cruel to yourself? If Guoguo knows that you are only living for her, do you think she will be happy? Guoguo is a kind child. I believe that she will not want the people she cares about to have such a mentality. Everyone has the right to live for themselves! "
Chou Yan didn't say anything. She looked at the brightly lit city outside the window. After a while, she said, "I've never lived for myself since I was young. From the moment I was sold by my parents, I've been living for the sake of survival. When I finally walked out of the threat of death, I began to live for various tasks … In fact, I should have died six years ago, but Feng Qiansui gave me a chance to live. From then on, I began to find that I like this feeling. I like to live for the Feng family. It makes me feel fulfilled. "
"I understand your love for Guoguo. It is not only your feelings for Guoguo, but also your gratitude to the Feng family." Ruan Qingshuang said, "But have you ever thought about Guoguo? If she knows that you are not living for yourself, but for her, she will be very painful."
This sentence was like a needle that pierced Chou Yeon's heart. For the first time, she felt so shocked.
For so many years, Guoguo treated Chou Yeon as her sister. No matter if it was good or bad, happy or sad, Guoguo would share it with her. Unconsciously, Guoguo became the most important part of Chou Yeon's life. Everything Chou Yeon did was for Guoguo to be better.
Guoguo did not know that she had become Chou Yeon's spiritual sustenance. Without Guoguo, Chou Yeon could not even find a reason to live …
At the moment when Xu Yun appeared, Chou Yeon began to realize that her spiritual sustenance was not just Guoguo alone. Occasionally, when she was free, Xu Yun's figure would appear in her mind. This was the first man who walked into her world.
Since forever, Chou Yeon's concept of time, all men in the world were not good. The organization she was in was all about assassinating those heartless rich men. Therefore, in Chou Yeon's eyes, all men were that kind of unfaithful trash.
Xu Yun's appearance changed her concept. She still clearly remembered the first time she met Xu Yun. She also clearly remembered the life-saving elixirs that Xu Yun gave her. She also clearly remembered how Xu Yun helped her use silver needles to force out the blood clots in her body that were injured by Green Ghost.
Of course, Xu Yun was also a normal man. When he saw her body, he would be in a daze and stare blankly. He would even have times when his imagination would run wild. However, in the end, he could use his rationality to control his actions. Xu Yun would be very clear about his purpose in doing anything, and would not be unable to control himself because of his lack of determination.
Everything made Chou Yeon unconsciously change her view of all men in the world because of Xu Yun. Over time, Chou Yeon finally discovered that Xu Yun had a huge influence on her. This influence was definitely not just a little bit.
However, even so, Chou Yeon never asked for anything. She only treated Xu Yun as the person who appeared in her life and could change her path. She never thought of having him. And Xu Yun gave her and Guoguo a chance to survive again and again. Over time, Chou Yeon also regarded Xu Yun as the person who was as important as Guoguo in her life. She could give up everything at any time for Xu Yun and Guoguo, including her own life, and she would never regret it.
Chou Yeon's thoughts drifted far away before she suddenly came back to her senses. She came to enlighten Ruan Qing Shuang, but she did not expect that she would be enlightened by Ruan Qing Shuang.
"Sister Qing Shuang, thank you. You are the only people in my life who really care about me besides Feng Qiansui and Guoguo. " Chou Yeon said, "I have been very vigilant before. I was afraid that you would take away Guoguo and my spiritual sustenance. Now I finally understand that you treat me as a family member. "
Ruan Qing Shuang smiled and said to Chou Yeon, "Silly sister, you are our family. We are a family, a family that will never be separated, really. I only know about your childhood today. I hope you can let go of the past and leave all the unpleasant memories behind. Now, do what you like to do and like the person you like. "
Chou Yeon looked at Ruan Qing Shuang and asked bravely, "Sister Qing Shuang, don't you like Xu Yun very much?"
"Of course I like him." Ruan Qing Shuang did not mean to avoid it at all. "He helped me when I was in trouble. He helped me to give Guoguo a better environment and gave me a foothold. He gave me the courage to live and face difficulties. He changed me and gave me confidence. I have no reason not to like him. "
"Then you … said those things to me …" Chou Yeon did not understand.
Ruan Qing Shuang said generously, "Who said that I can't let others like what I like? You like Guoguo, so do I. I like Xu Yun, so why can't you like him? It's not like he's my personal possession. Not only you, there are many people who like Xu Yun. You know that Wan 'er, Tang Jiu, all of them like Xu Yun. Although the relationship between men and women is selfish, I have no right to stop others from liking Xu Yun because of my selfishness. None of us have the right, do we? "
Chou Yeon did not expect Ruan Qing Shuang to be such an open-minded person. For the first time, she smiled at Ruan Qing Shuang from the bottom of her heart. She had only smiled at three people before: Feng Qiansui, Guoguo, and Xu Yun. Ruan Qing Shuang was the fourth.
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