Jiuqian Xiu once again turned his gaze to the window, looking at the country that he had no chance to appreciate after coming here …
"If Mr. Gu hadn't saved me that time, I'm afraid I wouldn't have had a chance to survive." Jiuqian Xiu shook his head and said, "In fact, that should have been the end of my life … It's just that Mr. Gu helped me before the real ruthless character arrived."
Gu Qiya understood that Jiuqian Xiu's encounter was also a big trouble.
Jiuqian Xiu blamed himself, "Mr. Gu asked me who I had provoked. I didn't dare to admit it because I was worried that he would kick me out if he knew that the person who caused me trouble was Zuo Lengyue. No one is willing to take this risk, so I lied to him and said that I didn't know why those people were causing me trouble."
Gu Qiya didn't speak again. In fact, she was really scared when she thought about it now.
Jiuqian Xiu, who had never said these words, really felt a lot of guilt in his heart.
"I stayed in your Gu Family because of my selfishness." Jiuqian Xiu said, "I knew that once I went out, I would definitely die."
Lin Ge also heard some of the serious consequences, "But if you stayed in Miss Gu's house, you would bring danger to the Gu Family. This is really too much."
Jiuqian Xiu lowered his head in shame, "Yes, when I stayed in the Gu Family, I would only bring danger to the Gu Family. But … but I did it for myself … "
"Don't mention the past anymore." Gu Qiya said, "Anyway, we didn't encounter any trouble."
Xu Yun thought to himself that if something had really happened to him, everything would have been different now.
"God cares for Mr. Gu." Jiuqian Xiu said, "He can do so many good things for the Chinese abroad, take care of so many Chinese people, and give so many people a chance to live in this world. Therefore, God cares for him and doesn't let the tragedy happen …"
"You knew the consequences at the beginning." Xu Yun said, "You didn't say anything even when you left?"
Jiuqian Xiu nodded, "Yes …"
Gu Qiya had been silent all the time. Jiuqian Xiu's behavior was more or less "biting the hand that feeds you." Once the empress really found out about the Gu Family, it was impossible for the Gu Family to compete with the empress's people with their strength.
No one would be able to remain indifferent when faced with a guy who had almost pushed his entire family into the abyss.
"I know I was wrong …" Jiuqian Xiu said to Gu Qiya, "Everything I did seriously threatened your Gu Family."
"It doesn't matter. It's already in the past. "Gu Qiya's magnanimity was already rare for her to say such words.
Xu Yun caught a detail. "Since you wanted to get rid of everything, why did you send Mr. Gu a postcard and tell him where you were?"
If not for this, Gu Qiya would not have brought Xu Yun and Lin Ge to this place to find him.
When Gu Qiya heard Xu Yun's words, she couldn't help but be stunned.
"Because I regret … I regret bringing trouble to them. They helped me, but I left the danger to the Gu family. I know I'm not human." Jiuqian Xiu said, "I'm worried that the Empress will find out about the Gu Family because of me sooner or later … So, I decided to tell Mr. Gu my address."
Xu Yun nodded. Gu Qiya bowed her head again and was silent.
"You still have a conscience." Lin Ge said, "Your conscience must have been tormented. You feel that it's too inhumane. You've let Mr. Gu down, right?"
Jiuqian Xiu did not answer. His gaze was still outside the car window.
"You're smart to do this." Xu Yun said faintly, "Leave Mr. Gu a message about you. If the Empress's trouble really finds him, he still has a chance."
Jiuqian Xiu did not speak. It was a tacit agreement.
After a long pause, he spoke again, "If the Empress really finds the Gu Family, I hope Mr. Gu will tell the Empress's people about me. Maybe this can set him free."
"My father is not a person who will betray his friends." Gu Qiya said, "Although we helped you, you also helped us. We're even … You are a friend in my father's eyes. As long as you are a friend, my father will not betray you."
"It's because of this that I've been suffering all these years." Jiuqian Xiu sighed, "I'm especially worried that this kind of thing will happen. The longer it takes, the older I get, the more I'm afraid of bringing disaster to you."
Lin Ge wanted to say that this was called self-inflicted evil, but he did not say it.
"If I hadn't seen you, I wouldn't have known if you were all right." Jiuqian Xiu said, "I didn't dare to inquire about it. I didn't want to know anything. In this way, I could tell myself that you are all fine. I thought I could be comforted and relieved this way."
This person who hovered on the edge of morality must have lived a painful life.
"This is why you don't want to see Mr. Gu, right?" Xu Yun asked.
Jiuqian Xiu thought for a long time and nodded, "Yes … I don't have the face to see Mr. Gu at all. Why should I see Mr. Gu? The things I've done over the years … What qualifications do I have to see Mr. Gu? "
"You really don't have the qualifications to see Mr. Gu." Lin Ge had always been very straightforward, "If it were me, I wouldn't have the face to see him."
Jiuqian Xiu smiled bitterly, "It's enough for me to know that Mr. Gu is in good health … This may be the greatest comfort in my heart."
Gu Qiya glanced at Jiuqian Xiu, "Have you always done things like this?"
Jiuqian Xiu heard the blame in Gu Qiya's voice. She had the right to point at him. She even said that he would rather hear the Gu Family's people blame him than the Gu Family's politeness to him.
"I'm sorry." Jiuqian Xiu said, "I've done too many of these things in my life. I'm not worthy of being a human being."
Xu Yun did not know Jiuqian Xiu's growth and living environment, so he did not have much conclusion about Jiuqian Xiu. Perhaps no one could get rid of this personality after growing up in Jiuqian Xiu's environment.
They could only say that Jiuqian Xiu's personality had problems.
Only people with personality flaws and problems would do such a thing.
But Jiuqian Xiu was conflicted. He also knew that everything he did was so disdainful. What was terrible was that he had no way to correct it in the face of all this. He knew that it was wrong to do so, but he still chose to do things like that for his own benefit.
This was probably something that could never be changed.
"A lot of things can't be solved with just an apology." Jiuqian Xiu said, "I know that I have no way to make up for the wrong things I have done, so … so I'm also very conflicted, very conflicted, and very overwhelmed."
Xu Yun said, "In fact, you can let go of everything now. It's been so many years. I think … even Zuo Lengyue won't pursue it anymore."
"You said that because you don't know Zuo Lengyue." Jiuqian Xiu said, "She will never let me go. Even … as long as she has the chance to know what the Gu Family has done, she will not forgive the Gu Family … I'm really afraid. I'm afraid that the Gu Family will be in trouble because of me."
Xu Yun said faintly, "I can't say what will happen to you, but I can guarantee that the Gu Family will be fine. I won't let Mr. Gu have this trouble. You can rest assured about this."
Jiuqian Xiu shook his head, "You haven't seen Zuo Lengyue. You don't know her at all … She won't …"
"It's been so many years. People will always change. Haven't you changed, too? "Xu Yun said," Zuo Lengyue will change as well. And, why do you assert that I haven't seen her, and why do you assert that I don't know her? "
Jiuqian Xiu's expression was extremely surprised, "You … have you seen Zuo Lengyue?"
"Of course." Xu Yun said silently, "Otherwise, why would I dare to make these guarantees in front of Gu Qiya?"
Jiuqian Xiu was so shocked that he couldn't say a word. He couldn't understand it. Zuo Lengyue was so jealous. Facing the child of Xu Chen and Yun Liuyan, she actually … This, this is too incredible!
Although Jiuqian Xiu didn't say anything, Xu Yun could guess what he was thinking in his heart.
"There is a saying, love me, love my dog." Xu Yun said, "Maybe she doesn't like my mother, but I am not only my mother's child, but also my father's … Maybe in her heart, I am my father's successor. She won't do anything to me."
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