Facing this powerful aura, Qi Qingzhu found it difficult to even breathe for a moment. Feng Wuyin's powerful aura made him completely shut his mouth.
"I've been looking for you for more than ten years, but I've never touched you." Feng Wuyin said, "I always thought that you had come to your senses and spent the rest of your life regretting it. You should have mourned her and begged for the forgiveness of those innocent souls in the Sea Wind Pavilion … but you didn't do anything! After so many years, you didn't repent at all! "
"I did … I really did, but what can my repentance change?" Qi Qingzhu looked at Feng Wuyin in confusion. "My repentance can't change the current situation at all!"
What should have happened had happened. All of this could not be changed. Time and space could not be reversed, and time could not be reversed.
What had happened could never be changed by anyone, and the dead could never come back to life.
What was the point of all of this?! Qi Qingzhu didn't know what his repentance could change. His repentance was meaningless to reality!
This was a situation that could never be changed. All of this would be Qi Qingzhu's humiliation. All of this would be something that Qi Qingzhu would never dare to remember in his life.
He knew that he would never be able to change all of this. Why should he repent? Why should he force himself to accept a truth that he couldn't accept?!
No, Qi Qingzhu didn't want to accept it. He would never be able to accept the truth.
Although he knew in his heart that all of this was his fault, he still didn't dare to admit it!
He couldn't let himself admit all of this. All of this was an incomparably painful torture to him!
Sometimes, he really wondered why he didn't die back then. If he had died, he wouldn't have to accept the punishment now.
After so many years, although Qi Qingzhu didn't admit his mistake, how could he not know in his heart that he was wrong!
He was completely wrong!
He was completely wrong. He was so wrong that he had no chance to redeem himself!
So many lives were lost in the Sea Breeze Pavilion because of his impulsive actions! What made Qi Qingzhu even more vexed was the trust that the pavilion master of the Sea Wind Pavilion had in him …
Even at the moment of his death, he firmly believed that it wasn't him, Qi Qingzhu, who poisoned him!
At that time, the entire world knew that only he, the Five Poisons Walker, Qi Qingzhu, could take out a poison that could kill a hundred people at the same time!
Everything was because of her. She was the one who made him lose his rationality!
She was the one who made him crazy, who made him completely disregard the consequences!
He had never thought about the consequences of what he had done. He had never thought that he would cause such a change in the entire underground world!
He was just willfully following his heart and doing things that he shouldn't have done. Everything that happened was so unreasonable!
By the time Feng Wuyin found out the truth, it was already too late. Back then, in order to avoid Feng Wuyin's questioning, Qi Qingzhu had no choice but to hide. In order to avoid Feng Wuyin's questioning, he even chose to wash his hands in a gold basin and never asked about anything in the underground world again.
Of course, at that time, she would no longer be alive, and Qi Qingzhu would no longer have any attachments.
All of these things were clearly connected. If it wasn't for her tragic death, if it wasn't for the Sea Breeze Pavilion's unexpected interference, if it wasn't for the fact that she was being used by someone else to cause an eternal injustice.
There wouldn't be today's situation.
And if Qi Qingzhu had the same mentality back then as he did now, he wouldn't have been so easily used by others to do such a heaven-defying thing.
All of this happened like a butterfly effect. No one could stop all of this from happening. No one could change all of this from happening.
Even Feng Wuyin, who had become a legend in the entire underground world back then, couldn't stop all of this from happening.
There was no way to change all of this that had already happened.
"Although repentance can't change what has already happened, it can comfort the souls of the deceased in heaven." Feng Wuyin said, "Isn't this worthy of your repentance?"
Qi Qingzhu was expressionless. He didn't know what he should say.
But to him, other than her, no one else was worthy of his repentance.
Even if those people had died in vain because of her, he had never felt that anyone was worthy of his repentance. He had always thought so, and he had always done so.
In Qi Qingzhu's heart, there was only one person in the world who was worthy of his repentance.
And that person had died and taken everything away from him. He didn't even have the meaning of his own life, so how could he repent for others?
"It's not worth it. Other than her, no one else is worth my repentance. No one else is worth my mourning." Qi Qingzhu said, "No matter who is standing in front of me today, no matter when someone asks me this question, I will give the same answer."
Feng Wuyin finally realized how hopeless Qi Qingzhu was.
"In your eyes, only she is important, but you have forgotten that to her, all the innocent people in the world are equally important." Feng Wuyin let out a long sigh. "I really don't know how her soul in heaven will feel when she hears your words!"
"Don't try to bewitch me with your lies!" Qi Qingzhu said angrily, "I won't listen to any of your nonsense! She believes in me. She can understand everything I've done for her! "
Feng Wuyin snorted. "You really know how to find comfort for yourself …"
"No! This is the truth! She can see everything I've done for her! "Qi Qingzhu said firmly.
"I believe she can see it." Feng Wuyin said, "But have you ever thought that she can also see those useless souls in the Sea Wind Pavilion! Do you think she can really be at ease because of your heart?! "
"Shut up!!!" Qi Qingzhu knew that he was wrong. He knew very well what he had done wrong.
However, he couldn't let himself admit it. Once he admitted it, it would mean that he had to bear more things that he didn't have to bear.
Qi Qingzhu would never allow his heart to be shaken. What he had decided on was right. No one could change it!
Even if it was Feng Wuyin, he wouldn't admit that he was wrong!
"You know very well that all of this is your fault. Otherwise, you wouldn't be so hysterical. " Feng Wuyin said, "Qi Qingzhu, if you don't admit and face all of this, you won't be able to let it go for the rest of your life. Even if you die, you won't be able to face her! Have you ever thought about it! "
"No! I have a clear conscience! "Qi Qingzhu said," I have the face to face her in the netherworld! I do! "
"You don't!" Feng Wuyin mercilessly denied Qi Qingzhu's thoughts.
Qi Qingzhu widened his eyes and glared at Feng Wuyin angrily and hatefully. This was probably the only person in the world who would stand in front of him and say such words!
If it weren't for Feng Wuyin, he would never have to listen to these useless words!
His heart had always been so firm. He firmly believed in all of this. He firmly believed that everything he did was for her.
"In the netherworld, behind her are hundreds of lives in the Sea Wind Pavilion!" Feng Wuyin questioned, "What are you going to use to face her?! Tell me!? What are you going to use to face the hundreds of lives in the Sea Wind Pavilion?! "
"I don't need to face them! I only need to face her! Why are you forcing me! Why?! "Qi Qingzhu was really about to break down." I will never face anyone else! Do you understand what I'm saying? I only have to face one person, and that is her! Only her! I only need to face her alone! I only need to face her alone! No matter when or where, it is! "
Feng Wuyin mercilessly tore apart all of this illusion. "Impossible, it will never be possible!"
"Why not!"
"Even in the netherworld, she won't face someone who doesn't dare to admit what he did! Even in the netherworld, she won't admire a man who can't distinguish right from wrong! "Feng Wuyin said," Because she is my sister. No one knows her better than me! Including you! "
Qi Qingzhu was stunned. His mind was blank. Every word of this sentence was like a sharp blade that mercilessly pierced into the weakest part of his heart.
That tearing pain made him unable to bear it. Even though so many years had passed, when he thought of the scene of her tragic death, Qi Qingzhu couldn't support himself!
Xu Yun said slowly, "Who is right and who is wrong is already a thing of the past. Why can't you let it go?"
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