Xu Yun had also encountered selective amnesia before, and it also happened to his own brothers.
Some tragic missions would bring intense stimulation to some special forces members who participated in real missions for the first time. Although it wasn't that serious, it still existed.
Selective amnesia would be eroded by time, and gradually recover bit by bit.
But if something had a great psychological impact on the person with amnesia, it was possible that they would keep forgetting, but this was rare.
In fact, when Xu Yun was on the verge of collapse, he almost selectively forgot some things because of his psychological instincts.
But his heart was too strong, so he couldn't "automatically" use this method to protect himself from the psychological damage.
So this was a normal state with a scientific explanation. Some people, because of a major setback, wanted to forget this matter, then under strong psychological pressure, they would feel that something didn't happen.
Over time, this kind of situation would really cause people to forget about it.
Some people would even fabricate another situation in their minds, hypothetically deceiving themselves. This kind of deception would also make them believe that this was a real situation over time.
In fact, all of this was possible. In essence, it was all out of self-protection. This was a completely different situation from amnesia in medical terms.
Because medical amnesia was generally a disease caused by brain trauma.
The main reason was that the normal integration of consciousness, memory, identity, and environment to the environment was damaged, so it caused more serious problems in life, and these symptoms couldn't be explained by physiological factors. People with amnesia often didn't know who they were, or felt that there were many of them.
Jiang Zixue obviously wasn't like this. She knew who she was, and she knew a lot about herself. She knew her identity and background, but she didn't know her "real" identity and background.
If Xu Yun had to make an explanation and judgment, he would have to make a judgment.
Xu Yun could only say that Jiang Zixue didn't like her previous identity as a member of the Heptagram family. She preferred her own carefree and stress-free life.
So at this time, all the memories she lost were related to the Heptagram family, and she even forgot about this tattoo.
Phew … The probability of this happening was almost minuscule, but Xu Yun still had to admit that it was absolutely possible.
"Is there anything you can't remember?" Xu Yun asked, "Don't you know the meaning of your tattoo? Why are there seven stars? Why are the colors in the middle different? What does it represent? "
Jiang Zixue shook her head blankly. She really didn't know. She had no recollection of the tattoo on her body.
Xu Yun took a deep breath. He believed that he no longer needed to find a doctor. Everything was basically confirmed.
"What do you know?" Jiang Zixue asked, "Why do you seem to know my identity better than I do?"
"Then it's not because of me. It's because of you." Xu Yun said, "I originally wanted to learn more from you, to understand more. Who would have thought that you would be even more clear about your own situation than I am?"
Jiang Zixue shook her head, "Why … Why is it like this?"
Xu Yun was afraid that it was meaningless to ask anything now, "Do you remember how you came back to Hua Xia?"
"I … I took a plane back to Yanjing, and then … Auntie Zuo picked me up and sent me to Qingdao." Jiang Zixue said, "Of course I remember. Of course I know."
"Then why did you come to Hua Xia?" Xu Yun asked, "Who told you to come?"
Jiang Zixue's mind was blank. Her parents' friend sent her on the plane. As for why, she questioned herself over and over again, but she couldn't think of a reason at all.
"Where are your parents? Why didn't they come with you?" Xu Yun asked again.
Jiang Zixue felt a slight headache. The stabbing pain seemed to be caused by her inability to remember anything. She really wanted to know everything, and she wouldn't deny this at all.
"Maybe this is too difficult for you." Xu Yun said, "But if you can figure out these questions, it will be the best for you and for me."
The more Jiang Zixue thought about it, the more headache she felt. Moreover, she had no clue at all.
"What happened to your family before you came to Hua Xia is the most important thing." Xu Yun said, "If you can remember these things, we won't be so passive."
What happened?
When Jiang Zixue wanted to try to think about these questions, her whole head was stung!
This kind of stinging pain even made her unable to help but cry out. Jiang Zixue buried her face in her knees!
She didn't know why she was in so much pain. Just thinking about it made her feel like her whole brain was exploding!
"I really can't take it anymore!" Jiang Zixue said, "Why is it so painful?"
"Stop, I'm afraid you won't be able to figure it out even if you think about it." Xu Yun said, "I can understand how you feel. Your self-protective instinct tells you not to think about those things. "
Jiang Zixue's whole body was in a very bad situation now.
If it was before, when she didn't think about these questions at all, she wouldn't be so uncomfortable.
But now, she really wanted to know what happened. This was different from before when she didn't think about those things at all.
She could no longer accept all of this calmly.
But when she wanted to think about these things clearly, she was completely at a loss in the face of all this.
Even her own subconscious didn't want to think about these things. Why was it like this! Jiang Zixue really couldn't accept this situation.
"Believe me, calm down. Everything will be fine. Everything will be solved." Xu Yun said, "If you insist on thinking about those things now, not only will you not be able to figure it out, but you will only make yourself more painful."
Jiang Zixue didn't believe it, but when she tried to think about what happened before again, that kind of stinging pain pulled her back to reality!
All she could think about was blankness, and the mental pain was more obvious and painful than when she first tried to think about what happened in the past.
"What on earth happened?" Jiang Zixue suddenly realized that she didn't come to Qingdao to pursue her dream of being an actress at all.
Jiang Zixue's so-called dream of being an actress was a situation that she and Zuo Lengyue made up for her together. It was a reason that she created for herself.
All of a sudden, the situation that Jiang Zixue made up was shattered at once.
"I don't want to be an actress at all …" Jiang Zixue said, "I came to Qingdao just because Auntie Zuo wanted me to be by your side. Is that true?"
Xu Yun took a deep breath. Maybe this was the truth, but Jiang Zixue had been deeply immersed in the play at the beginning and put herself in the illusion that she made up.
In this way, she could quickly forget those things that she wanted to forget.
When she completely forgot those things that she wanted to forget, she was deeply immersed in the play and her current role.
However, Xu Yun's words today had once again pulled her back to reality.
Jiang Zixue suddenly came to a realization. She wasn't an actress at all. Everything that had happened was just a part of her imagination. Everything was just a beautiful fairytale that she had created.
So now a new question appeared. Why did she come here on earth?
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