After leaving the laboratory, Xu Yun was still nervous. He tried to distract himself with topics, but his thoughts were constantly pulled back to the laboratory.
However, when he returned to the Dragon's Fury Special Forces and saw Hua Xiaolou again, a piece of news really did divert his attention.
Hua Xiaolou pulled Xu Yun aside and told him, "Boss, you've been gone for many days, but there's been no movement from Sky's Eye. That means that Chang Mo seems to have fallen into a state of despair. I have to send her food three times a week, but her condition doesn't seem to be ideal. The chief said that we can only leave this situation to you. "
Xu Yun seemed to have forgotten about Chang Mo. Yes, now that he thought about it, it had been so long since Sky's Eye incident. No matter who it was, they would have fallen into despair.
"I'm afraid that she won't listen to anyone except you." Hua Xiaolou said, "We can't imprison her like this for the rest of her life. That's too cruel."
Xu Yun nodded. "I should go and talk to her. Do I still need to ask for permission from the chief to see her now?"
"Of course you don't need to." Hua Xiaolou said, "I think you should go and see her quickly. Sometimes, a person's mental state can completely collapse within a day."
Xu Yun also realized the danger of the situation, so he rushed to see Chang Mo.
When Xu Yun opened the door and entered the room alone, Chang Mo's lifeless eyes moved for the first time! It was as if she had suddenly come to life.
"Sorry, I'm a little late." Xu Yun said, "It's long past the time we agreed on … I thought that even if I didn't come back, you would be able to figure it out yourself and adjust your emotions."
Chang Mo stared at Xu Yun for a long time. The first thing she said was, "Have I really been abandoned?"
"I don't think you should think that way. I think you should think that it's not that you've been abandoned, but that you're finally free." Xu Yun: "This is your fortune, not your tragedy. Do you understand what I mean?"
"I don't understand, I don't understand at all! Why is it like this? " Chang Mo said, "I've never thought that I was free. I've never felt so lost. I'm like a child forgotten by my father, an abandoned child … Do you understand how I feel?"
Xu Yun: "I told you that you're just his chess piece, but you didn't believe me. You didn't take anything I said seriously."
"But this is the truth. I was abandoned. I'm not a chess piece!" Chang Mo said.
"Alright, you're not a chess piece. Then what should you do? What should you do?" Xu Yun said, "No one has come to save you. It's been so long, and no one has come. I can tell you that they haven't found the place yet. Will you feel better?"
"No … I won't … I won't be comforted." Chang Mo looked at Xu Yun blankly. "Because I'm sure they can find my location … they can definitely find me …"
"Why?" Xu Yun: "The Dragon Brigade isn't a hidden place, but it's not that easy to find."
Chang Mo's eyes were filled with tears. She reached out and touched the back of her neck. Her lips curled into a smile that no one could understand. There was a tracking chip hidden under her skin.
When her father installed the tracking chip on her, he said it was to ensure her safety. No matter when, if she was in danger, they could find her and save her immediately.
But now? She was really in trouble, but the chip didn't work.
It had been so long, and no one had come to save her. She didn't know what had happened. But she was sure that her father knew where he was, and her brothers knew where she was. But why didn't anyone come to save her?
What were they thinking? What were they doing … Other than saying that she was abandoned, how else could she explain it? There was no reason to explain it.
So far, Chang Mo only knew that the chip could pinpoint her location. No matter where she went, her father would easily find her. This chip wasn't a chip that could save her from the abyss of suffering. It was just a chip that could monitor her movements.
It was really that simple … it really had only one use. It had nothing to do with anything else.
"I know. I've been abandoned." Chang Mo said. "But why? I didn't do anything. I didn't betray anyone … why was I abandoned?"
"People won't be abandoned. Only chess pieces are abandoned. "Xu Yun's words hit the nail on the head.
That's right. Only chess pieces would be abandoned. No one would be abandoned.
Chang Mo smiled bitterly. "I'm just a pawn in the end. I'm just an abandoned person. Back then, I wasn't saved. I was just caught in a dragon's pond and thrown into another tiger's den. Is that right?"
"It seems that you've figured everything out." Xu Yun said. "That's true. Some things are even worse than you think. But you've walked out. As long as you can figure everything out, you've walked out. "
"So what if I've walked out? Where can I go after walking out … "Chang Mo said." Everything I have is there. Once I walked out, I had no hope of living. "
Xu Yun shook his head. "Since you've walked out, why can't you think about it? Sometimes, people will build their own happiness on the basis of other people's pain. Your pain is built on other people's happiness. "
"I've been used all this time?" Chang Mo smiled bitterly. "But I still don't want to admit that I've been used … why? Why do I have to be like this?"
"You should let go." Xu Yun took a deep breath. "It's been so long. You should heal your wounds."
Chang Mo shook his head. "I suddenly feel that I shouldn't be living in this world. Living in this world seems to be a mistake."
"If you commit suicide now, then everything you've figured out will be meaningless." Xu Yun said. "If you've figured out everything, then you should be reborn. You shouldn't fall into confusion. Otherwise, why do you want to see everything clearly? "
Chang Mo was silent for a while. "Then tell me, can I really walk out? Do I really have a chance to walk out? "
"Of course you have a chance." Xu Yun said. "Not only do you have a chance to walk out, the chance is very big. Because you've figured everything out yourself. No one has interfered with you. No one has disturbed your thoughts. No one has affected you. "
Chang Mo smiled bitterly. "Xu Yun, before you came, I was wondering if you were the only one who could make me wake up. Or perhaps, I'll never wake up. But I … "
"What's wrong with you waking up?" Xu Yun said. "That way, you'll be able to understand everything better."
"But I'll be in more pain." Chang Mo said.
"It's better to deal with the pain quickly. Sometimes, things are like this. It's not something you or I can control. " Xu Yun said, "Since you've let nature take its course, then let nature take its course. You've already understood that as long as you're enlightened one day, the source of all your pain will no longer exist."
Chang Mo seemed to have thought things through. "Then how much longer do I need? If this continues, I'm worried that I won't be able to hold on."
"It won't be long." Xu Yun said, "You can come out with me and see the world. See this world that you've never come into contact with. It's not as dark as you think. Other than the darkness, it's also filled with light. "
Chang Mo was silent for a long time before speaking. "Can I really go with you to see this world?"
"Of course." Xu Yun said. "I believe that you'll recover quickly."
"There's something on me that I want to take out." Chang Mo touched the back of his neck again. "A chip. A chip that can report my location at any time …"
Xu Yun sucked in a breath of cold air. No wonder Chang Mo was so disappointed. She had always known that the Heaven's Eye was aware of her location! Her last hope was brought to her by this tracking chip. That was why she was so desperate.
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