"I really don't want you to go." Okubo Chiemi smiled. She felt Xu Yun's embarrassment, but today she really wanted to leave a last memory with this man.
Okubo Chiemi knew very well that if Xu Yun left, it might mean that it would be the last time they would see each other.
Yes, Xu Yun promised her that if she went to Hua Xia, she could find him at any time. He would definitely meet her and accompany her to the places she wanted to go in Hua Xia.
But the current situation seemed to make it impossible for Okubo Chiemi to have the time to relax in Hua Xia in a short time. Everything in the family couldn't leave her. Those promises were imaginary, but reality didn't allow it.
Although she got her innocence back this time, after all, something happened to the family. Okubo Aichi's behavior had a bad impact on the Okubo family. It would take at least three to five years for Chiemi to completely solve this bad impact.
Facing a partner who could cancel their cooperation at any time, Okubo Chiemi would have to invest more energy to maintain it than she had in the past two years. Moreover, after this incident, she believed that the Okubo family would soon give Chiemi a proper status and reputation.
The others would definitely compromise, and after that, Okubo Chiemi would really be in a position of power. At that time, how could she have time to see Xu Yun?
Therefore, this separation could last for three to five years if it was short, or a lifetime if it was long. After all, Xu Yun had his own career and his own things to deal with. Even if he would fulfill his promise to Chiemi, Chiemi didn't want to disturb him when he didn't have time.
There were too many coincidences in the world, and this separation was really hard for Okubo Chiemi.
"The world is so small. There will always be a chance to meet again." Xu Yun smiled. "Maybe I'll come to Dongying again in a few days."
"Liar." Okubo Chiemi said playfully.
Xu Yun smiled slightly. "Yes … this is a bit fake. But even if I really come, I'm afraid you won't have time. Such a big clan will be on your shoulders in the future. Don't you feel that it's especially hard? "
Okubo Chiaki shook her head. "If it was before, I would have found it particularly difficult. But I don't know why, but after I met you, I suddenly felt that it wasn't so hard anymore. "
Xu Yun smiled faintly. He didn't know what to say.
"Why do you think this is?" Okubo asked.
Xu Yun thought for a moment and said, "Maybe it's because … … your heart has grown stronger, right? People will always grow. You have experienced so much in such a short period of time. Naturally, you will grow a lot. Your mind has matured, so … you won't feel tired anymore. "
Okubo Chiemi didn't speak. She looked up at the stars in the sky. Is that so? Had she really become more mature?
She didn't think so. She felt that she was still the Qian Mei she was familiar with. However, she was less cowardly and more unyielding. She dared to do the things that she didn't dare to do in the past because of family ties. She dared to say the things that she didn't dare to say in the past because of family ties.
In the past, she always had a lot of concerns when she wanted to do things. She would think about many things. But now, she didn't have so many concerns. When the guard was confirmed dead, she thought about a lot of things.
A person's life was short, really short. Even if there were no accidents or diseases in one's life, and they were healthy … … it was only a hundred years.
And in this hundred years, the most precious youth was only a moment. If she couldn't do what she wanted at this time, and still had to worry about so many things, then what was the meaning of her life?
Who did she live for? Xu Yun's appearance made Okubo Chiemi understand a problem. She didn't live for her family, nor for her parents, nor for these unreliable brothers and sisters.
She, Okubo Chiemi, wanted to live for herself! To do what she thought was right, to like the person she liked, to leave the madness in her youth, to dare to love and hate to do what she thought was right. Even if no one thought it was right, as long as she thought it was right, she would do it!
Many people said: If we don't go crazy, we'll be old.
Do what you want to do? How many people had this courage? How many people lived for the "normal life in everyone's eyes", not for the pursuit, for happiness, for what they wanted to do?
Those who studied hard every day from childhood to grow up to be civil servants, was this the life they wanted? This was just what everyone thought was normal.
Those who wanted to buy a car but were worried about the price, worried about the feelings of their family, worried about how others looked at them, was this the attitude they wanted?
These were all small examples. Too many people made the right judgment about a matter for the "right thing in other people's eyes", and often couldn't make the right judgment.
"Xu Yun, tell me, should I let go of everything and be the person I want to be?" Okubo Chiemi said.
Xu Yun nodded, "Of course, only when you let go of everything and be the person you want to be, your life will be meaningful. You are more charming and charming. You are you, and no one can replace you. "
"Are you sure you're not saying this to make me happy?" Okubo Chiemi said, "Xu Yun, I want you to remember me. Remember me with your heart. "
"I will." Xu Yun said, "You helped me so much, how can I forget you?"
Without Okubo Chiemi, there would be no Buddha's head to return to China. Xu Yun certainly wouldn't forget this.
"I'm not saying that you will remember me just because of this." Okubo Chiemi said, "I want you to remember me because of me."
After saying this, Okubo Chiemi directly put her body close to Xu Yun. Even in the hot spring, Xu Yun still felt a chill.
After all, he was a man. When some things were placed in front of him, he couldn't refuse. For a woman that Xu Yun himself appreciated, he naturally couldn't refuse.
If this matter was wrong, then Xu Yun shouldn't have been so close to Okubo Chiemi in the first place.
When they were so close in the beginning, today's things were destined to happen. When Okubo Chiemi helped Xu Yun smoothly send away the Buddha's head, when Xu Yun helped Chiemi smoothly solve the problem, everything that happened now was natural.
Sometimes, the feelings between a man and a woman were always inadvertent, and a flash of fire could easily ignite this dry firewood.
The splashing sound of the water in the hot spring was like a catalyst for the feelings between men and women. Everything that should happen happened. Xu Yun didn't know if he would regret it later, but he didn't think so much at this moment.
Just like Okubo Chiemi wanted to be the most authentic version of herself, they were just being the most authentic version of themselves at this moment, moving according to their hearts, that's all.
Perhaps this wasn't a real feeling, but it wasn't that kind of abnormal feeling either.
There was always such a moment in the world, a feeling that was above friendship and below love. No one could explain this kind of thing clearly. Sometimes some people restrained themselves, and sometimes some people didn't. It was that simple.
Chiemi knew that this was the last time she and Xu Yun would have. She wanted to be crazy, as crazy as she could be, without any worries!
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