The busy and complicated work made Xu Yun so relaxed for a long time. The two talked happily for more than two hours. Lin Ge, who went to deal with some private affairs alone, also rushed back after finishing his work. It was getting late, so he sent Matthew back first. Xu Yun and Lin Ge once again set off on the highway back to Qingdao.
On the way, Xu Yun fell asleep. With so many things to worry about, his brain would naturally feel particularly tired. Lin Ge also turned off the car stereo directly so that Xu Yun could sleep more comfortably.
It was early in the morning when they returned to Qingdao. Lin Ge had worked hard all the way. Xu Yun hurriedly asked him to go back and rest. This guy had already lived with Fang Ya. Xu Yun would feel very sorry if he delayed his night.
After Lin Ge left, Xu Yun returned to the suite in the movie hotel that was specially reserved for him. He took a quick shower and directly lay on the bed. His body, which was originally physically and mentally tired, was not sleepy after such a torment. He tossed and turned, but couldn't fall asleep.
Looking at the ceiling of the hotel, Xu Yun somewhat missed the time when he had just moved to the medicinal cuisine restaurant. Although the room was small, it had the taste of home. Since the Hedong International Hotel became the Medicinal Cuisine Hotel, his life was inseparable from the hotel rooms.
However, whether it was the three-star standard room of the Medicinal Cuisine Hotel, the five-star suite of the Shen Jiang Hotel, or the suite of the movie hotel that was as luxurious as the seven-star sailing hotel in Dubai, none of them could be compared with the small room of the medicinal cuisine restaurant.
The room always had a feeling that it was not home. Even if the entire hotel belonged to Xu Yun, he would still feel strange and uncomfortable.
Xu Yun didn't have this feeling before, but now that Lin Ge had moved to live with Fang Ya, Xu Yun's feeling was particularly strong. The feeling of home made Xu Yun feel very envious. He said that he went to talk to Matthew about Yu Jiaqian's plan. Lin Ge didn't go with him. Instead, he looked for a shop that sold donkey rolls in the alleys of Beijing.
Fang Ya loved to eat sweet things, and the Rolling Donkey in Beijing was definitely one of her favorite desserts. Lin Ge heard that there was an old shop in a certain alley, so he spent two hours looking for it today.
Although it was just a simple roll of yellow rice dough with bean paste, after rolling it on top of the soybean flour, the little thing that made Xu Yun feel the feeling of "starting a family and starting a career". She believed that the soft and sticky texture of Rolling Donkey would definitely make their little life even more perfect.
Thinking of this, Xu Yun felt a little guilty. He wasn't as attentive as Lin Ge. He didn't even know what the people who cared about him liked to eat. On the contrary, Ruan Qingshuang would always cook a bowl of calming and nourishing porridge for him when he returned late and didn't sleep.
Bang, bang, bang.
The knocking on the door made Xu Yun startled. Could it be that what he wanted came true? Did Ruan Qingshuang really bring porridge for him? No, Xu Yun quickly denied the thought in his heart. He knew that Ruan Qingshuang was currently in Jibei taking over Zuo Meiyan's job at Sky Entertainment. Zuo Meiyan had already flown to Hong Kong and Macau to attend an event.
Xu Yun got up and opened the door. It was actually Fan Bing. He couldn't help but be startled. After dealing with the matter last time, Fan Bing should have gone to film. How could she still be in the hotel?
"Mr. Xu, you're really back." Fan Bing smiled and looked into the room. "It's so late. I hope I didn't disturb your rest."
Xu Yun shook his head and invited her in. "No, I haven't slept yet."
"Hehe, I couldn't sleep just now. I was looking at the scenery by the window in the guest room when I saw your car arrive." Fan Bing said, "I didn't expect you to be so busy at this time. I didn't want to disturb you, but I really couldn't sleep. I wanted to try my luck and see if you were asleep. "
Xu Yun smiled. "Have you been on the Guqin Island these days?"
"Yes, I haven't left yet after you called me to Qingdao." Fan Bing said, "I was about to leave that day when I received a call from the crew saying that the director is sick. He has a high fever and is taking a few days off to rest. It won't be too late to go back when I receive another call."
"Then you should take the opportunity to rest well." Xu Yun said, "Why don't you sleep early? Aren't you worried about your skin?"
"I am worried." Fan Bing said, "But it's useless to worry. Insomnia isn't something that can be controlled. I want to sleep too, but I can't sleep when I lie in bed and look at the ceiling of the hotel. I really can't sleep."
"Why?"
Fan Bing was slightly stunned. She lowered her head and said, "I don't want to stay in a hotel. It doesn't feel like home … I don't even remember how many times I can stay at 'home' in a year. I always feel like I'm staying in a hotel every day. Other than a hotel, it's just a hotel … I want my own bed, my own quilt, my own sofa … I want to wake up every morning and enjoy the sunshine in front of my window."
Xu Yun couldn't sleep today because of this. They immediately had a common topic. "I don't like to stay in a hotel, either."
"Tsk, don't give me that. You're the boss. You can stay wherever you want. You can even afford the Forbidden City." Fan Bing stuck out her tongue. "I'm different. I stay in a hotel because of work. I have no choice. You can be willful because you have money. We are different. "
Xu Yun smiled bitterly. "We are indeed different. I'm worse off than you. You have a home, but you can't go back because of work. I … I don't even have a home. How can I go back? "
Fan Bing was taken aback. Of course, she had heard about Xu Yun's past. The issue of having a family was definitely a pain in his heart. She felt a little apologetic that she shouldn't have brought it up. She quickly changed the topic. "Then let's start a family. Get married, have a chubby son, and give the people of Sky Entertainment a little prince."
A year ago, Xu Yun was still called a prince in their mouths. Now, he was about to become a king … Time really is a butcher's knife. Xu Yun smiled bitterly.
"It's easy to say. It's not that easy to get married." Xu Yun: "Getting married and having a family means that the responsibility on your shoulders will be heavier. I don't think I have the courage to do that. "
"Marriage phobia!" Fan Bing said affirmatively. "Mr. Xu, if you're afraid of marriage, what about other men? There's no other young and promising company boss like you in all of Hua Xia. You have the looks, the career, and the wealth. Phew … I really don't understand why you're afraid of marriage. "
Xu Yun shook his head. "It's not that I'm afraid of marriage. I just don't think it's easy to bear this responsibility … Like you said, having a child and being a father. Haha … The identity of a father is really too vague in my mind."
Fan Bing was stunned. It seemed that no matter what she said, Mr. Xu's thoughts wouldn't change. "Mr. Xu, actually, being a father isn't difficult. You just have to set an example."
"It's easy to say." Xu Yun: "Do you know how much influence a child's family environment and parents have on a child? Maybe I don't have the right to say it because I don't even remember what my father looks like. However, I have a lot of people around me. Their different personalities are all influenced by their different family environments and parents' personalities. "
"For example?" Fan Bing propped up her chin curiously.
Xu Yun shrugged. "For example, I have a friend whose father loves to drink. When my friend was young, he only had memories of his father getting drunk. Every time his father got drunk, he would be very upset and scared. It's because of this environment that he especially likes to be quiet and not messy. He doesn't even like to make friends with people who like to drink because he hates people who get excited when they drink too much."
Fan Bing nodded. She agreed. She especially hated her father drinking too.
"Now, my friend is already 30 years old, but he still gets upset every time he sees his father drinking." Xu Yun: "This is the influence a father has on his child. Maybe this makes people who like to drink feel that it's not a problem at all. He's already 30 years old, why does he still care about this? Actually, he cares a lot. So this influence is really too big. It's hard to change in a lifetime. "
"So you're afraid that you won't be a good father? So you won't have a family? "Fan Bing asked.
Xu Yun looked at himself up and down. "Yes, I'm quite afraid." After a pause, Xu Yun couldn't help but laugh. "Hahaha, I don't even have a candidate to get married to. It's a bit early to talk about children. I'm really sorry."
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