Chapter 1720
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I like you, and I can accompany you until you grow old. When you grow old, I will die too. We have a lifetime of companionship … just like an ordinary couple in the human world … "
"But, Xijiu, I did not expect you to be the new King Star. When I transformed into Si Chen to accompany you in the Dark Forest, you could see the different colors of the eight peaks and the real starry sky in the Dark Forest … This is something that only the new King Star can do … When I found out about your identity, I was shocked and disappointed. Of course, I was happy for you … but I knew that I had to change my plan. You're the new King Star, so you can't be an ordinary person. Your lifespan will be as long as mine … If I marry you, the hundred years that I'll be with you will be nothing more than a drop in the ocean. You'll witness my passing with your own eyes, and you'll be very sad … And in your long life, there might be a new lover who'll be with you … "
Di Fuyi held her hand and sighed, "Xijiu, I was selfish at that time because you are the only woman that I love in my life, and I want to be the only man in your life … I don't want another man to come into your life after I die … If that is the case, it is better to let go …"
"So, Xijiu, I wanted to give up on you, and I did. I just wanted to protect you as The Lord and let you grow … But, Xijiu, I failed. I wanted to take back my feelings, but I couldn't. I always wanted to see you, and I was jealous when I saw you with Long Siye … Long Siye is a heaven's gift disciple. According to the rules of this world, the four heaven's gift disciples who have reached level nine will die with the fall of the old King Star. In other words, Long Siye and the others will die with me … So, I stopped Long Siye from liking you, and I even thought that you might as well like me instead of Long Siye … "
"Xijiu, I was very conflicted at that time. Logically, I wanted to give up on you, but emotionally, I was looking for all kinds of reasons to be with you. You must have thought that I was crazy and boring …" Di Fuyi paused and stared at her face in his arms. He sighed, "Xijiu, I admit that I was selfish … It was not easy for me to fall in love with someone, and I did not want to let go of him … Coincidentally, you said, 'I don't care if it lasts forever, I only care about what we once had'. I admit that your words made me let go of my worries …"
"I have seen a lot of lovers who have loved each other for life. After a few years of marriage, their love became family, and they lived an ordinary life. Some even became enemies and no longer loved each other. They would part ways before they could grow old together … At that time, I thought that maybe after we got married, we wouldn't be able to find the same feeling again after a few years, and we would break up before I died … So I wanted to selfishly seize the moment, and I began to chase after you … "
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