Chapter 1523
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Gu Xietian looked bitter. "He must have hated me, so he changed his surname to his mother's. However, no matter what his surname is, he is still your brother and my son …"
Gu Xijiu looked at him. "I am not sure about what happened between you and Brother Tiannuo. Why does he hate you?"
Gu Xietian rubbed the space between his eyebrows. "I was possessed back then. In order to anger your mother, I purposely mistreated him … I broke his heart. This child is actually very sensitive … After he went missing, I was filled with regret. I've been thinking about him all these years, wanting to find him …"
Gu Xietian was sitting there. He looked much older than he was eight years ago. He was deep in thought. He seemed to be talking to himself, but at the same time, it seemed like he was talking to Gu Xijiu. "He was very smart when he was young, and I was proud of him. I taught him how to ride a horse and shoot an arrow. Before he was eight years old, he was also very close to me. When I went to war, he hugged my leg and wouldn't let me go … I can only blame myself for being possessed. Not only did I let your mother down, but I also let him down. All these years, I often dreamed of him. In my dreams, he was still the same as when he was young, pulling on my clothes and telling me to be a man … "
Gu Xijiu patted his shoulder and smiled. "Let bygones be bygones. General Gu missed him so much because you don't have a son now. General Gu still has beautiful concubines. You can have a few more children. Maybe you can even have a few younger brothers and sisters. When you have more children, you will forget about the one you love. "
Gu Xietian was speechless.
He did have two concubines, but he only treated them as the mother of his two daughters. He bought another house and did not visit them for many years.
Of course, he did not marry any other concubines. How could he have another child?
The reason why he did this was that he was not interested in sex anymore. Secondly, it was to atone for his sins. Thirdly, it was to punish himself.
If it wasn't for the fact that he couldn't control his lower body, how could so many things have happened? His family was broken.
He smiled bitterly. "Xijiu, I know I am wrong. You don't have to rub salt on my wound anymore. I will not marry again and will not be involved with other women. I only hope that I can see your mother on the Bridge of Helplessness after a hundred years. I want to atone for my sins and ask for her forgiveness … "
Gu Xijiu's eyes flashed as she shook her head. She was not interested in this kind of saying that if they were not fated in this life, they would continue in the next.
The next life was too vague. She only wanted to grasp this life.
Since he had fallen in love with someone in this life, he would naturally do everything possible to fight for them to be together. If they encountered difficulties, they would try to overcome them. In their next lives, they might not even recognize each other after drinking Meng Po's soup! Who would remember the unfulfilled regrets in this life?
She didn't want to have any regrets in this life!
However, she did not want to interfere with the relationship between Gu Xietian and Luo Xinglan.
Luo Xinglan had remarried. Although her second husband had died, it did not mean that she was willing to return to her first husband. Moreover, she had other children by her side. She probably didn't want Gu Xietian to know that she was still alive. What she wanted most was to forget about Gu Xietian.
Therefore, Gu Xijiu did not want to be the peacemaker and mix the two of them together again.
If they were fated to meet again, there would be a day when they would meet again. If they were not fated to meet again, it would be good for them to be on their own.
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