Everyone, I'm sorry, I'm back!
This time, I didn't have the face to be mischievous with everyone, so I seriously wrote a paragraph from the bottom of my heart!
In the past few months, I've been updating every other day and every week, and then the longest time I've ever stopped updating was a month. Now that I'm back, I can only say 'sorry' to everyone!
Originally, I was too embarrassed to explain anything. After all, I stopped updating. No matter how many reasons I gave, it wouldn't be able to appease everyone's anger.
However, I still wanted to give everyone an explanation. The reason why I stopped updating wasn't because I was tired or lazy. In the end, there was only one reason: I got complacent!
This' complacent 'wasn't because I stopped writing, but because I got complacent and regressed.
When I first opened this book, I had countless ideas and jokes. I just wanted to write the story that I wanted to write, and I just wanted everyone to have a good time reading it. I slowly lost my original intention of writing the story that I wanted to write. I just wanted everyone to enjoy reading it.
When it came to writing, one needed talent!
Unfortunately, I wasn't talented, so I could only rely on my sweat to make up for it. I needed to constantly read to accumulate and recharge myself so that I wouldn't regress.
Originally, my habit was to read to enrich myself while thinking about the plot, so that I could maintain the rhythm of writing.
However, as the book got longer and longer, and due to a series of reasons, my initial enthusiasm waned. I didn't know when I stopped reading to recharge myself, but I felt that bottlenecks were becoming more frequent, and writing the plot was becoming more and more difficult.
An author friend told me to stop writing if I couldn't continue, and start a new book.
An author friend also persuaded me to continue writing this book, and the results weren't bad!
I thought about all of these, but the thing I couldn't let go of the most was actually reluctance.
In fact, during the past few months, I hadn't been busy with anything other than reading books.
I didn't count how many books I read, how many times I reflected on myself, and how many times I reimagined the plot.
However, no matter what books I read, no matter how many writing techniques I accumulated, when I put down my phone, lay on the bed, and closed my eyes, the world in the book would always be in my mind!
To me, this was actually a great fortune! I finally felt that I had regained the mysterious thinking of writing, and found a trace of passion that hadn't been extinguished yet.
I missed Xu Que very much!
I couldn't let go of the combination of Xu Que, Xu Que, and Xu Que, and I couldn't let go of you guys who haven't left yet!
Therefore, I still wanted to continue playing around with Xu Que.
Now that I'm back, I don't intend to slip away again!
For a long period of time, I updated because of my promise. I thought that by pressuring myself, I would be forced to update, but in the end, I broke my promise countless times, and because of the pressure, I lost my passion.
But now, I've returned with renewed passion. No matter how long this high passion can burn, at least it won't be extinguished.
I don't want monthly votes, recommendation tickets, or tips. This is the truth. I just want to write and update!
Everyone, I'm sorry!
Xu Que, I'm sorry!
I'm back!
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