Chapter 1988
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I wanted to say something, but I suddenly didn't know where to start.
Right now, I'm smiling.
Yes, you're not mistaken, I'm smiling. And it's a proud and calm smile.
This month's competition was different from the past.
In the past, the pressure was less, because no matter what, there were always times when I was in the lead.
But this month, I kept falling behind.
I kept falling behind until now!!
The pressure was getting bigger and bigger every day! I carried on like this. On one hand, I had to fight for the monthly votes and honor.
On the other hand, I was fighting with myself every day.
Can I still hold on? Can I still hold on? I'm already so far behind …
But what I'm proud of is that I'm the winner in my own battle!
Although this month was difficult, although … I endured it day by day.
Yes, endure!!
Every day was a torment!
That kind of pressure, I don't know if you can understand.
Today, I said to myself: I'm only 1,500 votes away, there's still a chance! Let's write!
Tomorrow, I said to myself: I'm only 1,700 votes away, there's still a chance! Let's write!
…
Then, slowly, I said to myself: I'm only 3,000 votes away, there's still a chance!
Tonight, I looked at the monthly votes list and said to myself: I'm only … almost 5,000 votes away …
This kind of pressure is getting bigger and bigger every day … I'm proud that I didn't break down!
At the beginning of the month, I said that I would go all out this month.
I think I did it.
Because tomorrow, I'll go all out again!
Maybe I won't win against my opponent, but I've already won against myself more than 20 times.
This battle, I have no regrets!
I'll remember this month!
Because this month, the pressure on me is unparalleled! At any time in the future, I'll be proud that I endured it!
Every day, after writing a new chapter, I feel like I'm about to collapse.
On one hand, it's tiring. On the other hand, it's even more tiring to withstand the pressure from myself!
But I didn't collapse, did I?
Shouldn't I be proud?!
There are only 27 hours left in this month!
What should I do?!
Beg for monthly votes!! Fight!!!
Fight until the last moment!
Stand out!! Where are you now?!!!
At the last moment, charge with me!! What lies ahead is perhaps a fixed failure. Are you willing to accompany me!?
Cast your monthly votes! Let this world be shaken again!!!
For our Stand out!!!
The last Stand!!
Pride, to be with us!
We are the Stand out!!
Stand up!
Fight!
Who cares about victory or defeat!!
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