"Don't underestimate the experience of the mortal world …"
Chu Yang muttered to himself, "As long as you still have regrets and guilt in your heart, you won't be able to reach the peak of the Great Tao …"
Suddenly, he smiled bitterly. "Elder Ning, I understand. The strength of the heart is true strength. If the heart is flawless, it will be invincible. However, I have both regrets and guilt in my heart! What should I do? "
Ning Tianya looked at him in surprise and slowly frowned. "Don't think that I'm joking with you. This thing that sounds so plain that anyone can understand is indeed the door to the Great Tao! Only when you reach a certain level will you truly understand … The most reasonable thing in the world is actually by your side since you were young. Growing up and becoming stronger … It's just turning what you heard when you were young into your own experience. That's all! But things are still the same. Do you understand? "
"I didn't think that you were joking! I also believe that what you're talking about is the door to the Great Tao, the Heavenly Dao! "Chu Yang said seriously," This is the true path of emotions. I understand! "
Of course, Chu Yang understood. He had discussed the path of emotions with the Sword Spirit more than once. But no matter which time it was, it was not as thorough as what Ning Tianya said now!
The most obvious reason was often the truth!
This sentence was verified once again here!
However, the simplest reason was also the most difficult to achieve! This sentence was still being verified. Anyone could focus on martial arts, but to take care of all these … was very difficult for anyone to do.
To maintain a stable heart over a long period of time was as difficult as ascending to heaven. Because this was not eight or ten years. It was also not one or two hundred years, but thousands of years, tens of thousands of years …
"Everyone says that to seek longevity. To reach the peak is to go against the ability that the heavens have given to the human body and to surpass it by force. It's an act that defies the heavens! " Chu Yang took a breath and said, "I used to think this way myself, clamoring to go against the heavens and to turn the world around. But now, I feel ashamed that I used to think this way and do this! "
"There's no such thing as following or defying in the world. It doesn't matter if you follow or defy. The heavens are there and have never changed! "
"What changes is only the human heart! When your heart is at peace, it's following the heavens. Your heart is impetuous, and you're going against the heaven's will! "Chu Yang said slowly," That's all! "
Before this, when Ning Tianya was speaking, Chu Yang was listening.
However, when Chu Yang said these words, Ning Tianya involuntarily straightened his back. He listened quietly.
"What has changed is only the human heart!"
This sentence. This made Ning Tianya very touched, and he couldn't help but say, "That's right, your heart is at ease. It was following the Heavenly Dao. Your rebellious heart is going against the heavens. Actually, it doesn't matter if you're obedient or rebellious. When has the heavens … ever cared? "
"Yes!" Chu Yang said, "Heaven is heaven! It has always been there and has never changed! "
Ning Tianya remained silent.
"So. Elder Ning, I understand everything now that you've explained it to me. " Chu Yang couldn't stand up on this eight-story Pagoda Mountain. He just sat there and bowed to Ning Tianya. "Many thanks!"
Ning Tian Ya accepted his bow with a solemn countenance. Then, he similarly bowed, and said solemnly, "You're welcome! The heavens are the heavens, when have they ever cared about me? For this sentence, thank you very much! "
The two of them looked at each other and smiled.
The difference between their cultivations was like heaven and earth. The difference between their ages was like heaven and earth. The difference between their statuses was like heaven and earth.
However, in this lesson, a feeling of 'mutual appreciation' arose inexplicably in their hearts. This feeling was as if the two of them were … old friends of many years who were on the same level.
Ning Tianya said, "However, I still don't quite understand what you said earlier. When have you ever felt regret and guilt? "
He frowned and said, "Do you know, I've seen so many heroes, but in tens of thousands of years, you're the only one who can achieve a perfect state of mind, be a good 'person', and ascend to the Heavenly Imperial Court! Embark on the path of the Great Tao! "
"Although you've led a wandering life since you were a child, after returning to the clan, this knot in your heart has already been untied. You're filial to your parents, love and care for your family, and care for your brothers in every possible way. You've done everything that a man can do, so why would you still feel regret and guilt? "
Ning Tianya said, "This shouldn't be the case."
Chu Yang smiled bitterly. "But what about women? What about women? "
Ning Tianya was stunned. "You mean?"
Chu Yang took a long breath. "Elder Ning, only you're here today, so I can open my heart and talk to you."
Ning Tianya said solemnly, "Please speak."
Chu Yang frowned and thought for a long time. Then, he said, "Elder Ning, there's a kind of marriage called the previous life's marriage. Do you believe it? In other words, when you see a woman again, you'll inexplicably believe that this woman is your previous life's wife. That kind of feeling … I don't know if you understand … "
He couldn't talk about the secret of his rebirth. Perhaps this was the only way to explain it … Chu Yang sighed in his heart.
Ning Tianya smiled. "What's there to not understand? Although ordinary people don't agree with the theory of the soul, at our level, we can be sure. Since there's such a feeling, it means that it's not bad. "
Chu Yang nodded slowly and said, "Yes. Since Elder Ning understands, then it's much easier for me to say. At that time, I was in the Lower Three Heavens, in charge of Bu Tian Pavilion, against Golden Horse Riders Department … That year, I was seventeen and a half years old! "
"Then, on that day, I saw Mo Qing Wu for the first time! At that time, Mo Qing Wu wasn't even eleven years old. "
"Then, I had a vague feeling that Xiao Wu was the woman of my dreams!" This was the first time Chu Yang had unreservedly bared his heart in front of another person, apart from the secret of his rebirth.
Ning Tianya pondered and didn't say anything. He just nodded.
"At that time, I thought that when she grew up, I would marry her as my wife." Chu Yang said straightforwardly, "I would only like her in my life. I would never be tempted by other women! In fact, I did it. I didn't accept any other woman. Until the end of the war. "
"But things didn't go as I imagined. I thought that way and did that way. But, there were always accidents. "
Chu Yang smiled bitterly and told him about Wu Qianqian and Tie Butian.
"Elder Ning, you don't know how uncomfortable I felt." Chu Yang took a breath. "I also know that it's normal to have three wives and four concubines in this world. But the problem is that I want to give Qingwu a complete one, but I can't. "
"I can't let go of Butian either. I can't let go of Qianqian now either. "
Chu Yang said, "Now, when I face Mo Qingwu, I feel that I've let her down and the other two down. When I face the other two, I feel the same. "
"It's guilt and regret."
Chu Yang said in a low voice, "I once thought, if everything were to start all over again … What should I do? After thinking about it, I realized that I would still be in a dilemma! "
"Furthermore, this feeling of guilt will continue … Even I don't know how to resolve it."
"This is your regret and guilt?" Ning Tianya widened his eyes in disbelief.
"Yes!" Chu Yang nodded dejectedly. "I remember clearly that my original intention was to have Qingwu alone. But now, no matter which one I have to give up, I can't bear to. "
"And so, I became conflicted."
Chu Yang smiled bitterly. "Elder Ning, tell me, am I very despicable? Very … Very despicable but still want to build a monument to my chastity. But no matter how hard I try, I still want to build one … Erm, that feeling? "
Ning Tianya looked at him, somewhat stunned. Finally, he couldn't help but burst into laughter. "Hahahaha … It's actually such a thing … It's really strange … I just don't understand … Why are you so conflicted about this?"
Ning Tianya laughed heartily.
Chu Yang was slightly angry. "Is it very funny?"
"It's very funny indeed!" Ning Tianya held his stomach, looking like he was about to burst into tears.
After a long while, he wiped the corners of his eyes and said, "Let me put it this way … From the general trend of the world … I remember that the Dharma Supreme once counted the population of the Heavenly Layer a few years ago. Now, the total population of the Heavenly Layer is about 35 billion! More than 27 billion of them are women. "
Chu Yang was stunned. "Huh?"
"Dumping corpses in the wilderness, vendettas in the martial world, large-scale wars, they are all dominated by men! On average, in the blink of an eye, tens of thousands of men will die in this Heavenly Layer! Dying under swords and sabers! "
"In such a situation, the Upper Three Heavens and the Upper Three Heavens are still a little worse. The Lower Three Heavens are the worst!"
"May I ask Grand Duke Chu, if each of these eight billion men only wants one wife, and they all have the same mindset as you … Then, what will happen to the remaining 15 billion women? Will they all be bachelors? "
Chu Yang said in distress, "These are two different things!"
"Alright, let's not talk about the general trend of the world, let's talk about the psychology of men. Men are like this! This is a common problem for men. It's very normal to like a few people at the same time. "
Ning Tianya said, "However, if you talk about it yourself, that's another way of saying it. Let's not talk about it for now. "
He smiled and said, "A man's heart cannot be divided. But he can do it. When he is with one person, he can treat her well wholeheartedly … When he is with another person, he can also treat her wholeheartedly … "
"No, no, no … I can't do it!" Chu Yang shook his head.
He really couldn't do it.
Chu Yang had tried before. When he was with Tie Butian, he had tried hard not to think of Mo Qingwu. But there would always be times when he would suddenly think of her, and then his heart would hurt as if it was being pricked by a needle.
"Hahaha …" This time, Ning Tianya really laughed until tears came out of his eyes.
"Alright, I won't tease you anymore … I'll tell you the truth too …" Ning Tianya held his stomach and said with great difficulty.
Chu Yang looked at him with some resentment and anger. He suppressed the itching feeling in his fist — he really wanted to punch this old fellow's laughing face.
"To think that you even brought up a previous life's marriage …" Ning Tianya was still smiling bitterly. "A few days ago, Lord Xue came down and looked for me first. Then, he said that he was going to intercept you."
Chu Yang was stunned for a moment. He looked at him in a daze, completely stunned.
Lord Xue? Xue Leihan? (To be continued …)
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