Reader: I didn't betray you.
There was once a naughty child who was ridiculed by a group of naughty children, so he began to act like a chuunibyou.
Du Ze was silly and adorable, he always was. Before his ears got worse, he was silly and adorable; after wearing a hearing aid, his appearance became unfathomable, but inside he was still silly and adorable.
A certain silly and adorable person's ears weren't bad at birth, but they began to deteriorate little by little after he entered middle school. Because it was so slow, even Du Ze himself didn't notice it. He just felt that sometimes when other people talked, it was getting harder and harder for him to react. So Du Ze could only ask the other person to repeat it again. After repeating it, Du Ze found that everyone didn't seem to like talking to him.
Du Ze began to reflect on himself. If he interrupted other people while they were talking and made them repeat it several times, he would also feel annoyed. But how could he solve it if he couldn't react? A certain silly and adorable person summed up a rule: at this time, just smile.
Du Ze had never thought that there was a problem with his ears. When his parents found out that something was wrong and took him to the hospital, they found out that he had a hearing impairment. Du Ze looked at the hearing aid his parents had prepared for him and felt an unprecedented panic. In the blink of an eye, he had become disabled?
So Du Ze ran away. He didn't want to wear a hearing aid, so he pretended that nothing had happened and went back to life. When he couldn't hear clearly, he would smile; when he couldn't react, he would smile; when other people laughed and said something to him, he kept smiling. He didn't know that his words were getting more and more inarticulate, and he couldn't control his tone and volume.
Because of the deterioration of his hearing impairment, Du Ze finally had to wear a hearing aid one day. Then, that day, he stood outside the classroom, in the world of sound that he hadn't heard for a long time, listening to his best friend tease the others in the classroom.
"Ah Ze is an idiot, always giggling, and the things he says make people laugh."
His friend seemed to be imitating something. His malicious voice was funny, harsh, and unpleasant, causing everyone in the room to laugh.
"Yes, yes! I called him an idiot to his face, but he just giggled. "
"One more time!"
"You guys are really! Didn't the teacher say to take care of the 'disabled'? "
…
Du Ze opened the door, and the laughter in the hall stopped abruptly. Everyone stared blankly at Du Ze at the door. Du Ze walked to his seat and sat down calmly, as if there was no one else around. The people gathered looked at each other, unsure if Du Ze had heard what they had just said.
His friend ran over. "Ah Ze, you're here … Hmm, is this your new MP3 headset? So cool! "
Du Ze looked at his best 'friend' and felt a lump in his chest, choking him to the point of suffocation. He suddenly felt that making a sound was an extremely embarrassing and frightening thing. The funny imitation just now lingered in his mind, laughing maliciously at the foolishness of his previous escape.
The young man raised his hand and pressed the earpiece of the hearing aid. Under everyone's gaze, he nodded silently and forced a stiff smile. 'Yes, this is an earpiece, just an earpiece.'
That was why he hadn't heard anything.
That was probably the last time Du Ze smiled in front of others. From then on, a certain silly, cute person began to walk the path of being pretentious. He insisted on having "neither" until he went to university. He was also addicted to the online world and became a complete shut-in. His myopia was about to break through the sky.
Then, Du Ze met Yi Ye Zhi Qiu.
So the author equipped the cup, the protagonist became the tableware, and the reader became the coffee table.
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Du Ze leaned against the stone wall in a daze, then suddenly woke up and hurried to look at the protagonist in his arms. Xiu was lying quietly in his arms, sleeping soundly. His cute and delicious appearance was like the perfect human form that some otaku enthusiastically pursued. Du Ze reached out to touch Xiu's forehead and then breathed a sigh of relief.
Yesterday, because Xiu went out to look for him, his wound opened up again. When he returned, he began to have a fever and was in a coma. Du Ze tossed and turned for most of the night, barely resting at dawn. Although he had Zero Restore, he could survive even if he didn't eat, drink, or sleep, but his tense spirit still made Du Ze very tired. After settling Xiu, Du Ze also closed his eyes and fell asleep, dreaming of the unhappy past.
Du Ze looked at the purple sky outside. The sky was as overcast as ever, and he couldn't tell what time it was. Du Ze suddenly shivered.
He couldn't have missed the deal with Dan, could he?
Du Ze took out his headset and looked at the battery. There was only half a bar left, which told him that if he rushed over now, it would be the time he met Dan yesterday.
What are you waiting for? Let's go (ω ω ω) = ・!
Du Ze carefully put Xiu down from his arms and pretended to be annoyed. He looked at his robe and thought: Sick children are so clingy ~ (Fog is very thick.)
Du Ze didn't want to wake Xiu up. Anyway, after the deal, he would be back soon, so Du Ze began to carefully tear off Xiu's clothes. Fortunately, the black robe was already in tatters, so Du Ze didn't have to spend much effort to get rid of it. Because he was tearing off Xiu's clothes, Du Ze didn't think much about it and hurried to Halphas City.
A pair of amber eyes quietly watched Du Ze's back as he left. There was a gloomy look in his eyes.
When Du Ze arrived outside Halphas City, he suddenly realized that he didn't seem to agree on a specific time and place with Dan yesterday. Outside Halphas City were all high and low rocks, and he couldn't see them all. How could he break through all of them?
"Oh, you're finally here."
A voice came from above Du Ze's head. Du Ze looked up and saw the green-clothed man sitting on a rock, smiling at him eagerly. Dan nimbly jumped down from the rock and bowed to Du Ze: "I've been waiting here for a long time."
Dan's right hand, as always, was holding a book. He clapped his hands and a box fell from the void into his hand. It was the box that Du Ze had chosen at his stall last time.
"Your clothes really are amazing," Dan said with a sigh. "May I ask, how did you do it?"
This is a golden finger, you don't understand.
Seeing that Du Ze didn't speak, Dan could only sigh regretfully and then hand the box to Du Ze.
"This is what you wanted."
Du Ze took the box. The small gray box was very inconspicuous. From its appearance, no one would be able to guess that it contained a highly lethal weapon. While Du Ze was looking at the box, Dan's eyes inadvertently swept to a corner behind Du Ze and his smile became more and more enthusiastic.
"You want to sell 'him' to the City Lord, right?"
Du Ze paused. Since this box was Dan's, it wasn't surprising that Dan knew what was inside, so he nodded.
"The City Lord will be very happy to get such a precious breed." Dan showed an ambiguous smile. "You can get a lot of money and even get the appreciation of the City Lord."
The magic sword Burning Desire was a divine weapon and was indeed very precious. But Du Ze felt that Dan's words were strange, although he couldn't find any problems.
"May I ask, when are you going to sell 'him'? Do you need me to introduce you to the City Lord? " Dan suggested. "Or you can give 'him' to me first and I will send him to the City Lord. This way, your identity will not be discovered by 'him'."
Du Ze was startled. Dan seemed to have discovered the fact that he was a human. In order to prevent his identity from being discovered by the City Lord, he planned to help him? Such a good person? Du Ze once again recalled the plot of "Mixed Blood." Although Dan was mysterious, he had always been on the side of the protagonist. Du Ze began to hesitate. He had no money and couldn't even afford the entrance fee. Moreover, going to see a City Lord who fed on humans was too cruel for a loser with a social barrier.
So Du Ze nodded. "Help me sell it."
"Please rest assured, I will give you a satisfactory price." Dan gave an exaggerated salute, the corners of his mouth curving into a happy smile. "I will never let 'him' know that you sold 'him' and you will not be killed by 'him' through the contract – huh?"
Du Ze froze. At that moment, he didn't understand what Dan was saying. He could only watch as the green-clothed man frowned and looked in one direction. "There is a little mouse … come out, I found you."
Du Ze followed Dan's gaze and saw a scene that he would never forget – Xiu was standing in the shadow of a rock. No one knew how long he had been standing there. There was no expression on his face, just like a dead thing. Only a pair of cold eyes were looking at him. The bright color of his eyes was like a spring that led to hell. It looked warm, but when you touched it, you would feel a bone-chilling coldness.
Du Ze was nailed to the ground by that cold gaze. He had never seen Xiu look at him like that. It was so cold that his heart almost stopped beating. Dan showed a helpless expression under Xiu's cold gaze. "Oh, I've been caught."
Du Ze recalled the previous conversation and finally realized that he had been misled! No matter how you looked at it, it seemed like he was the one who sold out the main character to Dan!
"This is a mistake –"
Dan chuckled and forcefully interrupted Du Ze's words. "He has already found out. Don't pretend."
F * ck! F * ck! F * ck! F * ck!!!
For the first time, Du Ze had the urge to strangle a person. When he saw Xiu's appearance, countless explanations filled his mind and he couldn't say anything. At this time, the dead headphones gave Du Ze a fatal blow.
Du Ze was in despair. He looked at Dan and said something, and then Xiu, who was in the shadow, finally reacted.
– Betrayed, angry?
Xiu's eyes turned to Dan. The green-clothed man's malicious ridicule did not change his expression in the slightest. The gnome's voice was very light, but it was heavy as if it was overflowing with endless exhaustion.
He said, "I'm used to it."
Du Ze could not hear Xiu's words, but when the man spoke, every curve of his face revealed his exhaustion and numbness – there was no despair, but more like there was no hope.
Betrayed once, you will be angry.
Betrayed many times, you will be sad.
Betrayed countless times, you will be desperate.
When you realize that this is not the end, all that remains is exhaustion and despair.
Du Ze's throat was dry. He knew the pain of betrayal. Just because his "good friend" made fun of him, he was too timid to touch the world again. When he saw the protagonist of "Mixed Blood" being betrayed by his best friend, Du Ze, who was sitting in front of the computer, felt like he was suffocating. Because of the protagonist, he cared about and loved "Mixed Blood." When he saw the real protagonist, Du Ze was very grateful to him – fortunately, he could still make it up to him. So it didn't matter if he signed a blood contract, it didn't matter if he was experimented on, it didn't matter if he was suspected, it didn't matter if he was drenched in acid rain. He was not a masochist. Du Ze really thought that the protagonist would eventually be touched and gradually return to his original gentleness.
But now, because of Dan's misdirection, he also "betrayed" the protagonist.
So hurry up and explain. Du Ze looked at Xiu's eyes, which were clearly not black, but were darker than black. His mouth opened and closed several times: If you don't explain, it will be too late –
– Ah Ze, he is an idiot. He always giggles and says things that make people laugh to death.
… This young man is an idiot! Who cares!
"… I, did not … betray you."
It was a very strenuous speech. The person who spoke seemed to have not spoken for a long time and was abnormally stuttering. His voice was out of tune and he could not control the volume. Xiu turned his eyes back to the black-haired youth. Dan's smile became playful.
No matter how much Du Ze tried to explain, it would seem like he was guilty and hypocritical. Du Ze didn't care if Dan was adding fuel to the fire. He just stared at Xiu in the shadow and repeated in an awkward and somewhat funny voice:
"I did not betray you."
"Believe me … okay?"
*****
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Daniel seemed to be aware of Xiu's gaze and gave Xiu his usual simple and honest smile. It was the same smile he showed to Xiu when Xiu helped him fight off the senior student who bullied him.
"Xiu, I'm sorry. It's best if you die."
Xiu knew that he had been betrayed once again. Strangely, this time, he no longer felt hurt and sad as before. Even his anger had cooled. His heart seemed to not exist and there was no more pain – no, that's not right.
The skeleton opened its mouth and cackled.
His heart has long been melted away, hasn't it?
The blue soul fire in the black hole of the skeleton's eye sockets was so cold that there was no trace of warmth.
– excerpt from "Mixed Blood"
The author has something to say: Reader: I did not betray you.
Author: Use your actions to prove it, child.
Protagonist: Take the initiative to sit down.
Reader: … I'll still betray you. = Utensils =
***
Recently, he read the comments section and found that there were a lot of problems with the girls. He summarized them and posted them all here:
Zero Point Restoration: The scope of Zero Point Restoration is only for the equipment that Du Ze came to this world, that is, things that do not belong to this world will be restored.
Blood Contract: The Blood Contract is to make a Blood Contract Beast. The Blood Contract Beast remembers the smell of Du Ze's blood, so no matter how much Du Ze refreshes, the smell of his blood will not change.
Cover Picture: The silhouette of the cover picture only represents the race, not the protagonist. Flip it over to reveal the protagonist.
Headphones Out of Power: Some degenerate said that this is forcing some stupid, cute person to break his social barrier. Only this part of the plot is more frequent. The rest of the plot is more interesting and distant.
Why can a Blood Contract cause misunderstandings: 15 Zhang Lidan followed Du Ze and saw the Blood Contract Beast. He knew that there was a Blood Contract between the two of them. So Dan deliberately said that "Du Ze wanted to hide it from Xiu and sell him out." From Xiu's point of view, Du Ze betrayed him in order to save his life – if he didn't know that Du Ze sold him out, he would not have used the Blood Contract to kill Du Ze.
Thanks to Mo Luo, Ling Mo, Falling Flowers 5 Sorrow, Shisoga, Sama, Solokun, Acorn Head, Apmars, Snow Traceless, Flirtatious Your Little Grandpa, Mono _ Ji Yao, Painting (2), Xi Yan, Ju Qing, Fan Fan, Qian Mo, 49. , Just Float Once, Tea Thousand Leaves, Ice Pumpkin, Big Head Small Fish, Return Qiongju, Xiao Yue, Vakulya, Vixen, Aki, Momo, Momo, Demon World, Sin Sang (3), Qing Mo Yao, Ji Zhuang, Kokote, BLX, Two Big Balls, A, Ye Muxi's landmine ~
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