Chapter 365
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When Shao Qing saw Er Dai curled into a ball and shivered in the corner because of his body, her heart ached terribly.
Perhaps Shao Qing had treated Er Dai like a child at the very beginning. If she hadn't just become a mother at that time, and if it hadn't been for the fact that Er Dai was different from ordinary zombies, perhaps she would have killed Er Dai when they first met.
However, after getting along with each other for a long time, their relationship had changed. They had gone through life and death together again and again, and the special situation that happened that time had made their relationship impure.
If Er Dai was an ordinary person who could be responsible for his own decisions, Shao Qing might have chosen to be with him.
However, she couldn't do that now. He had no memory and was just like a child. Everything was taught by Shao Qing.
If Shao Qing was with him now, what would happen when Er Dai regained his memory? Would he regret it? Would he think that she was taking advantage of him?
It could be said that the relationship between her and Er Dai was really messy.
As for Yan Qiyue, sometimes Shao Qing despised herself. When Yan Qiyue confessed to her, she rejected his feelings on one hand, but didn't reject his approach on the other hand. It was like a whore who wanted to maintain her chastity.
The men around her were all very nice to her, so she couldn't make a choice and could only pretend that she didn't know.
However, this couldn't work. Sooner or later, she would have to make a choice. She would choose one of the men and give up the others, or she would choose none and leave with the child.
After thinking for a long time, Shao Qing looked at Er Dai in the corner and said softly to Yan Qiyue, "It's cold at night. I forgot to bring a quilt when I went out."
Yan Qiyue stared at Shao Qing for a while and then chuckled, "I'll go outside and find some clean beds."
Yan Qiyue definitely knew what she was going to do. Shao Qing felt bitter in her mouth. She asked Er Dai to play with the little bun at the door and then walked to Er Dai.
Er Dai lowered his head silently. There were blue veins on his neck because of his endurance. He didn't know where the unbearable pain came from and how to relieve it. However, he didn't want Shao Qing to feel embarrassed, so he would rather continue to endure it.
Shao Qing touched his neck and whispered, "Raise your head and look at me."
Er Dai raised his head obediently. There was still some grievance in his eyes and he looked pitiful. Shao Qing lowered her head and kissed Er Dai's eyes gently. Then she said, "Close your eyes. Don't look at me."
She felt disgusted when she was looked at by such pure eyes. However, Er Dai was stubborn and refused to close his eyes. He looked at Shao Qing in a daze, and the grievance in his eyes became more and more intense.
Shao Qing sighed softly. In the end, she reached out and held the Source of Evil. She said helplessly, "If only you could remember everything."
Then she wouldn't have to feel guilty and bear such a burden. She could make her own decision clearly and decisively.
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Yan Qiyue seriously went out and found several new quilts. Then she hugged the soft quilt and sat at the door for a long time. Occasionally, there would be one or two low gasps and Er Dai's suppressed roars from inside.
Every time this happened, his fingers would grip the corner of the quilt so tightly that his knuckles would turn white.
How could he not be jealous? He was so jealous that he went crazy. How could he not be sad? He was so sad that he wanted to die. How could he not be resentful? He hated her so much that his heart, liver, spleen, and lungs were all in a mess.
The woman he cherished, the woman he was willing to treat as his queen, was doing the most intimate thing with another man at this moment. However, he couldn't do anything but swallow the sweetness in his throat.
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