"Does it hurt that much?"
"I'm fine …" Lin Che pulled his hand back. "It's okay. It's just a little sore. I probably overexerted myself …"
"I'm sorry …" Gu Jingze looked at her and said.
He had almost lost his mind last night. He only cared about making himself feel better, but he didn't care about her body.
He had done it a few times, and each time it lasted for a long time. She must have been very tired.
Lin Che shook his head. "It's okay. It's not your fault."
Gu Jingze said, "It's still my fault."
"It's really not your fault," Lin Che said. "I couldn't just watch you suffocate to death."
"…"
Lin Che remembered that he had offered his body last night. He quickly explained, "So … I said I could help you. It doesn't matter even if I have to use myself to help you. You were in so much pain anyway. If the drug doesn't wear off and you die from suffocation again, I wouldn't be able to explain it to others, right?"
Therefore, she only said that to help him, without any other meaning.
Gu Jingze looked at her. "I understand. I understand what you mean. But I can't use you as an antidote. You're not an antidote. You're not an object. You're a person. I can't do that."
Lin Che was stunned.
She didn't expect him to think this way.
His respect warmed her heart.
This was Gu Jingze. He was so good.
Gu Jingze thought that he had held his bottom line in the end. Otherwise, he really wouldn't be able to forgive himself.
Lin Che's fingers unconsciously slid on the bedsheet. He lowered his head and said, "It's … it's okay. It's not an antidote."
"It's an antidote. That was my unconscious venting. I can't vent it on you."
To him, that kind of thing, although it was something he wanted to do, it should also be done when two people respected each other.
It was sacred and pure. It wasn't a simple venting.
If it was just venting, it wouldn't make the other party happy. Instead, it would make her feel pain. Then, it would be disrespectful.
If it was just venting, then he was no different from those mindless beasts.
Lin Che looked at Gu Jingze. Once again, he felt that Gu Jingze was a person worthy of respect because he was willing to respect others.
There were so many men like him who took women as trophies and played with them like they were collecting stamps. This was disrespectful to women.
However, even though he had such a status, he still guarded his own bottom line.
Gu Jingze said, "Come, let me massage your hands."
Gu Jingze grabbed her hand.
"No … I haven't washed my hands yet, it's dirty …" She tried to pull her hand back.
However, he frowned and pressed her hand down.
"Don't move. Let me do it," Gu Jingze said. He reached out and began to gently rub her arm.
However, as expected, there were still marks on her arms from yesterday. She was too tired after that, so she didn't wash them off and went straight to sleep.
At this moment, looking at the mottled marks, Gu Jingze felt that the effect of the drug had returned.
Looking at something that belonged to him on a girl's fair skin, that feeling was really the best aphrodisiac …
All of a sudden, it could naturally arouse a man's desire to conquer.
He hurriedly averted his eyes, but he still felt very guilty.
Lin Che also saw it at a glance. She blushed even more embarrassedly. "It's really … dirty …"
"How can it be? Didn't I say that it's not dirty?" He lightly pressed his lips against her ear and said softly, "This belongs to me. What's dirty about it …"
"…"
Lin Che quickly shook his hand off. "Alright, you don't have to do it anymore. I'm not in so much pain anymore. I'm going to take a shower."
With that said, Lin Che quickly ran off the bed and rushed into the bathroom. Looking at the color on her body … she felt even more speechless.
Looking at herself in the mirror, she felt even crazier.
There were countless handprints and lip marks on her body. It looked as if she had just experienced a disaster.
Her mind replayed the rough actions he had used on her, kissing and rubbing. Looking at it now, she was really … embarrassed.
Looking at herself in the mirror, her face instantly turned red to the roots of her neck.
She was really a perverted woman. She must be a masochist at heart. So seeing her like this, she could still think of being embarrassed …
However, it actually didn't hurt that much. Although it looked a little scary, it probably had something to do with her physique. Her skin was too white, so a little force could leave marks. Otherwise, it wouldn't look so scary.
Outside.
Just then, someone came in to tell Gu Jingze that Miss Mo had arrived and was waiting for him outside.
Gu Jingze frowned. He looked at the person and said, "Tell her that I'm resting today. Let her go."
However, the person who came alone said, "Sir, Miss Mo said that she won't leave until she sees you today."
Gu Jingze sighed deeply. Seeing that Lin Che was still washing up, he didn't want Lin Che to see Mo Huiling at the door the moment he went out. He might as well go out and settle things first.
Thus, Gu Jingze nodded and agreed.
When he went out, he saw Mo Huiling at the door looking anxious. She immediately rushed over.
"Jingze, are you okay … Are you okay?"
She looked up and saw that Gu Jingze's face looked fine. He didn't look haggard, but he looked very energetic.
Mo Huiling was puzzled. Since he couldn't touch women, he must have been holding it in for the whole night. The drug was so strong that it must have taken a toll on him. How could he still be so energetic?
Gu Jingze dodged her hand. Although he didn't want to be so heartless, he couldn't help but feel disgusted.
Mo Huiling was stunned. She bit her lower lip, knowing that she had gone overboard. She didn't dare to say anything and just sobbed softly. "I'm sorry, I know I was wrong. I didn't know that the drug would be so strong. I really just want to be with you. My dream is to be your woman, even if it's just for a day. All these years of waiting won't be a waste. But I really can't accept it. I wanted to give my first time to you for so many years, but why couldn't I give it to you in the end? I only want to give you the best thing in my life …"
"Alright, Huiling."
That's right. He had let her down. He couldn't give her the happiness she deserved. After being his girlfriend for so many years, they didn't even have a moment of warmth.
However, it was still very annoying to say this over and over again.
Mo Huiling said anxiously, "Listen to me. I wanted to stay and take care of you at night, but I was afraid that if I touched you, your illness would worsen, so I left. Really, you don't know how much my heart ached when I left …"
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