"What? What? You said you liked Gu Jingyan! "
Fu Chenxi wanted to say that she had heard wrongly.
But Lu Beichen was already in a daze.
Yes, he had said those words.
But it was exactly what he had in mind.
Lu Beichen looked at Gu Jingyan.
Gu Jingyan looked back at Lu Beichen in a daze.
She had thought that she would never hear him say that he liked her.
She had thought that there would be nothing between them other than quarreling.
Back then, she had treated him as a friend and a brother.
In fact, deep in her heart, she had also wondered if he would like her a little.
When he had acted like he cared about her, when he had shielded her from disaster, when he had disregarded his own safety to help her.
But she had never dared to think that way.
Because she had never dared to.
She had always told herself that perhaps he was this kind of person. He was warm-hearted and silly, willing to do anything for his friends. She had never been his type. He had treated her well because they were friends.
Sometimes, they were worried that once they said that they liked each other, they would not be able to be friends.
Would they not be able to be friends anymore?
And so, they had been friends for life.
There were so many stories like this. Because of worry, no one had dared to confess or take the first step.
It was because of this that they ended up where they were today, wasn't it?
Although Gu Jingyan sighed in her heart, she also understood that they had already reached this step.
Was it too late to think about this now?
She had never said that she liked him.
He was already her ex-husband.
All these years, he had broken her heart.
Lu Beichen looked at Gu Jingyan calmly. He suddenly understood.
He was stupid and stupid. All these years, he had never thought about what the person he liked was like.
Lu Beichen looked at Gu Jingyan and said, "Jingyan, I'm sorry. I'm a jerk. All these years, I've let you down."
Gu Jingyan wanted to smile, but the smile she forced out was so ugly.
Lu Beichen said, "I've never thought about what kind of person I'd like. You're so good, so strong. I always feel that you're too headstrong. I always want to stand in front of you, so I don't even dare to like you. I'm worried that if I like you, then I'll lose … But I don't want to see you with anyone else, and I don't want to see you getting close to another man. I don't want anything to happen to you. I just want you to be by my side … I hurt you so much, but I don't like it when others hurt you … I like you, right?"
Hearing his words, Gu Jingyan's eyes became moist.
That's right, isn't that liking?
It was so similar to her thoughts.
However, it was precisely because they were so similar that the decisions they made in their hearts were so similar.
For so many years, no one had spoken a single word, and no one had given in even once.
Fu Chenxi looked at the two of them.
It was as if they were one, and their story was a curve.
What about herself?
Then what about Fu Chenxi?
Fu Chenxi retreated until she was against the wall, with nowhere to retreat.
"You … What are you doing? Lu Beichen, what are you doing? You clearly like me. You … you liked me so much back then. It's been so many years. Otherwise, why would you help me so much? But now you're saying that you don't like me. That's impossible! "
Lu Beichen turned around and looked at Fu Chenxi.
"Chenxi, I'm sorry. Back then, I didn't know what it meant to like you. I thought you were different from us. I thought it was a new feeling to be with you. I thought it was love. I thought a complementary feeling was the best. How could I like someone who is similar to me? Because the other party is everything that I can see, everything that I'm familiar with. I thought how could such a person fall in love … That's why I thought I liked you. However, these days, I've thought it through very clearly. I just want my feelings to develop according to my thoughts. I don't want to admit that my feelings have already gone out of control and I've fallen in love with someone else. That's why I forced myself to think that I like you …"
Fu Chenxi burst into laughter.
Her laughter grew louder and louder.
In the end, she laughed so hard that her throat hurt and her lungs trembled.
"So, I'm just a tool for you, right?"
Lu Beichen could only say, "I'm sorry …"
In love, the one who was not loved was the mistress, wasn't it?
That was how she had felt in the past. So, she had never felt that she was the mistress. Even though Gu Jingyan and Lu Beichen had a child and had been married for many years and had a stable relationship, she did not feel that it was wrong of her to get involved.
She felt that she was the one who was loved. She was doing it for love. She was the heroine of a tragedy.
But now, she completely understood.
She was the mistress.
She had never been the heroine.
The heroine had always been Gu Jingyan. She came from a good family, was beautiful, smart, good at studying, and knew everything.
She had always been the heroine of the story. Now, even the love story belonged to her.
How could Fu Chenxi not laugh?
"Lu Beichen … just you wait, all of you just wait!"
Fu Chenxi dashed out of the door.
She ran out of the room like a madwoman.
Gu Jingyan hurriedly said, "What is she going to do?"
Lu Beichen stopped Gu Jingyan. "Let her go. Jingyan, don't go there. I'll send someone to watch over her. If you go there, she might hurt you."
Gu Jingyan stopped. She thought that he was right. She could just send someone to watch over her. Lu Beichen's wound had not been treated and the company was in a mess.
But …
At this moment, Lu Beichen was still staring at her, staring at her.
He had said so much just now. Corny, sincere, everything that should be said, and everything that should not be said, he had said it all.
But how could she not react at all?
Gu Jingyan lowered her head and looked at his wound.
"What happened? Don't move. I'll apply the medicine for you first." She sprayed the disinfectant on his body.
"Oh my, Gu Jingyan, are you trying to murder your husband?" Lu Beichen cried out in shock.
Gu Jingyan snorted. "Who asked you to keep staring at me? I'm asking you to wake up. Husband? You're my ex-husband now."
He really hated the word "ex-husband".
He said, "An ex-husband is also a husband. Hmph, you can't deny it."
Gu Jingyan said, "Take care of your almost useless arm first."
As she said this, she took out some cotton wool and applied it on his wound.
"Oh my …" Lu Beichen cried out again.
This Gu Jingyan was too ruthless!
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