Goodbye, Goodbye
(In order to save manuscripts for the New Year, I have updated two chapters recently. I am not sure about one chapter, but I will update two chapters after three chapters. Otherwise, I will definitely stop updating after the New Year. I hope you can understand.)
Cherish the people you should cherish, care about the people you should care about, and let go of the people you should let go. This was Qin Sheng's biggest experience during this period. After all, he had wasted too much time on unimportant people in these years, but he rarely left time for those who really cared about him.
Qin Sheng's feelings for this woman, who he had known for 14 years and accompanied him for six years, were too complicated. Su Qin gave him the best youth, but what did he give to Su Qin?
He had known Su Qin, who was smart, beautiful and kind since he was in junior high school. Su Qin became his girlfriend in senior high school. At that time, he was the object of everyone's envy. After all, he had won the heart of most boys of his age in senior high school. At that time, Su Qin was so excellent that all the girls were eclipsed. No wonder Wu Hao's resentment lasted for so many years.
Although Qin Sheng lacked family love, he had the love that everyone envied at the most brilliant age. Su Qin made up for a lot of things that he lacked. Therefore, Qin Sheng did not rebel or degenerate at that age. Instead, he worked hard for the future with Su Qin's company.
When he was in college, Su Qin accompanied him to Fudan University regardless of all the objections of her family. Otherwise, she might have gone to Beijing. During these four years, they lived a life like an immortal couple. Su Qin took good care of him. Almost all of Qin Sheng's clothes and daily necessities were bought by Su Qin. They went to classes together, went to the library together, ate together, went shopping together, traveled together, and sang together. Qin Sheng's treatment made his other three friends in the dormitory admire him so much that they almost worshipped him.
These six years were the best time for both Qin Sheng and Su Qin. This was also their youth, and they loved each other the most in their youth.
They were lucky to meet each other and accompany each other.
Unfortunately, in the season of breaking up after graduation, they could not escape this fate. Although Su Qin took the initiative to break up, the real reason was Qin Sheng. Su Qin could not understand Qin Sheng. She felt that after six years, she still could not really walk into Qin Sheng's heart. At that time, Qin Sheng was choosing his life again because of his grandfather's death. He did not want Su Qin to wait for two or three years.
As a result, Qin Sheng agreed to break up with Su Qin. Su Qin, who did not intend to break up with him, did not expect this at all. However, Su Qin was so outstanding. Of course, she would have the restraint that a woman should have. She would not easily put down her pride and dignity to ask for peace.
Originally, she thought that Qin Sheng would coax her after a period of time. After all, when they had some small conflicts in the past, Qin Sheng would always take the initiative to apologize and admit his mistakes. He had never let her suffer any grievances. However, she was wrong this time.
When she came back to her senses, she found out that Qin Sheng's grandfather had passed away. Only then did she realize how big of a mistake she had made. However, when she wanted to look for Qin Sheng, he had already disappeared in the vast crowd and she could no longer contact him.
Su Qin panicked, completely panicked. She had contacted everyone, but she could not find Qin Sheng no matter how hard she tried. This was also the reason why many people were very dissatisfied with Su Qin after knowing about this. They thought that Qin Sheng chose to disappear because he had suffered a double blow. Because when Qin Sheng needed Su Qin the most, she chose to break up with him. Everyone blamed Su Qin, except for Qin Sheng. This was also the reason why Qin Sheng always spoke up for Su Qin every time others were dissatisfied with her.
After all, they used to have each other. After all, they used to be companions. Even if they could not be boyfriend and girlfriend, even if they could not help each other in times of hardship and could only forget each other in Jianghu, they did not want to become enemies who could not contact each other even in death. Otherwise, when they recalled the relationship at the beginning, they would only think of disgust instead of the beautiful past.
At that time, Su Qin was really heartbroken. She spent as long as a year to heal. Originally, she wanted to take the postgraduate entrance examination, but she completely gave up. It was not until she became busy with work that she gradually forgot the relationship. However, she did not completely let it go.
Otherwise, she would not have stayed in Shanghai, would not have accepted this bar, and would not have refused her parents' suggestion that she study abroad. She just wanted to wait for Qin Sheng in Shanghai, waiting for him to come back and give her an explanation.
One year passed. Two years passed. When she saw Qin Sheng again, the third year was almost over.
When she saw Qin Sheng again, Su Qin found that Qin Sheng had changed. He became a little strange. She could not understand Qin Sheng even more. However, she still wanted to save the relationship. After all, the relationship was really beautiful. She fought for it several times, but there was still no result. Although she did not say, "Let's start over", she believed that Qin Sheng could understand her idea. After all, they had been together for so many years. Qin Sheng knew her better than anyone else.
However, Qin Sheng did not give her a chance. As a result, Su Qin started to doubt whether Qin Sheng had really loved her. If he had really loved her, she had not let go of their feelings for so many years. How could Qin Sheng let it go so easily?
Since Qin Sheng came back, she had cried her heart out for him several times. Every time she wanted to contact Qin Sheng, he suddenly disappeared again. Su Qin was a little confused. She did not know if it was worth it for her to do so. The heavy rain that night in Hangzhou completely woke Su Qin up. She knew that Qin Sheng was not that Qin Sheng anymore, and she was still that Su Qin. She could not lean on Qin Sheng's shoulder anymore. It seemed that apart from Qin Sheng, she only had her parents left. So Su Qin was really sad.
She had been waiting for Qin Sheng. She finally got it. She wanted to start the relationship that had lasted for six years again. She had fought for it. Since then, she had no regrets. Moreover, Qin Sheng had a new girlfriend.
So it was meaningless to continue to stay in Shanghai. After all, there was only loneliness left in this city. At least Xi 'an still had the beauty of the past, and at least she still had her parents.
So, after careful consideration, Su Qin finally quit her job, sold her house, and sold the bar. She left Shanghai completely and went back to Xi 'an.
She felt that the first half of her life was over. There was love, friendship, youth, beauty, and also mistakes. Although the result was not satisfactory, it was really worth it.
However, Qin Sheng, who had been enlightened, began to treat his heart seriously again. Could he really let go of a woman he had known for 14 years and been in love with for six years so easily? In the past, Qin Sheng had thought that the road he was walking on was too difficult and that Su Qin would only suffer hardships and be tired if she followed him. No man would let his beloved woman suffer such grievances. Consequently, Qin Sheng had chosen to give up and hoped that Su Qin could have a simple happiness. It was true. Even a woman like Lin Su had suffered so much with him, let alone Su Qin.
How could he not know Su Qin's mind? When he knew that Su Qin took over the bar, he already understood. Moreover, when he met Su Qin again, she still treated him the same as before. But he was too selfish at that time. He only thought about his life and forced his ideas on Su Qin. He did not ask her what she thought and took the initiative to make a decision for her.
Later, he got to know Lin Su and felt that a woman like Lin Su was more suitable to stay with him. Therefore, he could only let go of Su Qin and let her find the happiness that belonged to her. This might be the best ending for both of them. Besides, he had promised Su Qin's father.
So, he was so determined. Did he really let go of Su Qin? No. Did he still love Su Qin? Yes.
However, it was meaningless now, because Su Qin had completely let go of him. At this time, Qin Sheng knew how deep his love for Su Qin was. It was so deep that it had been integrated into his blood and engraved in the depth of his brain. So, after knowing this news, Qin Sheng felt heartache.
"Qin Sheng, what's wrong with you?" Xue Qingyan found Qin Sheng's abnormality and asked confusedly.
Qin Sheng said sadly, "Sister, there was a girl who accompanied me for six years and waited for me for four years. But I let her down. Do you think I'm a jerk?"
Xue Qingyan was stunned. She did not know what Qin Sheng meant. But then she thought that Qin Sheng brought her here and asked the manager if there was a new boss. Coupled with what the manager had said, Xue Qingyan roughly guessed that the beautiful boss should be the girl who had accompanied him for six years and waited for him for four years. She did not expect that Qin Sheng would have such a relationship.
The manager standing next to her was also a little confused. Hearing Qin Sheng's words, he could not help guessing that the girl this man mentioned was the former beautiful boss. It was impossible. He heard that the beautiful boss had been single. Besides, the beautiful boss was so excellent. How could this man match her? But then he looked at Xue Qingyan. This beautiful girl was not inferior to the beautiful boss at all. Maybe it was true.
"Do you have a clear conscience?" Xue Qingyan asked casually.
Qin Sheng asked himself, did he have a clear conscience? He laughed at himself and said, "She gave the best youth of her life to me. But I let her down. How can I have a clear conscience?"
Xue Qingyan did not know what to say at this moment. She did not know what Qin Sheng was thinking at this moment. After all, she knew that Qin Sheng still had Lin Su. Obviously, Qin Sheng could not let go of this girl. Alas, what is love in the world? It makes people live and die for it.
At this time, the female singer who sang Xie Chunhua's "Lend Me" on the stage happened to sing the last sentence, "Quietly watching the time slip away. Lend me to you, speechless. Don't care, don't ask, don't say, don't read."
Qin Sheng seemed to see Su Qin, who stood there and sang quietly and only smiled at him when he was in college. After she finished singing, she walked over and asked carefully, "Is it good?"
Qin Sheng stood up slowly and walked to the stage under Xue Qingyan's astonished gaze. He whispered a few words to the resident female singer and then took over the guitar from the girl's hand. He faced the audience and said, "There was once a girl who sat here and sang quietly. There was a boy who listened to her quietly in the audience. To her, the boy was her real audience, because the boy had listened to her songs for six years. Then the boy disappeared. The girl waited for him for four years, but he did not cherish her. When he realized what he had lost, he might not find the girl again. This song is for the girl and the boy. It is for the best six years of their time. "
Qin Sheng gently strummed the guitar. The sweet sound made him feel like he was back to the high school playground. It was sunny that day and the breeze was gentle. She was wearing a white dress and he was wearing a white school uniform. He was singing and she was listening.
"The sound of the car broke the silence. I can hear but can't see clearly.
My figure under the street lamp is the shortest distance.
Most intimate.
The sound of the car broke the silence. I can hear but can't see clearly.
Suddenly quiet.
My figure under the street lamp is the shortest distance.
Most intimate.
I have exhausted all my strength. Still not in the same world.
Oh ~ Then let me hold your hand for the last time.
Say it together.
Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
A hundred times.
If we never meet again.
Ten thousand times. "
Although Qin Sheng did not have the cooperation of other instruments and only had a simple guitar, he was completely immersed in his own world. He did not care what other guests would think of him. He only sang this song for Su Qin and himself.
When he finished the last chorus, Qin Sheng was already shouting "Goodbye goodbye" hysterically. His voice was a little sad, a little sad, and a little distressed.
At the end of the song, Qin Sheng's eyes turned red and he laughed like a fool. He laughed so hard that his tears came out. He did not care about the way everyone looked at him as if he were a monster. He put the guitar aside gently and walked to Xue Qingyan slowly. "Sister, let's go."
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