Can't Let It Go
(It's snowing in Xi 'an, but I caught a cold. It's not a good thing. I love snow the most and hate colds the most. I'll go to Hangzhou tomorrow and start writing in seclusion the day after tomorrow. It's the first month of the new year. I hope you can work hard.)
After Qin Sheng got in the car, Qin Ran told him that she would take him back to the siheyuan for dinner. On this day every month, Qin Ran would go back to the siheyuan to have dinner with Qin Changan, which was an unwritten rule. No matter how resentful she was, she still had to be filial to him. So now that Qin Sheng was back, Qin Ran would take him to follow this habit. She also hoped that the father and son could communicate more. Otherwise, the stalemate would never be broken.
During this period of time, Qin Sheng's mentality gradually calmed down and he could also understand some things. He began to consider things from Qin Changan's point of view. He was Qin Changan's biological son, and Qin Changan definitely had no evil intentions towards him. He had sent people to hide in the dark to protect him. If not for Qin Changan's protection, he might have died on Mount Jiuhua. How could he be free and unfettered now? Moreover, Qin Changan was not in a hurry to reconcile with him. Of course, he had his reasons. Qin Sheng also thought about this, but he did not think it through.
In the end, no one was perfect. Qin Changan was not a god, neither was Zhuang Zhou. It was impossible for them to control everything. Of course, they did not want Gu Qingyang to die. However, in the end, what had happened had still happened. Everything was not malicious, but a freak accident. They could only blame Yan Chaozong and his gang.
Therefore, Qin Sheng was not so resentful towards Qin Changan. After all, he was a philosophy student. After he calmed down, he could think about it from all aspects and finally convince himself.
Therefore, when Qin Ran told Qin Sheng that she would go back to the siheyuan for dinner, he was not surprised at all. He just said "Oh" calmly. This surprised Qin Ran. She was afraid that Qin Sheng would refuse and was thinking about how to persuade him. She did not expect that Qin Sheng did not resist at all and directly agreed. Sometimes, she really did not understand her brother.
Qin Ran did not inform the siheyuan. Qin Sheng also came back tonight. On the way, they met a fruit shop and bought some fruits and snacks, which was more or less a token of appreciation.
When Qin Ran's car drove into the siheyuan and Gongsun came out to pick her up, he saw that Qin Sheng was still in a daze. After a long time, he said excitedly, "Young Master is also back. Come in, come in, it's cold outside."
Gongsun said as he took the things from Qin Ran and Qin Sheng '. He said to the bodyguard behind him. and said, "Young master is back."
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Gongsun led Qin Ran, Qin Sheng, and Qin Sheng to the middle courtyard. Every time this day came, Qin Changan would put off all his work and go back to the siheyuan in advance to prepare dinner by himself. Today was the same. He had already prepared dinner and was just waiting for Qin Ran to come back.
Gongsun took Qin Ran and Qin Sheng to the siheyuan. Qin Changan had a complicated expression. He was surprised, relieved, and emotional. Today was the same. He was waiting for Qin Ran.
When the bodyguard came in and told him that Qin Ran had brought Qin Sheng back, the expression on Qin Changan's face was somewhat complicated. There was surprise, gratification, and emotion. In the end, he let out a long sigh. After all, father and son were father and son. There were no obstacles that could not be overcome.
Qin Sheng could face Qin Changan. But he didn't know how to greet him. He was surprised, relieved, and emotional. Finally, he sighed. They were father and son.
Qin Sheng could face Qin Changan directly, but he did not know how to greet him. Although he knew that the man in front of him was his father, he did not know why he could not call him father.
Qin Sheng knew that Qin Sheng didn't accept him. But he was not in a hurry. He smiled and said, "You're back."
This man, who was cold and ruthless in front of most people, was embarrassed at this moment. Others might find it strange.
Qin Sheng tried his best to squeeze out a smile and nodded. Although he was forcing himself to smile, it was much better than pulling a long face as if someone owed him millions of dollars.
Qin Ran tried to ease the atmosphere. "Dad, Uncle Gongsun said you made garlic broccoli for me again. It didn't taste good last time. "
As she spoke, Qin Ran held Qin Changan's arm. Since Qin Sheng had come back, of course, Qin Ran would not treat her father the way she used to. It was understandable that she was angry before. But now she just hoped that this family could be like a family. Qin Sheng and her father were so close. If she was still stubborn, her father would be disappointed.
"I guarantee that it will be delicious this time. They have all tasted it." Qin Changan chuckled. It was said that a daughter was a father's intimate little cotton-padded jacket. However, Qin Changan had never felt the warmth of this cotton-padded jacket. However, this did not affect his love for his daughter.
Qin Ran smiled and said, "Okay. I'm going to taste it."
"Don't stand here. You must be hungry. Let's have dinner first. Gongsun, ask the kitchen to serve the dishes. "Qin Changan took Qin Ran and Qin Sheng to the dining room and said to Gongsun.
When they arrived at the dining room, Qin Ran and Qin Sheng sat on both sides of Qin Changan, which made Qin Changan happy. Qin Ran said, "Dad, it's cold today. How about letting Qin Sheng drink with you to warm up?"
Qin Changan didn't answer. He didn't care, but he was afraid that Qin Sheng wouldn't agree. Before they met, he knew Qin Sheng's character and temper. But after Qin Sheng came back, their relationship was no longer the same as before. He couldn't guess.
"Qin Sheng, what do you think?" Qin Ran stared at Qin Sheng with a smile. There was a pleading look in her eyes.
Since his sister was like this, how could Qin Sheng have the heart to refuse? Besides, he wouldn't do that. After all, he had figured out a lot of things these days.
"You can drink a little. I have classes tomorrow morning," Qin Sheng said casually. It meant that he had agreed to Qin Ran.
Qin Ran was very happy. She turned to Qin Changan and said, "Dad, which bottle should we open? I remember you still have a 50-year-old Maotai. Are you willing to drink it today? "
It was the first time in Qin Changan's life that he drank with his son. It was a memorable event. Even if it was a 100-year-old Maotai, Qin Changan would be willing to drink it today, let alone a 50-year-old Maotai.
"You can choose whatever you want from the liquor cabinet," Qin Changan said casually.
After receiving the order, Qin Ran immediately stood up and walked to the suite in the dining room. There were two especially large wine cabinets in the suite, which were filled with all kinds of liquor of different ages. Most of them were collected by Qin Changan over the years. A small part of them were given or bought by others.
In the dining room, after Qin Ran left, the atmosphere instantly dropped to the freezing point. Only the servants were serving dishes back and forth. Gongsun, who was in the kitchen, had not come over yet.
Qin Changan didn't want to be too embarrassed, so he looked at Qin Sheng and asked casually, "How are you doing in Tsinghua these days?"
Qin Sheng just raised his head slightly and replied casually, "Not bad. It's quite fulfilling and I learned a lot. After all, Tsinghua is the top university in the country."
"Theory should be combined with practice. What you lack is practical experience, unlike your classmates," Qin Changan said in a low voice. This class was highly qualified, but there was no specific educational background. It was meaningless for Qin Sheng, so Qin Changan didn't arrange it like that.
Qin Sheng knew what Qin Changan wanted to say, so he said casually, "I prefer to listen to history and philosophy, but it seems that Peking University is better."
Qin Sheng blocked the topic that Qin Changan wanted to continue. Qin Changan didn't know whether to laugh or cry. This son was not so easy to fool. How to let him enter the company? This was indeed a difficult problem.
At this time, Gongsun came in and asked confusedly, "Where's Ran Ran?"
"She went to get the liquor. Qin Sheng, drink with me," Qin Changan said calmly. Hearing this, Gongsun smiled happily. The father and son could drink, which meant that there was progress in their relationship.
Gongsun said happily, "I'll go get the liquor."
Qin Ran took a bottle of Maotai, which seemed to be a National Day reception liquor. Anyway, there were all kinds of liquor in the liquor cabinet. At this time, Gongsun also took out the liquor glass.
"Uncle Gongsun, you drink too," Qin Ran said with a smile.
Gongsun shook his head and smiled bitterly. "I won't drink. I've quit for many years."
Gongsun could hold his liquor very well. It could be said that two or three Qin Sheng could not beat him. But after the incident that year, Gongsun decided to quit drinking. It had been more than 20 years since then, and he had not touched a single drop of alcohol. For a person who loved alcohol as much as his life, not everyone had this kind of determination.
Qin Ran only drank red wine and never touched white wine. When she was socializing, no one would force her to drink. After all, no one would make things difficult for a beauty. Moreover, Qin Changan was behind Qin Ran. Who dared to offend him?
Qin Ran poured liquor for her father and brother. Recently, she liked to be a waitress. Seeing that Qin Sheng had reintegrated into this big family, she was happier than anyone else.
Qin Changan picked up the liquor glass and hesitated for a while. "Originally, I wanted to call you later. But since you are back today, I will say it in person."
Qin Ran frowned and said, "Dad, what's the matter?"
Qin Changan said with some self-mockery, "Nothing big. The day after tomorrow is your mother's birthday. In the past, I was the one who went to see her. This year, Qin Sheng is back. Coincidentally, he has not gone to see his mother yet. Then you and your brother can go together the day after tomorrow. "
Qin Ran suddenly thought of it. She could not help but feel a little regretful. How could she forget such an important day? Maybe she was too happy that Qin Sheng had come back recently, so she forgot about it. Consequently, Qin Ran said, "Dad, if you didn't mention it, I would have forgotten about it."
However, except for the day of her mother's death, Qin Ran would not go there at other times. Every time she thought of her mother, she would go to the old house. She felt that she was closer to her mother there.
"I will ask Gongsun to prepare the things. At that time, you can go there directly," Qin Changan said in a low voice.
Qin Ran frowned and said, "Dad, aren't you going?"
"I won't go this time. We are an old couple. If I don't go this time, your mother won't blame me," Qin Changan said with a smile. However, when he said this, a trace of sadness flashed across his eyes. That kind of sadness had a different meaning for a man who was only 60 years old. Qin Changan smiled happily.
It was said that time could make people forget everything. No matter how hardworking people and things were, they would become dispensable. However, after more than 20 years, why did Qin Changan still not let go?
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