Completely Gone
Sister, don't cry. This sentence made Qin Ran feel like she was in a dream. She seemed to have returned to more than 20 years ago. Every time she cried, the tender little guy always hugged her and comforted her with a tone that did not match his age, "Sister, don't cry."
After more than 20 years, Qin Sheng finally returned to the Qin Family. He also recalled the things that had happened in his childhood. Both of them were very excited. At this moment, they hugged each other and shed tears of happiness.
No matter who saw this scene, they would also sigh and sigh with emotion.
Qin Ran bit her lower lip tightly and did not let herself cry out loud. This was the happiest moment in all these years. Qin Sheng took a deep breath and wiped away his tears. Then he hugged his sister tightly and patted her back gently, waiting for her to calm down.
After a long time, Qin Ran finally let go of Qin Sheng. She wiped away her tears and smiled. Then she asked anxiously, "Qin Sheng, do you really remember what happened in your childhood?"
Qin Sheng nodded and said honestly, "Yes, although I only remember a little, I know where this is, who you are, and who the woman and man on the wall are."
Qin Ran could understand. After all, it had been too long. It had been more than 20 years. Anyone would have almost forgotten what had happened in their childhood. Qin Sheng definitely could only remember a little. So she held his hand and said, "It's okay, as long as you remember these things. It has been more than 20 years. I have been looking for you for more than 20 years. Today, I finally bring you home. No matter what happens in the future, I will never let you leave me again. Never. "
Qin Sheng smiled faintly and reached out to wipe away the tears at the corners of her eyes. He turned around and looked at the woman in the photo. He sighed and said, "Sister, I miss my mother. I often dream of her, but I can't see her clearly. I have been chasing after her, but she ignored me. I miss her. I want to see her. "
The closest relatives in the world were blood relatives.
Qin Sheng finally remembered what had happened in his childhood. He also recognized his mother. So he could not wait to see his mother, because he could only see her in his dreams every time, and her appearance was vague.
Mother, for anyone, was extremely important and irreplaceable. She was the person who gave him life and the woman who loved him the most in the world. That kind of meaning could not be described in words.
He had no mother since he came to Xi 'an. At that time, he had no other relatives except his grandfather. Especially when he saw other children had mothers who played with them and grew up with them, he was very upset. He always hid in his room and cried secretly. Only orphans could understand that kind of loneliness. It was not until he came to the Lin Family and received Auntie Wang's love that this feeling gradually faded. Otherwise, Qin Sheng really did not know what he would be like now. After all, everyone's personality when they were young would affect their whole lives.
"Mom?" After hearing his words, Qin Ran, who had stopped crying, hesitated for two seconds. Then, her eyes turned red again. She forced herself not to break down and said, "Come with me."
Qin Ran knew that Qin Sheng definitely did not remember that his mother had passed away many years ago. After all, he could only remember a few things at this moment. Hence, she turned around and led Qin Sheng into the bedroom.
Qin Ran knew that Qin Sheng definitely did not remember that his mother had passed away many years ago. After all, he could only remember a little. So she turned around and led Qin Sheng to the bedroom.
This was the master bedroom. When Qin Ran pushed the door open and turned on the lights, the smell of dust hit her face. It was empty inside, except for an old table placed against the wall. On the table were fresh fruits, which should have been there a few days ago. There was also an incense burner and candles.
This was the master bedroom. When Qin Ran opened the door and turned on the light, a dusty smell came. It was empty, except for an old table against the wall. On the table were fresh fruits, incense burners and candles. Of course, the woman in the black and white photo on the wall was the beautiful woman in the family photo in the living room. She was Qin Sheng and Qin Ran's mother.
When Qin Sheng walked into the master bedroom and followed Qin Ran's line of sight, his mind went blank instantly. He was completely petrified. He could not help but tremble. He clenched his fists tightly and his nails dug into his palms. He stared at the photo on the wall without blinking. Qin Sheng was stunned. Of course, he knew what it meant. But he really did not expect it to be like this. All his expectations were completely gone at this moment. It was gone, completely gone.
In the past, he knew that he was an orphan without a mother. But he had imagined that if he found his biological parents one day, would he be able to see his mother? But at this moment, he knew that he did not have a mother in the past, but he still had hope. But today, he really did not have a mother, and he would not have one in the future. He did not even have hope.
A second ago, he was in heaven, and the next second, he was in hell. This was not just a sense of loss, but a kind of almost destructive blow. It directly knocked down Qin Sheng, who was still strong in any situation, in any enemy and in any setbacks.
At this moment, Qin Sheng was like a lost soul, like a wild ghost. His eyes and face were so terrible that people could not recognize him. It made Qin Ran feel very strange. She stared at Qin Sheng, dumbfounded.
After a long time, Qin Sheng, who had been standing there, finally moved. He took a step slowly and walked to the sacrificial table step by step. Every step was so heavy, every step was so difficult, and every step seemed to be trampling on every hope he had for more than 20 years. The distance of a few steps seemed to be 108,000 miles. The time of a few steps seemed to be as far as a few centuries, but the distance of a few steps was like the distance between Yin and Yang.
When Qin Sheng finally walked in front of the sacrificial table, he saw this man, who was like an unkillable cockroach and had walked through the gates of hell many times, suddenly kneeling on the ground with a bang. He buried his head between his legs and grabbed his hair with both hands, choking with suppressed and desperate sobs.
Time stopped at this moment. Anyone who saw this scene would not be able to bear it. Qin Ran turned her back. She could not bear such emotions anymore. She was afraid that she could not bear it. In the end, she directly left the master bedroom and went to the living room, leaving time for Qin Sheng and his mother to be alone. She knew that Qin Sheng must have a lot of things to say to his mother.
Qin Ran did not help Qin Sheng up, nor did she comfort him. For a man, sometimes there were some things that he had to face alone. Only when he completely vented his emotions would he feel better. If he suppressed it, it would be more terrible.
Time passed by. Qin Sheng did not know how long it had been. Today, he had shed all the tears that he had accumulated over the years. He felt that there was really nothing that could make him cry in the future.
He, who was still kneeling on the ground, raised his head and stared at his mother's photo. He laughed at himself and said, "Mom, I'm not a filial son. I made you wait for so many years before coming back to see you. Mom, how have you been these years? Is it because you miss me that you appear in my dreams every time? Mom, do you know that you are even more beautiful than my girlfriend? If you were by my side when I was in school, I would definitely show off to my classmates every day that I have a beautiful mother. Mom … "
At this moment, Qin Sheng was no longer the Qin Sheng who had a strong inner wall. In front of his mother, he was just a child who could not grow up. It had been more than 20 years. Every time, he could only see his mother in his dreams. Every time, he would be woken up with a start after saying a few words. Today, he finally reunited with his mother. He had a lot of things that he wanted to tell his mother. He wanted to tell her all the words that he had accumulated over the past 20 years and all the things that had happened to him in one go.
The first time he was praised by a teacher, the first time he got full marks on a test, the first time he got into a fight, the first time he held a girl's hand, the first time he kissed a girl, the first time he fell in love, the first time he broke up with a girl, and so on.
Qin Sheng wanted to tell his mother everything. It seemed that by doing so, it would be as if his mother would always be by his side. However, Qin Sheng would definitely only tell her the happy things. He would not tell her about the sorrows and setbacks, because he did not want her to worry.
One hour passed. Two hours later, Qin Sheng was still talking with his mother. It seemed that his mother was standing in front of him. Sometimes, he would suddenly burst into laughter while talking. Sometimes, he would suddenly become very depressed. People who did not know him would think that he had gone crazy.
During this period, Qin Ran came to see him several times because she was really worried about his state. However, she did not disturb Qin Sheng and let him talk to himself like this.
Downstairs, Gongsun and the others had been waiting. Qin Changan asked someone to call them once to ask when they would come back. When he heard that Qin Sheng and Qin Ran were at the old house, he did not call again.
Three hours later, Qin Sheng finally finished saying all the things that he wanted to say. His legs were already numb. He stood up with some difficulty and then said to his mother, "Mom, it is not late. Go to bed early. I will tell you next time."
After that, Qin Sheng burned a stick of incense for his mother and kowtowed three times. Then he turned around and left the master bedroom.
In the living room, when Qin Ran saw that Qin Sheng finally came out of the master bedroom, she instantly felt at ease. However, before she said anything, Qin Sheng took the initiative to say, "Sister, can I sleep here tonight?"
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