Disappear again
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Su Qin took Qin Sheng straight to the Bund. She remembered that on the first day they had arrived in Shanghai, she had accompanied Qin Sheng to the Bund. They had walked hand in hand for two hours. Qin Sheng was so excited that he even shouted at the Huangpu River, "Shanghai, I'm coming."
Su Qin also did not feel tired. Perhaps it was because she was accompanying the man she loved the most. For them, the life at that time was full of longing. They had imagined the future and sighed with emotion. Unfortunately, they could not be together in the end.
After parking the car, the two strolled along the Huangpu River at the Bund. Even though it was a winter night, no matter how cold the wind was, the Bund would never lack tourists. It was unknown how many men came here to pursue their dreams, and it was unknown how many people's lives had changed at this moment.
"I heard from Hao Lei that you went back to Xi 'an on New Year's Day?" The cold wind blew Su Qin's hair, making it flutter in the wind. However, it was somewhat messy and beautiful. She only wore a turtleneck sweater and a gray woolen coat. The weather was somewhat cold.
Qin Sheng nodded silently as he said, "Yes, Auntie Wang celebrated her birthday on New Year's Day. Xinxin and I went back to accompany her."
"How is Auntie Wang? How is Uncle Lin? I haven't seen them for a long time." Su Qin lowered her head slightly, stroked her hair, and smiled. When she smiled, there were two charming dimples. In high school, many boys wanted to make Su Qin smile, but no matter how hard they tried, they could not compare to Qin Sheng's look.
Qin Sheng took a deep breath to make himself look more natural and casual. He replied, "They're all good. Thank you for taking care of them for me when I was away, especially Xinxin. I heard from her that you often visited her."
Su Qin said lightly, "There is no need to thank me. They are also my friends. These are what I should do. I also regard Xin Xin as my younger sister."
Qin Sheng smiled bitterly as he said, "No matter what, I still have to thank you."
"If you really want to thank me, you can invite me to dinner another day," Su Qin said with a smile. Obviously, she could not let go of Qin Sheng. If she really let go of him and did not disturb him, that would be the best way to get along. However, after all, they had been in a relationship for six years. It was not easy to let go of a mere 11 paintings.
Qin Sheng agreed directly, "No problem. You can eat whatever you want."
Su Qin was a little surprised as she said, "I thought you would refuse."
Qin Sheng laughed and said, "Why should I refuse? I don't know how many men want to treat you to a meal. It is my honor. "
"Don't say that. I don't like it," Su Qin said a little angrily. If it was another man who said that, Su Qin would not think much of it. However, the man in front of her was Qin Sheng. She and Qin Sheng used to be intimate lovers. They had done everything together. Qin Sheng said that to distance himself from her.
Qin Sheng did not notice it at all. He just said that subconsciously. He quickly said, "I'm sorry."
"Qin Sheng, I feel that you are always running away from me. Are you unwilling to face me, or do you hate me in your heart and still resent me for breaking up with you?" Su Qin asked. Today, she came to Qin Sheng because she wanted to make a lot of things clear.
Qin Sheng shook his head and said, "No. What's there to hate? Everything has passed. I accept everything that happened. You have your own life. I don't want to disturb your peaceful life because of my appearance."
"Haha, is that so?" Su Qin smiled bitterly and said, "But your appearance has already disturbed my life. Qin Sheng, I regret being impulsive at that time. I regret that I was not by your side when you needed me the most. I often think of these things and blame myself all the time. In the past two years, I have been looking for you all the time, but there is no news of you. Do you know how much I miss you, Qin Sheng?"
In the end, Su Qin's eyes were red. Yes, she could not let go of Qin Sheng. She really could not let go of the feelings of six years. If she could let go, she would not have been single for more than two years. Otherwise, she might have married and had children. After all, there were many men chasing after her.
"Su Qin, don't say these things. You are a good girl. I thank God for letting me have you," Qin Sheng said very sincerely.
Su Qin said stubbornly, "I want to ask you, in the past two years, have you ever missed me?"
"I have. In the beginning, I missed you all the time. But I told myself that we have broken up and you should have your own happiness. My road has just begun. I don't know what I have to experience. So I told myself to let go," Qin Sheng said honestly. People were not saints. Who could forget a woman who had been in love with him for six years at once?
However, time was an omnipotent antidote. No matter how unforgettable the love was, it would eventually be completely worn away by time. Gradually, it would fade away.
Su Qin said with some heartache, "So you really let go like this?"
Qin Sheng did not know what to say. He did not want to hurt Su Qin's heart. After all, she was the woman he used to love deeply. Even if she cried, Qin Sheng would feel sorry for her.
Su Qin gritted her teeth and said, "I know." Qin Sheng's silence was the answer. But she was not willing to give up like this. She put down her dignity and said, "But I can't. Why can't I let go? Qin Sheng, I still love you deeply. I want to go back to the previous life. I want us to start again. "
After saying that, Su Qin directly hugged Qin Sheng. This hug melted Qin Sheng's heart. It used to be such a familiar feeling, but now it was so strange.
This was also the first time that Su Qin had directly expressed the love in her heart. Qin Sheng was very shocked. At that time, he really thought that Su Qin did not love him anymore, so she broke up with him. He had some resentment in his heart. Later, he felt relieved and felt that it was nothing. No matter who talked about the past, he would defend Su Qin. But until this moment, he understood Su Qin's heart. She really still loved him.
If Qin Sheng had not met Lin Su, he might have been able to reconcile with Su Qin. Unfortunately, there were no ifs. He met Lin Su and let go of Su Qin at that time. Now, Lin Su was more in his heart.
He was not willing to lie to Su Qin. He made up his mind and said, "Su Qin, thank you for still loving me. But I already have someone I love. I'm sorry."
Upon hearing this, Su Qin felt like being struck by five thunders. The last hope in her heart completely collapsed. She slowly pushed Qin Sheng away and stared at him with a look of disbelief. Her tears flowed down. In such a temperature, they were like two ice knives.
Su Qin just stared at Qin Sheng like this. It was unknown how long she had stared at him. She laughed at herself and slowly turned around to leave. After taking a few steps, she suddenly collapsed. She squatted on the ground and cried bitterly with her head in her arms. The sound of her crying was heartbreaking.
Seeing Su Qin like this, Qin Sheng felt like his heart was being cut by a knife. He really wanted to slap himself and scold, "You are a f * cking scum. How can you bear to let the woman you used to love deeply, the woman who still loves you deeply, be like this? You once said that you would accompany her to old age. You once said that you would protect her forever. Are all your words bullsh * t?"
Qin Sheng could not stand it anymore. He ran over in a hurry and directly held Su Qin in his arms. He let her cry bitterly in his arms. No matter what would happen in the future, at least at this moment, he would protect Su Qin.
After a long time, Su Qin finally cried enough. Qin Sheng's arms were still so warm. She did not want to think about anything. She just wanted time to stop at this moment, so that he could cherish a few more seconds.
Finally, after the lights on both sides of the Huangpu River gradually dimmed, Qin Sheng said softly, "Let me send you back."
"Okay." Su Qin rubbed against Qin Sheng's chest and nodded slightly.
Qin Sheng held Su Qin in his arms until they got in the car. Qin Sheng drove and Su Qin sat in the passenger seat. Qin Sheng took the initiative to help her fasten the seat belt. Along the way, Su Qin looked at Qin Sheng quietly. Her eyes could melt the snow in winter.
Finally, Qin Sheng sent her to the door. At the door, Qin Sheng said calmly, "Have a good sleep. Everything will be fine. As long as you want, we are still friends. As long as you need, I can appear in front of you at any time."
"Really?" Su Qin said softly.
Qin Sheng nodded heavily and said, "Really. Good night."
After that, Qin Sheng closed the door and left happily. Su Qin, who was behind the door, smiled.
Wang Feng sang in the song, "Dream is nothing. Love is nothing. After all, life has to go on without these things." Therefore, Qin Sheng, who was busy with work, had forgotten what happened last night.
After finishing the day's work, Qin Sheng asked Ms. An for leave again. He said that he was going to go out of town. Although Ms. An felt uncomfortable, she could only agree. But she still complained about Qin Sheng. After thinking about it, there were not many guests during this period, so it was okay to ask for leave.
Qin Sheng returned to Shilin Huayuan. After packing up his things, he went straight to the airport. He did not inform anyone. He had already bought the ticket yesterday.
His phone was turned off and Qin Sheng disappeared completely. This made everyone very confused. They all thought that something had happened to Qin Sheng, including Lin Su, who was about to celebrate her birthday. Lin Su was a little anxious. She could not contact Qin Sheng no matter how hard she tried. She did not know where Qin Sheng lived or where he worked.
After midnight, it was another birthday. Lin Su's phone began to be bombarded. It was like this every year at this time. She was used to it. In the past, she would directly turn off her phone and wait until the next day to reply others. But this year, she did not, because she was waiting for Qin Sheng to say "Happy birthday" to her.
Unfortunately, Lin Su waited until midnight, but there was no news from Qin Sheng. Finally, Lin Su called Qin Sheng again, but his phone was still turned off.
That night, Lin Su did not sleep well. She was in a bad mood. When she got up the next morning and opened her eyes, she picked up her phone to see if there was any call or message from Qin Sheng. But there was still no message.
Although it was her birthday today, Lin Su did not give herself a holiday. She went to the company early, wanting to see the white rose on the office table. Unfortunately, she did not see it today. Lin Su was very disappointed.
The day passed in a busy work. At noon, her colleagues in the company held a simple birthday party for her. They bought cakes and gifts and so on. Lin Su's mood was finally eased.
Just after work in the afternoon, Yan Chaozong came to pick Lin Su up. Lin Su's birthday party was personally organized by him. Many of their relatives and friends were invited. Lin Su originally wanted to reject, but in the end, she agreed. This was because she wanted to announce a piece of news today, but it was useless now.
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