Coming out of the secret room, Su Wan fiercely coughed again. Her lips even had a little bit of blood. At this moment, no matter how exquisite her makeup was, it couldn't cover the deathly paleness of her face.
"Jiejie!"
Su Rui's voice was flustered like never before. Seeing the panic in Su Rui's eyes, Su Wan subconsciously raised her hand and gently held his hand: "It's okay, I'm fine."
Su Wan somewhat reluctantly smiled at Su Rui. That smile had already seen through life and death.
Su Wan's body became very poor, as if she suddenly returned to the days when she was beyond cure. This made Su Rui extremely anxious. In the end, he could only go to Si Jia and invite Physician Si.
After not seeing him for a few days, Physician Si looked a lot thinner. Even if Su Rui didn't like Physician Si, regarding Su Wan's life and death, Su Rui could only compromise.
At this time, in the elegantly decorated room, there were only Su Wan and Physician Si.
"You've lost weight."
Su Wan looked at Physician Si who was at the bedside and spoke somewhat hoarsely. Physician Si froze for a moment and looked at Su Wan's gaze with more heartache.
He knew what happened that night in Yue Wangfu. He knew that Su Wan left and also knew that she was unconscious and was taken away by Su Rui.
He couldn't imagine Su Wan's mood at that moment. Was it despair? Or pain?
"How can you not cherish yourself?"
Physician Si took Su Wan's pulse and found out that her condition was serious. It was all because she couldn't eat or sleep well and was depressed.
Su Wan didn't answer Physician Si's question. Her gaze drifted and looked at the table not far away: "Physician Si, what do you think people live for? For themselves? For others? For love or for something else? "
"Junzhu ….."
"Call me by my name."
Su Wan lowered her eyes and gave Physician Si a shallow smile: "You are my only friend. When I was young, my body wasn't good and I rarely left the General fu. Later, I went to the Imperial City to study and met a few cousins there ….. "
Speaking up to here, Su Wan's voice lowered: "If time could flow back, how good would that be. Physician Si ….. "
Su Wan didn't know what she was thinking, but she suddenly extended her soft and cold little hand and grabbed Physician Si's big hand: "Your medical skills are so amazing, can you, can you help me research a kind of medicine, let me … … forget how to love a person? Loving someone was really … too painful. It really … hurts. "
"Su Wan."
Physician Si's heart suddenly ached. Somewhat involuntarily, he raised his arm and half-hugged Su Wan: "Don't be like this. The world is so big, there will always be someone who loves you, waiting for you. You are so good, there will be many people who love you. So, you have to live well, live well, understand? "
"Live well …"
Su Wan seemed to be a bit tired, her whole body powerlessly shrunk into Physician Si's embrace: "I also want to live well, but as long as I think of cousin right now living with Ye Zhihua, my heart will ache. How can he be so cruel, saying he doesn't love and then he doesn't love? Then what did I do for all those years? I couldn't convince myself, I couldn't deceive my own heart. Sometimes I would even think maliciously, if one day cousin also abandoned Ye Zhi Hua, then maybe I would be able to let it go, I wouldn't feel so painful. Si Yu, do you think I am very bad? Perhaps Biao Ge and Ye Zhi Hua are right, I am a vicious woman. "
"No, you are not."
Physician Si tightened his arms: "You are not, they are."
They are … …
Hearing Physician Si's words, Su Wan's excited mood seemed to calm down a lot. She slowly closed her eyes: "Physician Si, has anyone said that your embrace … … is especially comfortable."
Unknowingly, Su Wan actually meekly leaned on Physician Si's embrace and fell asleep.
Her sleeping appearance was especially tranquil. Physician Si didn't dare to move, he was also reluctant to move. He gently and motionlessly hugged her … …
At night, Lu Zhu made a new medicinal soup for Su Wan according to Physician Si's new prescription. This time, Su Wan was very cooperative and drank all the soup.
After eating the medicine, under Lu Zhu's care, Su Wan bathed and changed her clothes as usual, turned off the lights and went to bed.
Not long after, Su Wan's long and even breathing sound came from the bed. Seeing that her master had finally fallen asleep, Lu Zhu felt relieved and went to rest on the small bed in the side hall.
In the middle of the night, there was an extra shadow in front of Su Wan's bed.
That figure had been quietly sitting at the head of her bed. Even in the darkness, that pair of eyes that stared at her were still bright and focused.
Su Wan who was on the bed didn't feel anything. She seemed to be sleeping uncomfortably. She gently turned over and the brocade quilt on her shoulder slid down along with her movements. The person on the bedside seemed to frown and raised his hand to pull the quilt up until Su Wan's entire body was wrapped in the quilt. Only then did that person stop in satisfaction. Afterwards, he attentively looked at her until dawn … …
The next day, Su Wan's spirit was pretty good. With Physician Si's "treatment", she naturally didn't need to think of ways to "ruin" her body. Now that everything was ready, it was time to harvest … …
Capital, Ye fu.
These past few days, the Ye family's days were especially bad. Originally, when Ye Zhi Hua became the Yue Wangfei, the Ye family should have been proud and elated, but who knew that on the second day after Ye Zhi Hua was conferred the title of Yue Wangfei, Imperial Censor Ye was reported to the court. Not only was his salary deducted for three months, even the other officials of the Ye family were implicated.
Each and every one of the ministers in the court were troublemakers. Who did this Ye family offend? They were very clear in their hearts. Who dared to stand up for Ye family?
Didn't you see that His Highness Yue wangye could only sulk and not speak?
Because he had wronged Su Wan, Xuanyuan Rui was in the wrong. When His Majesty conferred the title of Ye Zhi Hua, he turned a blind eye. No one expected that when the dust settled, Su Rui would suddenly rise up and counterattack!
His Majesty had always valued Su family. Su Rui and Su Wan's mother were also members of the imperial family. He thought that the two families were relying on the marriage alliance to be unbreakable. Su Wan marrying Xuanyuan Rui could be considered as adding a tie on top of a tie. But halfway through, Ye Zhi Hua appeared. Everything began to become chaotic.
At this time, His Majesty seemed to have forgotten his tacit consent. He only thought that Xuanyuan Rui was a hero who couldn't resist the charms of a beauty. Because of his personal feelings, he delayed official business. This made His Majesty a little dissatisfied with his son who he had always doted on.
And Xuanyuan Rui?
He had even more difficulties that he couldn't speak of. Originally, after eradicating Xuanyuan Qing, this sinister and cunning obstacle, and tying the knot with his beloved, it should have been the most indulgent and wanton day in his life. But Su Wan's sudden departure and Su Rui's fierce attack suddenly made Xuanyuan Rui's life a mess.
His Majesty hinted to Xuanyuan Rui to bring Su Wan back to Yue wangfu. He even wanted Ye Zhi Hua to return the position of Wangfei to Su Wan. Regarding this proposal, Xuanyuan Rui naturally refused.
At this time, Ye family was besieged on all sides. Again and again, they went to Yue wangfu for help. Ye Zhi Hua had the will but the strength was insufficient. Because her heart was too heavy, she fell ill again. Xuanyuan Rui had no choice but to ask Physician Si to come over and take care of her.
Ye Zhi Hua who was lying on the sickbed had a pale face, a pitiful appearance. Physician Si looked at her sickly appearance and unknowingly thought of Su Wan coughing up blood in a weak state. In his heart, his bad impression towards Ye Zhi Hua increased again.
"Imperial Physician Si, I heard that you went to the General fu a few days ago?"
Although she didn't want Su Wan and Xuanyuan Rui to have any connection, Ye Zhi Hua unconsciously wanted to pay attention to Su Wan's every move.
In fact, Ye Zhi Hua also understood His Majesty's meaning. If it was her in the previous life, as long as she had the opportunity to be together with Xuanyuan Rui, she would be satisfied. Even if she didn't have a title, it didn't matter.
But now it was different. Now she was Yue Wangfei, Xuanyuan Rui's official wife. They were husband and wife, loving each other, deeply affectionate. Tasting too much sweetness, her heart slowly became dissatisfied — — Xuanyuan Rui was hers, why should she give him to Su Wan?
Su Wan was clearly a person who was about to die. Why did she still want to snatch her beloved man when death was imminent?
At this time, although Ye Zhi Hua's complexion was weak, Physician Si could still see the different emotions in her eyes.
After pondering for a moment, Physician Si sighed: "Ai, I went to see Xiao Junzhu's illness. Her body … …"
"Su … Junzhu, what's wrong?"
Ye Zhi Hua's eyes flashed, tightly staring at Physician Si's face.
"Junzhu, she is terminally ill, unable to sleep at night … …" Speaking to here, Physician Si's eyes darkened, his face had a bit of sadness: "She is living … … in pain."
Perhaps it was because he thought of that day when Su Wan leaned in his embrace, Physician Si's voice unconsciously carried a bit of heartache.
But Ye Zhi Hua didn't notice Physician Si's mood. In her mind, there were only the words "terminally ill", lasting for a long time.
"Junzhu is really pitiful."
Ye Zhi Hua looked at Physician Si with a pitiful gaze: "I only had an ordinary cold in my body and it's already so uncomfortable. Presumably, Junzhu is seriously ill right now. I'm afraid her life is worse than death. Thinking of her being tortured by illness, my heart doesn't feel good. Rather than being tormented by illness, perhaps … … quietly leaving is the best release for her."
While speaking, Ye Zhi Hua carefully observed Physician Si's reaction.
Ye Zhi Hua, who was known as a talented woman since childhood, always felt that she was very smart. Especially after her rebirth, the feeling of being able to devise strategies made her feel that she was always a cut above others.
In fact, when Physician Si first came to the Wangfu to treat her illness, Ye Zhi Hua saw that this Physician Si was a soft-hearted person and seemed to have a good impression of her.
If she could use this good impression … …
It has to be said that Ye Zhi Hua was indeed a bit clever. She who had been reborn, knew how to use her resources and advantages.
Unfortunately, she clearly used the wrong time.
Hearing Ye Zhi Hua's words, Physician Si's eyes turned cold, but his face carried a serious expression: "Wangfei doesn't want Junzhu to suffer, she is really kind, but ….. even ants live without purpose. Junzhu may be living in pain, but no matter how painful it is to live, it is still better than dying, right? I am a doctor, I only know how to treat illnesses and save lives, I will never give up on any patient. "
Hearing Physician Si's words, Ye Zhi Hua froze for a moment, then awkwardly turned her gaze away: "What Imperial Physician Si said makes sense, I just … … just feel too sorry for Junzhu, that's all."
The more sincere her performance was, the colder Physician Si's gaze became — —
What is kindness?
What is viciousness?
Physician Si thought of what Su Wan said that day. She never hid her hatred in her heart. Even if she had malicious thoughts, she would always speak bluntly.
People are not saints, who doesn't have their own selfish desires?
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