Ning Que walked to the depths of the Divine Hall and saw the figure on the balcony.
He was a little shocked because the figure was very tall, even taller than an ordinary man. The woman on the balcony was very fat, beyond the range of plump, and could only be described as fat.
She was wearing a very thin, flowery green dress. The autumn wind blew gently at the bottom of the cliff, but it didn't move at all. This was because the fabric of the dress was extremely tight against her plump body, tightly sticking to her body, and the lines of her dress were exaggerated.
Ning Que had imagined the scene of reuniting with Sangsang many times, but he never expected that when they met again, the dark and thin girl had disappeared, and the tall and fat woman appeared in front of him.
He remembered the horse carriage he saw when he bought sweet potatoes in the small town, and the tall and fat girl in the horse carriage. He remembered that he had once said that she was like a fat pig, and then he realized that they had already met.
At that time, he did not know her, but she must have known everything. Thinking of this, he felt that his confidence was gradually dissipating, and the Academy's plan seemed to be becoming ridiculous.
He looked at her back and was silent for a long time.
This woman did not look like Sangsang at all. She was a completely different person from the Sangsang in his memories, but he knew that she was Sangsang. It was not because of that mysterious feeling, but because of his certain perception. The barrier between them had disappeared, so he naturally knew that she was Sangsang.
The woman on the balcony was obviously Sangsang, but she did not look like Sangsang. She was not the thin and dark Sangsang, but the white and fat Sangsang. Ning Que suddenly felt sad, because he knew that he would probably never see the thin and dark Sangsang again.
Sangsang stood on the balcony, looking at the autumn night from the precipice, with her hands behind her back. Her green sleeves were like the sea, and her figure was tall and straight like a peak. But he felt so lonely.
"Come home with me."
Ning Que looked at her back and said in a very natural tone, not as excited as before outside the Divine Hall. He was like a man who saw his playful little wife by the lake.
Sangsang did not turn around. She still kept her hands behind her back, and said nothing. The starlight from the night sky shone on the balcony, sprinkled on her broad shoulders, and then spread like ink.
It was quiet in the divine hall. The night wind blew in from the terrace, bypassing the broken ten-thousand-year-old lamp and lifting an old cloth, revealing a golden brick and a big black umbrella.
Looking at that place, Ning Que walked to the balcony after a moment of silence. He came up behind her and put his hand on her shoulder, as if to brush the starlight away from her.
The night breeze was gentle. His fingertips fell on her shoulders and then fell again.
The tip of his finger had been sliced off. Blood gradually flowed out and condensed into an extremely neat circle. It looked like a dark red dot, as beautiful as a cinnabar mole on a beauty's body.
There were countless lines invisible to the naked eye on the balcony, dividing the space into two completely different worlds, Sangsang's world and the human world.
Sangsang's world was composed of the most basic laws, including the laws of space. As long as she didn't allow it, no one could enter her world.
Her world and the human world were extremely far apart. Even if she came to the human world, it was still the same. She was clearly standing in front of Ning Que, but it seemed that she was far away.
Ning Que stood so close to her, but they were so far apart.
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Looking at the dark red blood at the tip of his finger, Ning Que was silent for a long time. Then he smiled lightly and sarcastically. He said, "We are indeed worlds apart."
He raised his head to look at her tall back, at her plump waist and buttocks, and said, "You've gotten fatter and taller. You've changed. I think you've forgotten a lot of things."
Sangsang still did not speak or turn around. She held her hands behind her back and looked at the mountains under the night sky.
"I can't forget those things. That year in Hebei Province, starving people killed each other, and their parents traded their children for food. Although I survived, I had already become one of them. If I hadn't dug you out from the pile of corpses, I don't know how I would have lived alone. So not only did I save you, in a sense, you also saved me. You allowed me to live more like a human. You allowed me to find a bright reason to live when I committed all kinds of crimes in Min Mountain and the Wilderness. Yes, for me at that time, you were the only light on my back. You were even the only reason for me to live in this world. "
Looking at her back and her hands behind her back, Ning Que suddenly wanted to hold her hands. Just like many years ago, when she was scared by the wolves in Min Mountain and cried, he held her in his arms, held her hands tightly, and told her stories all night long. Now her hands were not so small, but he still wanted to hold them. This desire was so strong that his voice trembled slightly.
"I don't know if you have ever thought about what the meaning of life is. You are an eternal and objective existence, while human beings are just passers-by on the journey of time. Our lives are very short and will inevitably end one day. It is easy to fall into the path of nothingness. In the end, the reason that can make us resolutely go through every day is nothing more than something that appears to be more powerful in the spirit, such as emotions. If you carefully analyze these things, you will often find that all of these things are based on memories. The more memories you have, the stronger and longer the emotions you have. I don't want to recall those things with you now. But you know very well that we have memories that neither of us can compare. So you can't leave me, and I can't leave you. As I have said before, you are my natal, and you are my life. So I came to find you, and I want to take you away. "
After saying this, he reached out to her shoulder again, wanting to brush away the lonely starlight, wanting to pull her back from that lonely world, back to the human world, back to his side.
There were countless crisp cracking sounds on the balcony, and his sleeves were instantly torn into countless pieces. The pure Great Spirit covering his arm only lasted for a very short time before it was cut into pieces by the lines in the space. Countless fine lines of blood appeared on his arm, and it looked like it was about to be cut off.
Suddenly, the space rules that divided the world into two sides disappeared, and the horrible blood lines on his arm did not continue to go deeper. Because … Sangsang opened her own world.
Sangsang slowly turned around and looked at him quietly. There was no emotion in her eyes, only calmness.
Ning Que had not yet recovered from the shock of her opening her world. Looking at her eyes, he became more and more shocked and speechless, because he had never seen her look like this.
Sangsang reached out and held his frozen hand in front of him.
He felt that her hand was very soft and very warm, just like the lake water, which could contain everything. No, it was not a hand, but a gentle universe, which made him a little fascinated.
She was his natal, so she could feel what he was thinking, and when they held hands, he could also see her consciousness and her thoughts.
Haotian's consciousness was so vast, as vast as the sea of stars, that ordinary people could not bear. Even if Sangsang tried to control it at this time, Ning Que's sense of perception still set off shocking waves.
Blood began to ooze from the corners of his eyes, but his eyes were still bright, because he saw many memories, many of her memories, in the stormy waves. He saw the mulberry trees stripped of their bark in Hebei Province, the bleating lambs in Min Mountain, the roast chicken and wine in the City of Wei, the Old Brush Pen Shop in Chang 'an, the cosmetics in Chenjinji Cosmetics Store, the summer rain and the notes under the bed, and the night by the Snow Sea.
It turned out that she did not forget anything. She remembered all these things, even more clearly than he did.
Suddenly, Ning Que's eyes were no longer bright, but a little dim. Then he began to get angry, because he understood a cold fact. She was Haotian, and the scenes in these memories were originally arranged by her. These memories were just derivatives of her asking the Headmaster to ascend to Heaven!
She and the Headmaster had known each other for thousands of years, and neither of them could do anything to the other. She used Heaven's Calculation to construct a natural situation, descended to the human world, and finally succeeded in forcing the Headmaster to ascend to Heaven.
The memories between her and Ning Que were part of this Heaven's Calculation, but they were neither the cause nor the goal. It could even be said that they were just means.
Ning Que stared at her eyes, at the eternal calmness that did not belong to human beings, and slowly clenched his left fist. Because of his strength, the blood lines on his right arm burst open again.
In fact, he had always understood that the memories he cherished were just her calculations. The two most crucial points of the Headmaster's departure from the human world were naturally to accept him as a disciple, and Sangsang being exposed as the Daughter of Yama. He carried Sangsang on his back and fled all over the world. Everything was just Heaven's Calculation …
But he did not want to think about these things, because he was not reconciled to it. He always felt that she was still Sangsang, until this moment, when they held hands and their minds were connected. Everything was exposed, so he felt very painful.
"Everything is Heaven's Calculation, so the memories are naturally fake."
Ning Que thought silently, and then he understood everything in his consciousness. Those memories could be real, because Sangsang had not yet woken up at that time, and she was still his Sangsang.
But when Sangsang woke up, those memories became means.
"I did not calculate everything, because you are not from this world, so I stayed in the human world. The connection between us can never be cut off."
Sangsang said, "So you have to surrender to me."
Ning Que had never hidden anything from her, including his biggest secret. Last year, when he was wandering on the sea with the Headmaster, he did not hide their conversation from her. She knew that he was not from the Haotian world, so she decided to show her generosity and kindness.
Ning Que stared into her eyes and asked, "I am not your people, why should I surrender to you?"
Sangsang said, "I will grant you eternity."
Ning Que asked, "What is eternity? Can it be eaten? Or can it make my bed and quilt? "
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(I am back. I only went online once in seven days, and I found that it feels good, and my mind is much clearer. If you want to contact me, you can call me, email me, or leave a message. Wait for me to reply when I get home. Seven days seems long, but in fact it is very short. Something happened, and I cursed my mother on Weibo. In addition, Yun Cai will not care about the book review section for the time being. In fact, she told me many days ago that it is really hard, and I sincerely thank you for your hard work. The other managers have also worked hard. Once again, thank you for your tolerance. I am not a professional author, but you are the best readers, I am sure of that. Because I will be in Hubei this month, I have to go out, so I try my best to write this paragraph well. I dare not say how much, but I will write more when I get home in June. Thank you again, sincerely. In addition, I like the last sentence of this chapter very much.) (To be continued. If you like this work, please come to Qidian.Com to vote for it. Your support is my biggest motivation.)
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