Chapter 793
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I didn't write today, not because I wasn't feeling well, but because there was a knot in my chest. I can't blame anyone but myself, because the unhappiness of the readers was caused by me. It was entirely my responsibility, and had nothing to do with the weather or my illness. That's why I'll write two chapters of three thousand words tomorrow to fill in what I wrote today.
If there are no problems with the inspection the day after tomorrow, I'll try my best to update two chapters a day.
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Some readers saw the epilogue of other authors and asked me why I had time to drink during the three days in Hangzhou and didn't have time to write. I wanted to explain, because it seemed like it was too much.
I drank during the first two days of the Hangzhou Annual Conference, so naturally I didn't get drunk. Plus, it was after the update. I didn't drink or play on the day before the update, so I really couldn't write anymore.
The request for leave for the third day was still there. I didn't say how sick I was and how uncomfortable it was to ask for leave, because no matter how you looked at it, it would seem like a slut was being unreasonable, and it wouldn't be easy to win people's trust.
But in reality, all the authors present knew that my leg had basically recovered, and my right shoulder was basically useless.
I shared a room with Special White. In the middle of the night, when I cried out in pain while half-asleep, it scared him. But when I woke up the next day, I told him I was fine.
Yeah, it hurt like hell for a moment, and then it was f * cking fine for a moment. What could I do? Could I grab my body and say, "If you want to hurt, then keep hurting?"
I suddenly remembered the first day in Hangzhou. Yun Cai had texted me to ask how my body was. My reply was that I was smiling in front of others, but in pain behind them. Today, the reason for my depression was indeed my own problem. I shouldn't have cheerfully said I was fine, and I shouldn't have walked around West Lake in the rain. I should have laid on the bed and sighed. I shouldn't have liked the liveliness of the world, and I did indulge in pleasure and neglect work.
After the Annual Conference, there was supposed to be an event. Before the Spring Festival, many authors went. At the time, I thought, I really can't go, or else I won't be able to explain it to the readers. Now, it seems that my decision was very wise. Of course, it would be better if I could write more.
No matter what, it is a fact that I haven't been updating recently. I apologize again for this. After the inspection, I will resume updating for a long period of time. When everyone calms down and is even happier, I believe that they will laugh when they see that it has been almost a month.
Updates are always the way to go. I don't ask for more, but I ask for stability. I understand this, and I will try my best to achieve this. I hope you can give me one more day of patience.
I'm a person who needs peace of mind. As long as my body is fine, my mind will be fine and I won't be anxious, because I'm very afraid of death. When the time comes, I'll naturally happily throw myself into the business of writing, and I'll let you happily forget all the interruptions and unhappiness. If there really is a problem, then there's nothing we can do about it. We'll talk about the update later.
I wish you all the best.
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