Su Qingxue's beautiful eyes had a trace of sparkling light, and she asked with some uncertainty, "Really?" leaf
Fan Xian sighed. He knew that the woman still had doubts, and couldn't help but recall something. He said, "Wife, let me tell you something. It's about my past …" After you finish listening, perhaps you will understand … "" Yes. "
"Hmm..." "What is it?"
Fan Xian drank a mouthful of wine and leisurely said, "When I was eighteen, two months before the Holy War, I actually never thought of fighting such a battle, a battle that seemed to have no chance of winning.
You have to know, at that time, not only were there my master, the Black Emperor, and my master's wife, the White Empress, there were also several A-rank organizations as vassals. There were at least ten experts who were close to the Legend rank … "
Su Qingxue was puzzled, "Then why did you suddenly want to fight?"
"Because …" A hint of pain flashed across Ye Fan's eyes, "A person who is very important to me was poisoned by the Sacred Royal Court …"
I had a very dark and hopeless period of time. It was that person who helped me walk out of the shadow. He made me feel that there were still many things worth doing in this world. It wasn't just killing, it wasn't just war. My hands could kill, but they could also save … "
Su Qingxue remembered that when she was introducing Ye Fan's legendary career at the Sai Te Conference, she mentioned that Ye Fan had changed his life of slaughter and was constantly saving people on the battlefield.
"Is it because of that person that you started to save people?" Su Qingxue asked.
Ye Fan nodded, "Yes, without her, I might not know where I am now. I might have died a long time ago, or maybe …" In short, when I found out that she had been poisoned to death, it was extremely painful, as if the whole world had gone dark once again.
I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go. That's the Sacred Royal Court. Am I going to go against such a colossus for revenge?
Once I take that step, it means that I will also have to leave the old rulers. In other words, taking revenge means directly opposing two quasi-S rank organizations … And the power they can control can turn the entire world into a hellish Asura field … "
"But you still went to take revenge, didn't you?" Su Qingxue said.
Fan Xian smiled, "Yes, I know that barging into the Sacred Royal Court is courting death, so I lured out the Archangel who poisoned me and killed him outside …"
It was also from that day onwards that my companions decided to leave the Great Old Ones with me and start a war that lasted two years … "
"What made you make up your mind?" Su Qingxue asked curiously.
"Nothing, I just met someone."
"Who?"
Ye Fan laughed self-deprecatingly, "You might not believe me if I say it out loud, but I met a woman I don't even know who she is in a tavern in Siberia."
Siu Qingxue knitted her eyebrows and said uncomfortably, "What you said …" Could it be that it's just one … "
Ye Fan was also calm, "Wife, if I were to tell you that I didn't look for a woman while I was abroad, that would be a lie. We need to relax, we need to vent …" "So …"
Siu Qingxue bit her lips. Although she had already guessed that Ye Fan had played a lot abroad, when Ye Fan told her directly, it still made Siu Qingxue feel uncomfortable.
Sighing, Siu Qingxue put aside the messy thoughts in her mind and said, "Continue, that woman, how did she make you make such a decision?"
Ye Fan grinned and laughed, "At that time, I had been suppressing myself for a long time. I stayed in Siberia for half a month and drank every day. I couldn't make up my mind, and I didn't know what to do next in my life …
I drank a lot that day, so I told that woman about my troubles … She asked me if I was trying to escape from something, or if I was afraid of something, and was drowning my sorrows in alcohol …
I said yes, I asked her, if it was her, how would she choose when she encountered something that she couldn't choose at all? "leaf
At this point, Fan Xian smiled bitterly and shook his head, "She mocked me, saying that I actually asked a woman like her, such a serious life question …"
Siu Qingxue couldn't help but roll her eyes at him, "You can't be telling me that you just heard her say that she wanted to take revenge and went to take revenge, right? "This is too hasty …" leaf
Fan Xian smiled, drank the rest of the beer in one gulp, and said, "Of course I won't tell her the specifics, and she didn't tell me how to choose either. She only told me a few words, and even now, I still remember them very clearly …" Yes
She said, if you want to avoid those things that make you feel right, but also make you feel sad and afraid, there will always be something in your heart that will pass away. In the end, you will be an empty shell …
If you feel that your emotions are too chaotic and you don't know how to choose, then find a place with a clear boundary, release yourself, and clear your mind …
This was why women in the world wanted to find men, and men wanted to find women. There was nothing simpler and more crude than what men and women did. Most of the time, it had nothing to do with moral chastity, it was just to let you return to your most primitive state …
You need to wake up and realize that you still have enough passion and desire to live on! "leaf
Fan Xian pinched the beer can in his hand flat, looked at Su Qingxue and said, "From that moment on, I understood one thing. There are actually not that many paths to walk in life.
There is only one path in front of you. All you can do is keep moving forward, or die right now.
That woman in the tavern actually didn't know any of the great principles of life. She didn't know who I was either …
But no matter how she became the young lady in the tavern, she lived a more carefree life than me. She calmly accepted her fate, walked her path, and maintained her passion for life … "leaf
Fan Xian stretched out his hand and placed it on Su Qingxue's shoulder, "Wife, do you think that woman is very despicable? Did she do anything wrong? What position do I have to look down on her?
Su Qingxue was stunned. After a moment of silence, she muttered, "Because a person's instinct is to live on, for the sake of the desire in their hearts …" My mother, she also wants to live on … "leaf
Fan Xian smiled and said, "Now you believe me, I really don't have any intention of looking down on you, right? So you don't have to mention this to me. You are you, your mother is your mother, she gave birth to you, no matter what she did, she is still my mother-in-law …"
Su Qingxue frowned and said, "Don't misunderstand. Although my mother went to the nightclub to do it, she was originally a girl from a good family. She was tricked by that Zhang Tao, and in order to raise me, she had no choice but to give in.
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